I am really sorry. For everything. You were the one who broke down my walls. You were the first to know all my secrets...well maybe not all of them. But the one that I hold dearly. But I know you didn't want to know, who would? I am really sorry that I told you. I'm sorry for bugging youwith them. I know you are sick and tired of me talking about them. You don't want to hear my problems, I understand. I have a feeling that I did get you mad. I probably did get on your nerve. I'm sorry, I'm really annoying, I know. I know that you want me gone from your life. I understand. I'm just attention-seeking, aren't I? Every time in Music, when we play on the drums, I'm just that one burden (third-wheel) aren't I? I shouldn't have done drums. I only kill the happy atmosphere. I'm sorry, really am. I don't know if I ever will give you this letter. But if I will then you know. I'm so sorry that I'm just a messed up freak. All those times you've tried to help me. You really did. All I needed to know is that you are here. That you won't hurt me like others but now I think I might have ruined it. I always ruin everything. I've been pushing you back. And I have a reason for that. My time is coming. I don't know if I should let you read this. This letter is stupid because I have included my feelings. I know you will stop reading this as soon as you begin. You will think that I'm just stupid. Wasn't I already though? I still remember the argument we had. I can't forget it. How could I? I care about you with all my heart. You might possibly say that I love you. You are one of the people who I truly trust. No matter what you'll always be in my heart. And I am sorry once again.

 29/04/17                -W.S