Dear Jacksepticeye,

Morning Jack! Did you sleep well? That's good to hear! Um....I sorta slept well last night too.

Actually....I really didn't sleep well. After last night's letter to you, I fell apart. My mom was yelling at me because I wasn't doing my work. And it was so stressful because I found out that I had more to do and...... Oh god! I'm so so sorry Jack! I wished to die that night!!! I ran into the kitchen and almost grabbed a knife to kill myself with!!! My mom stopped me and took me to the dining room. She made me upset again a few minutes later. 

I pushed a dining chair away and I fell to the ground. I hid underneath the dining table. I cried hard. I kept whispering your name Jack. I just needed you to comfort me. I didn't know why you weren't there with me. Why didn't you comfort me?

I'm sorry that I let you down. I'm so sorry Jack.

....Can you forgive me?

"If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.

I'll meet you when my chores are through;

I don't know how long I'll be.

But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.

And between now and then, till I see you again,

I'll be loving you..."

Love, Me