Dear God,

Let's be honest.

I"m dying.

I have four months left.

I'm going to make the best of them.

I'm going to spend them with Cody.

I'm going to be happy.

I will be positive,

Even if my own body is slowly eating my brain.

The Fault In Ours Stars reference there.

I owe Cody a lot.

Not just for bringing me that book.

But for being there.

And loving me.

I will forever owe him for that.

The only way I can make it up is by loving him.

And I do.

And I'm trying.

Love,

Peyton