Life's unfair they say!
I agree but you know what's more unfair, well its a life with just shattered dreams and hopes, a life where desending to hell seems a better deal then to live.

As a little girl, i was told many things, some built my confidence, some built my soul and others just built my career.

But when, you move to a totally different city and own a brand new "life".

Thats when you either bend or break. People start to question every aspect of you, your morales, your beliefs, your thinking, your dressing style, infact they question you.

They make you belief that your morales, were never right, your thinking never correct, you were never the perfect one.

And then everything starts to sink in, that little child inside you starts to question everything, and gives rise to the thorns hidden beneath those delicate petals.

And why am i telling you this?

Well kids out there, or the grown ups, this is not any lecture to tell you about life or any inspirational magazine and definetly not a manual on how to lead your life well..

Its just me and you trying to connect our souls when the world is busy making advanced robots.

When i was 14, i was a messed up teenager, a new life, new school, different country all together away from family. I had no one to share my secrets with, no shoulder to cry upon, i just had me.. and i let my journey begin with just self.

At times i was blunt beyond words, other times broken beyond repair, my grades were disaster, my parents were convinced i wanted to kill my sibling, but here is something.

That time, that phase maybe be dark but it was just a phase. It went. It left me for good.

It was like a narrow tunnel of darkness with no glimpse of light, but it read keep moving. It was a silent message that was meant to be understand.

Life may be tough but that how it should be, or else what will you look back to?

Try hard...dont give up!
And when you feel you cant try any harder jist take one more step, and one more and thrn just one more till you reach that end and grasp that first ray of light you see.

And believe me you wont regret living.
Because even thought you may have 13 reasons to kill yourself,
You just need that one damn reason to survive!

Stay happy kiddos!

❤