I dont know where to start with this... Um i know u for almost 2 years now, yet i was with u for a whole year tho. I still think bout u, and love u and i shouldnt tho but i just do. I know i always started up the fights bout stupid ass stuff, its good to see u smile with someone better than me, someone you can go to u when i wasnt there for you. I was such a bad girlfriend torwd u and i really wish i could call u mine again but your with someone. Don't even know what else to write in this letter other than im sorry i was such a fuck up when u were dating me. Why im writing this is cause i though why not tell how i am feeling for someone and how things are making me feel, they should know and well i miss u and being loved by you and feeling safe, but things arent the same anymore

~10/3/19