Ch 3
Wind is music if you have potential to hear
When you heard whispering monsters as they tried to belittled you, always an insecurity to flaunt, alwaysa criticism to offer, all you have to do was fight them even though they speak with your own voice, even though they look alike you. Imber was a warrior and she'll overcome the battle with her monster.
With a suitcase in her hands and millions of emotions in her broken heart, she finally knew what she have to do even the voices of monster in her head kept shouting their bad advice, she felt the thug of their claws at her ankle and they cried out, she push past the barrier of their stiff fingers and walk, soon they faded behind her and a small soft voice which she recognized was her, and she started her journey all alone to save the one life that could be saved, her.
Like she said she was going to USA to her parents however destiny have different plans for her " Going somewhere? " Imber whole body flinched and she cried out when the booming voice, full of vim starled her self motivational speech therapy session.
She took the defensive position and saw the same man from yesterday night however today she was able to see his face without water blurring her site of view, he was male model and adored by a raven colored hairs, it was casual jumble sometimes mostly neat and flowing. His cresent of moon eyebrow were thick but narrow, he carried a imperious nose well, cheekbone curved down toward the flinty jaw. For usual model, he was buffy and samson physique but what catches her attention was his dead eyes.
His eyes were like dark room with all windows closed and path of light blocked " are you stalking me?" She clutches her phone in her hand tightly ready to give a quick call to cops if needed. Jungkook look down and sigh, he have to explain whole thing to her in detail or else she won't belive him.
" I want to talk can we?" He watched her narrowing her eyes at him like she was few second away from calling the number in her speed dial " I'm not going to hurt you, just few words and some Goggle search and we are good to go" he spoke like in the tone we use for kids when they do something wrong to lurk them into beating their ass, how calmly he said good to go but there wasn't any good to go.
" No mister" she declined in stern voice, her misery filled eyes and love deprived heart wanted to be alone, no another handsome jerk man needed " please, I waited for you long enough" Jungkook don't know why this sentence rolled out of his tongue and Imber, she felt strange meaning behind it like he was waiting since past life just to talk to her, was she finally lost herself last braincells and assuming things.
On the other hand Jungkook wasn't aware what he was doing, he don't wanted to mend with women like her but something in him wanted to know why only her, in the population of more than seven billion peoples why only she can see and hear him, it was like they had a strong connection, in her presence he felt light, it's not like he didn't tried to get heard, he screamed at his bestfriend to listen him even cried but the man walk past in his body like walking pass air so when this girl miraculously blessed him, how could he not chase her.
" okay but whatever we are talking, it's going to be in public place" she proposed and look around to find few people who were not paying attention to her, she can't risk it, she can't belive a strangers just because he decided to tell her wear warm clothes when she was shivering under cold rain and show up next day to talk " okay" Jungkook nodded and walked beside her, he was damm sure she'll going make fun of herself because no one else can see him and in public place imagine talking to air and declared mentally disabled.
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They both sat side by side on the porch of small restaurant, the big glass window in front of them which was decorated with small lights, many people were eating and chatting with their friends inside, it could be seen through the window, as soon as Imber left her purse at side she started searching in web, till now she have gone through more than ten web pages to confirm the fact.
He watched her expression turning horrified as she processes through the news website online " On 31st December 2022, Korean actor Jeon Jungkook suicide from 38th floor of Gala town building Seoul, Korea, aged 25. The cause of death ruled to be brain injury and excessive blood loss dead before reaches City hospital, the Seoul police launched an investigation team to work on subject of widespread rumors and speculation " her breath turned into pants as soon as see saw the photos of man attached to website smiling widely.
She look back to Jungkook who was sitting across her before she look down at her phone, like she was trying to understand her eyes were working fine or she needed to book appointment to eye specialist, she should have know she was high on caffeine " your twin?" That's the only conclusion she can come up with. Jungkook shake his head but before he could answer the waitress come up to their table.
" what would you like to have Miss?" The cheerful lady chimed in with a friendly smile on her face, Imbetrwho was feeling thirsty and out of character just by reading few pages order " I'll have blue mocktaile, Jungkook what about you?" She forced herself to ask the dissopointed man who look done as his more than ten minutes of explanation went in vain " Jungkook who?" And what he feared come upto the surface when the waitress inquiries Imber looking lost at whom the other lady was talking to.
" The man of height 5'10 standing in front" She pointed her fingers at the figure who was only visible to her, the cheerful smile on the working lady's face vanished she looked annoyed, anyone would be if you decided to ruin the time of their work " Miss, there isn't anyone" Imber look at the Jungkook who had look of I told you " you sure?" she mouthed the black haired women who mouthed back " I'm sure"
" Okay, thank you" she wishpered and look down started fumbling with her fingers again, she was nervous and closed her eyes wishing whatever game her mind was playing with her stop soon. She doesn't want to get admitted in the mental assuylum at such a young age.
" I need your help" Jungkook speak and she kept her eyes shut " you aren't real" she mumbled and scratches the skin over her thumbs almost making it bleed " listen " get lost" she snapped loudly, he understand she wasn't believing him but if she didn't listen to him how he'll figure it out.
" I'll haunt you if you didn't heard me out " she quickly stopped her movement and open her eyes to glare him, the sudden consciousness arise in her that other can't see him just she can which made her feel kind of terrified.
" You what?" Her snarled made him smile upto her, she threw more intensified glare at his way when she saw his lips curved " Do you want me to talk to your parents or something, maybe tell them you are still roaming around, will they want to hear from a coward like you who decided to kill himself and giving me idea to do the same last night" how dare she, Jungkook felt someone punched him in his gut.
She doesn't know him, she doesn't have any idea how it feel like to be in toxic environment 24/7, he felt he was lock inside the black room all alone, He felt so lost even when people were around him, mist of laughter and conversations he was standing there with masked smile on his face, trying to lift the weight of his crown, sometimes it was hard to be on top and it was easy to lost in light than find real light.
His shivering fist balled were rested on the table, he wanted to bang the object but his hands passed through it making him fall inside, he quickly get up, embarrassed, his angered face turned crimson red when Imber pursued her lips to stop from bursting out into laughter
" Don't l-laugh, you aren't aware of things so don't judge me so soon, you don't know what kind of p-person my parents were " he stuttered huffing and tried to sat at the chair, his butt passed through the chair and landed on the ground which made her giggle out.
" I'm not use to it" he almost sound like whinning and he stand up dusting his blue pants, she suppressed herself from laughing more because people around her giving her very judgemental look, they weren't please about her laughing without any reason, the waitress from earlier glanced oddly at her but didn't commented.
" Firstly I'm not believing you are real and secondly I'm not going to help you until and unless you assure me, I'm out of drama" she declared and Jungkook poke his tongue in his cheeks, they just met still he was feeling her words stings in his chest, drama she named it " okay" he nodded clapping his hands together and rubbed them to look more enthusiastic however in reality he don't know what to do, how does this thing work.
Few minutes passed, the order received by Imber, she waited for the man to speak but all he did was to eyed her drink like he wanted to punch her and snatch the liquid " so?" She asked before his curse work and she choke and die, she was definitely never saw a ghost before and she certainly doesn't know how to make them free from the mortal world, maybe she should meet a Toronto card reader, she shook her head cause last time that so called fortune teller told her love life was great. ' great'
" So?" He asked back, touching his neck which was going deeper shades of red, he swear sometime white skin can cause lots of problem, her mouth turned in different direction, at lopsided smile " you have no idea, what you want me to do?" He nodded his head slowly while licking his lips, he wasn't this nervous when he gave his first acting audition.
He look around, trying to come up with anything which can make him talk to her few more minutes, spend time with her in next few moment, he don't wanna left alone but he also don't want to admit but he was seeking for something he never had. He was trying to find himself or maybe not.
Jungkook eyes landed on the earth globe placed as decoration at the center of restaurant showing they have their branches whole across the world " you know I have watched a movie and there was this man stuck in mortal world and he needed to escape so he killed his murder " her eyes sparkled in excitement however as soon as they come it went away.
" I thought we would do some John McClane kind of things and try to find your killer but again you killed yourself, unfortunately human technology didn't reach at the point where we can punish ghost " she blurted out everything and took the sip of her blue mocktaile, secretly smile when her eyes met with his dark brown irritated one, she could bottle up emotion and sell it for harty price because he was annoying.
" you don't have to remind me again and again" his voices wasn't lashed with honey maybe quite opposite of that and fist formed at side gave a satisfaction to her, like she always wanted to do this, Imber shrugged indicating she wasn't the one to blame his situation " anyways, I have one last wish to fulfill maybe we could do that so I can pass the bridge " he waited for her to approved him to sat that but the way her mischievous eyes look at him, he know she have something wild to say.
" Don't tell me, you wanted to have threesome or something and you didn't chance because of your popularity" he started taking few deep breath, he should have know this girl was elephant who's teeth were hidden, she was so alluring and inviting from outside and irritating from inside, maybe he should reconsider his offer.
" No, I certainly don't want a threesome, I wanted to travel world" he answered honestly and her breath stopped, her mouth parted and she wanted to say but it was like her tongue was tied.
" Don't think about money, I have enough, just say yes" he noticed her hesitation and come up with thought that money could be problem " But what on the earth you want from me, you can travel the world alone and ghost don't need visa" she was very happy inside her heart if he wanted her to roam the whole world then she could live with his ghost her entire life. He again licked his lips make then wet. He didn't thought of this question, now he know why his bestfriend call him dumb all the time.
" Don't tell me you don't want to visit world?" He asked instead of answering her questions and the answer was yes in single heartbeat, she wanted to explore the world but what if she was just dreaming everything and soon she'll wake up and everything was joke, her dreams been always weird like this now.
" Yes-" he didn't even let her complete her sentence and stand behind her, he tried to push her by her shoulder but his hands goes inside her body, she gasp loudly but before she could alter a word, he bow atleast ten times in the row and he was still bowing " I'm sorry, I didn't mean to pass my hands inside your boobs from behind-"
She giggle loudly at his choice of words and he almost thought she was going to say yes to his offer " I have money, we both want to visit world, say yes sweetheart" He questioned sounding so cocky that resemble to Leon, Imber heart started to ache again, her smile suppress down and turned inverted moon, she didn't answered him, she settle the bill, pulled her bag strap over her shoulder and begin to walk even when her heart felt a string toward the man.
" I told you I haunt you if you didn't agreed" and she pretend she didn't heard him, the name of her past lover roaming in her mind, she wish it wasn't like this, she wish more than anything they were good for eachother, that she could give him whatever he ever wanted, she promised him world, but now she was tired, she was exhausted, she loved him, just don't left with anything to continue loving him, maybe it wasn't easy to forget.
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Why Imber can see Jungkook, those who read you and I? Can understand ;)).
How was it?
So guys she had breakup yesterday so don't think she is going to forget her heartbreak in a day, she need time more than a man who was apparently dead and want her to roam world with him.
You have to do this for future you so she can live the life she deserves.
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