Fear
Dear fear,
I stumble over my own feet
Trying to see the trail in front of me
I hear my own breathing in my heart
And I hear my heart pounding in my head
I feel a surge of foreign energy course through my blood stream
My pupils dilate so much and my brain can't seem to function properly
My nerves are being overstimulated and I'm losing control of myself and my movements
I trip and I slip but I pick myself up and keep moving
As my knees start to hurt
And my shoulders are heavy under all its burdens
I start to give up
My bleeding blessings reflect in my tears and
I leave a trail of blood
I cannot run any longer
I cannot outrun it so I turn around
Limping I stand up
I am so small in comparison to the darkness
I am straightening my back as I look into his fiery eyes
Puffing out my chest and convincing myself that I am not frightened
Convincing it that I am not frightened
Or hopefully at least
Because I am frightened
I am scared to death
And I wonder why
I wonder why it's causing me to feel this way
And then it dawns on me
It hits me like a shock of lightening
It's not because it's scary
I realize that it's fear itself
The dark appalling phenomenon that radiates immense terror
The very entity itself is standing
Looming over me
So it's you I say
It's you who's always drenching me
In your poison everytime I'm alone
Everytime I'm nervous about something
And my anxiety runs through me
It's you who fuels the resistance
It's you who keeps me still
Well it's refreshing seeing you face to face
It's because of you I can't even look people in the face
But right now the rage has come crashing down and has taken completely every hold you had on me
Let go of my heart and my limbs
And my brain and my speech
Free me from your grip and your pessimism
Hey let's do it this way
Maybe fear can't possibly be eradicated
But it doesn't stop me from overcoming you
And this is not even something I hope for
It's not something I wish for
I'm not going to fear you anymore fear
You would fear the fact that I feared you rather
And you would begin to fear me
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This was a tough one
Fear is such an easy yet difficult one to write:)
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