Dear Olivia,

Some kids at school have started calling me a bitch.

I don't understand it. I've never said a word to them. I guess I am heartless, though. I guess I deserve the label and every other fucking thing that goes wrong for me.

Dad's pissed. I'm failing English. He says it's unacceptable and that I need to try.

What does he expect me to do, work a fucking miracle?

Because I don't believe in those anymore.

I don't believe in any of that.