Annabel,

To be completely honest, I'm crying my eyes out. I probably shouldn't be, but I saw something that ruined my day completely. Here I was, ecstatic about being on the downhill side of my wait for you.

I decided to go on Facebook today. I wasn't expecting a post from you, but do you know what I saw?

I saw a post, by you, of a picture of you kissing the cheek of some guy in Hawaii. I'm not sure what the backstory behind that is, but I know it hurt. A lot. Maybe I'm overreacting. Anyway, I have to say I no longer feel bad for talking to Lucy. The chat I had with her was nothing compared to you kissing someone else on the cheek.

Was I mistaken? Did you break up with me at some point and I was too lovesick to hear it? What happened? I want answers, Annabel. I want them now.

I've tried calling you, texting you, messaging you through Facebook, everything. All the messages say they were delivered, but I receive no response. It even says you're online on Facebook right now. What did I do to deserve this?

I hope you have an explanation. I hope I'm misunderstanding something. For now, I'll just stop trying. It's up to you to return the calls, if you even care.

Ian