Sup Anxiety,
     I should thank you
You taught me how to live
     Though you'd never make me lose my inhibitions
      And you're the only one with full control over my descions
      I'm as heartless as a corpse but you still make me cry

     With my heartless heart pounding in all the fibres of my being
     I ask myself whether this is normal but I know the answer
     If I don't find away to get rid of you soon my whole life would be a waste

      But how can I get rid if you if you insist on sitting on my shoulder at all times
      You're always showing up in my face when I'm trying to progress
       and you're so irresistible I'm caused to digress
      But I'm digressing in short I despise you

       I hate that you existed and I hate that you've met me
       I hate that you destroy my life and I hate that people say you don't exist
      But you do and they don't know that cause it seems like you're only after me
    And the worst is because of you I can't seem to ask for help anymore

    Cause you're literally chaining me down and stripping me off all my abilities
     And it kills me to see all I've missed fall into someone else's hands
    Because I did deserve it but you just didn't let me have it

     But honestly I'm tired of you ruining my dreams and my friendships and my ability to live
      Maybe a part of me would be lost and I'll be left with a gaping hole in my heart
     But I'd rather live incomplete than live with your presence suffocating my existence