Dear God,

I felt really sick today.

I puked.

I think it was the medicine.

I hate being on medicine.

I just wish I was normal.

But I have cancer.

I'm not normal.

I'm just glad Cody sees me as normal.

He's the only one that does.

I really wish he could just stay with me all the time.

I feel lonely when I'm by myself.

Then again, I'm alone.

I should feel alone.

I'd be a little scared if I didn't.

Love,

Peyton