Inferiority
Dear inferiority,
I'm struggling to clear my vision
The tears are threatening to flow
My throat hurts and my chest is constricted
my heart is in a tight knot
I tried to make some new friends
I thought of trying something new
I felt I could really do anything
And you just sat and watched and laughed
From afar I saw as they all laughed
They got along so well I was awed
They all excelled in everything they did
They had all they needed and wanted and they had one another
I sat there all alone watching
You walked over to me and sat by my side
You said it was okay because we both knew I was meant to be here
I was meant to stare cuz that's all I could do
And I believed you
I believed I was worthless
Just some random existence on the face of the Earth
That people regarded and left at that single glance
And everything I worked so hard for was never going to be enough
Because I wasn't enough
I dunno when I'm going to let you go
Because I'm addicted to you like a drug
And I know you're killing my goals and dreams
But yet everyday you whisper to me and I believe you are right
That I'm not truly enough
Not enough for awards and compliments and commendations
Not enough for the gift of a smile, of friends and of love
Not enough for a hug or a kiss or a stroke on the hair
Not enough to be envied or admired or just simply to be seen
And I dunno, maybe you're right
Maybe you're very correct
But now I don't care what you think anymore
I think I'm enough for myself and I think that's enough
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