Dear Jacksepticeye,

I'm so so very sorry for being mad at you! I didn't mean to get you so upset at me! I'm such a terrible person! I can never stay mad at you! I'm so sorry!

I had a very rough day yesterday and finding out that you deleted your account made me snap. I didn't sleep the other night so I was super tired, two-hour bike ride (more than 7 miles), had to go to my brother's baseball game which I hate, and having to stay at the baseball field because my parents had to go to a meeting there for an hour with annoying kids. So yeah, that was really a terrible day. And I felt so guilty after placing all of my anger against you. When I woke up today I cried because I did that to you.

I thought about you before my Pop-Pop. And today is his birthday. Something I never did before. I always put him first, but today I put you first. I won't be able to visit his grave until the weekend, so that gave me more time to think about you and what I said to you was wrong.

You are the kindest, sweetest, most kawaii, and bossiest person in the whole wide world!

And nobody can say that you aren't!

I take back everything that I said before. I am waiting for the day when I go to Ireland so that I can apologize to you in person. I'll let you know who I am when I meet you. I'll whisper a secret code to you so that you know who I am. If however you come back on after we meet, here is the code. It's only secret from my parents (and hopefully no one steals the code so that you might think that I am someone else).

"Love, Me"

Please forgive me Jack for being angry at you for leaving. I didn't really understand why, but I think it's because the app was taking up too much space or maybe it was because some people were telling you to make a video about you being on WattPad and you got stressed out.

I know how that feels...being placed under pressure, when people want you to do something yet you are unsure of it. You're not alone..........

Forgive me.....

"If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.

I'll meet you when my chores are through;

I don't know how long I'll be.

But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.

And between now and then, till I see you again,

I'll be loving you..."

Love, Me