"A life without your friendship is not worth living."

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Dear
           Susie,

I am thankful to God for introducing me to a  beautiful person like you in my life.I remember the very first time that we met was in kindergarten.You were crying as you accidentally dropped your favourite popsicle and I decided to  share my popsicle with you.  From that day onwards we became best friends forever and few years later you introduced me to Jordan.Till date our friendship had only been growing and I love it. You have solutions to all my problems and stood by my side when I was going through the most difficult phase of my life.

I remember every stupid thing that we did together.Do you remember once when you,me and Jordan were drunk and sang  at the top of our voices in front of miss Lucy's house at night and she called the cops.You were too drunk so I had to give you a piggy back ride.I also remember back when we were kids you forced me to play tea parties with you and could never say no to you after you gave me that pouty face.

Well I  remember on your sixteenth birthday you were drunk and kissed me.You also said that you love me .At first I thought you were doing this things thinking I was someone else but then you said seeing Avery with me breaks your heart.I got  too scared to tell you  something so I pretended I did not hear anything.Next day I did not tell you what you told me because I was  afraid of losing you as a friend.Losing you would have been too difficult for me.I was afraid of saying the wrong words and breaking your heart.

You always knew my passion for writing and wanted to read the random things that I write about but I was to embarrass to show them to you.Now I am leaving behind my diary for you to read.My stories are jumbled up but I know you can understand them as you are my other half.

I remember few years back you said that you wanted to travel around the world with someone you love and I hope you find your love soon and all your dreams come true.Take care of mom and Avery they need you. I too love you but not in the way that I love Avery.Sorry if I have hurt you without knowing.Our friendship comes to an end here.Keep smiling and be happy.

                                                     Yours,
                                                                 Carl

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