I'm only on chapter 5.. But your story evokes so much emotion in me. It makes me long to better myself instead of resent. You're a spectacular person.

Thank you so much. I noticed you reading and hey, I am here if ever you want to talk anything through okay? Reading on, you will encounter the results of all that... and sure, you might resent some of my stupidity, but I am here and in a good place now, so one can overcome difficulties, and one can grow from them... Part of the reason I was encouraged to put this out there, so people can find something within all that to use for themselves? Glad to have met you and as I said, I am here :)