This is a letter to Varun from the book Loving the nightmare by  Lovesick_12

Hey Varun,

       You may not remember me but I do.I was in the same college as yours.You know 3 people in the whole college loved you.

1st Tanvi.Everyone knew about Tanvi's love.Even you knew.

2nd Misha.Her friends knew about her crush and maybe even the whole college.

3rd and the last one was me.But no one knew about mine.I was absolutely and hopelessly in love with you.

Whenever I saw you with Tanvi a small part of me died daily.I loved you and for me your happiness was the greatest thing.

When Tanvi died I was in depression because of my thoughts.At that time also my mind wandered to one thing.What would be happening to you.But when I got to know that you were getting married I relaxed a bit.But there was still constant ache and that was in my heart.

I surely wanted your happiness but still my poor heart suffered everyday.First because of seeing you with Tanvi and then Misha.

Guess you were never meant to be with me.We were never meant to be together.But one thing i know is that you are happy with your life and I have to move on.

But I guess that also is not in my luck because I am suffering from a fatal disease and I will die soon.So I decided to spend my last days in your memories.

I hope you have a great life ahead with Misha and your adorable daughter.

I will always love you.Even after my death.After my death I will become a guardian fairy for your family.In short I will always be with you.

And to Misha please never break his heart.Please be with him every moment.Please take care of him.

      -Your one-sided lover