Forgive forgive
I can forgive
Forget forget
But I can not forget
Remind me not to forget

Scrapped pieces of paper
Dark thoughts beg me to wish I could see them again
To remind me never to forget

The psychological pain you put me through
And when I think it's over
I remember that perhaps it isn't
It is utterly possible that it isn't
Over

Here I am
Applauding your every step
On your way to glory
But when I look around me
I find that you are not there

Whispered words carry on the wind
With forbidden wishes and empty promises
Oh but the words are loud
Are they not?
Say that you wish me the best
After you ripped my heart out of my chest
Over.. and over again

Here I am
Wishing you good things
Yet fighting the urge to turn around
If my heart wasn't broken
I could still be there in every room
With every step

I was here
But little by little I left
Behind pieces of myself
Please oh please!
Remind me not to forget

The nights I cried of pure loneliness
I could have everything I wanted
Except for you
Not the parts of you I wanted
Not like you got the parts of me you wanted

Although you did at first
Until the marble structure cracked
With every disillusion
A chip for every broken promise

We can fix it with glue
That of apologies and a few days
Of being present
But the marks will stay forever
To remind me, never to forget.