Y/n POV
I got home and went to my room I use to have depression and anxiety but that had went away and I think it was coming back,I felt like I needed to be punished for what I did I felt useless and wanted to...die

I sat there looking at the ground then at my wrist all you could see is blood...I cut myself and still I felt the same I tried to get up but felt nauseous and sat back down it was 5:00? 
I cleaned myself and the mess I made and sat down to watch tv but felt tired and I couldn't see the bandages had blood on them my arms were still bleeding and tried to stand up but my legs weren't working I couldn't move the doorbell rings but I couldn't move I tried anyways I was basically dragging myself to the door I opened t without asking. It was jimin when I saw him tears started to blur my vision and everything went pitch black..I fainted and all I could hear is jimin's faint voice yelling out my name "don't worry y/n am taking you to the hospital" that's the last thing I heard.....

Jimin POV
I carried y/n to the hospital entrance 'I need a doctor NOW!' Doctors came out running which a bed and I gently put her down pushing the bed as soon as I set here down we went through several door until I was pulled back by a doctor "you have to stay out here sir" he said and went in the room,I could hear faint voices "she wasn't stop bleeding". "She needs more blood!"  All of those comments made me worry so much and I couldn't do anything,I couldn't go in there then the door bursts open with her "we need the operation room cleared we have a patient with a deep cut in her stomach" I stood there in shock and helped them get her to the operation room I was panting "sir please wait in the waiting room" I stopped pushing and stopped and they went to the dark room why would she cut her stomach did I do something wrong....that's when it hit me I ruined her chance in getting a promotion I felt like an idiot I ran outside,to my car and drove off to the building I will probably get fired from, I pressed the elevator button waiting I walked in once it opened pressing the button any time I waited again and speed walked to his office I pushed the door so hard which made him jump "who do you think you are!" I went past his desk and punched him he fell on the ground 'that's for hurting y/n!' I knocked every down he stood up and wiped his bleeding mouth "you really outdid yourself jimin thinking you can come in here,y/n hates you get over it-" I punch him before he could say anything else I got on top of him and punched him "jimin!!" Jin and namjoon ran to me and lifted me up off him I tried kicking him but he had moved back as soon omg hey got me off him I wiggles out of their grip 'am good am good' I said and put my hands up letting them know I was done... guk doo had gotten up I turned around walking out of the office "what the hell jimin what were you thinking!?" Namjoon said 'I ruined y/n's chance to finally get a promotion and now she hates mean sorry I brought you guys in this I'll tell her it was all my idea' with that I left the building "where's y/n?" Jin asked 'in the hospital' his eyes widened and walked with me to the hospital should I call her parents? I asked myself while looking at my phone I got in my car and told jin and namjoon to call the others that I'll be on my way I sat there and dialed y/n's mom
"Hello?"
'Ms.l/n hello it's me park jimin y/n's friend'
"What do you want?"
'Y/n....is in the hospital she needs you very badly'
There was a moment of silence
"I...fine I'll go did she cut herself again?"
I got quite
'Yes..'
She hangs up
As always I felt dumb for asking her to come she never is here and pretends she doesn't exist.

I got to the hospital and saw all 6 of the guys they were like family to her it made me feel good yet bad because she probably still hates me. The doctor came up to me "are you the ms.l/n's husband?" I choke on air when those words left his mouth and nodded no 'am a very close friend' he looks down at the paper "and the guardian?" I looked down "that's us" I womAn said and saw y/n's mother and father I smiled once I saw them "ah so you can come and see her she asked for you" she nodded and followed the doctor to her room the doctor turned around and signaled all of us to come too I speed walked to the door holding it for everyone and went inside.

She sat there and looked around her "mom I thought you wouldn't come" y/n had a small voice she was so quite you could hear a pen drop. She looked around once again "where's jimin?" I wiggles my way to the front of all the tall friends and bow my head slightly "get out....please" she says with a weak voice my smile had faded away rapidly I didn't know what to say 'a-am sorry y/n I'll leave' I turned around and I felt like everyone was staring at me which made me feel like the bad guy..which I was and there was no way y/n would forgive me ever I left the hospital and sat there in my car. I wanted to run back and beg her to forgive me but I felt like I did enough damage.....
Why can't just tell her the truth