Here are the pictures of the main cast i know you havent met some of them but you will soon. And Into Cold water by Major Lazer.
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It was him!
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I stopped everything as i felt myself being glued to the spot. I cant believe it was him i never thought i would ever see him again. He was even finer than i remembered him to be. And he had a brother! He never told me that. I felt hurt and a little betrayed well that wouldnt be my fault seeing as i only knew him for a few days.

Thats when i remembered my loath for him and i felt my features turn hard and cold. Seeing by the look on his face i knew he remembered me as well. This only fueled my fire and added to my anger i am not sure i can even do this interview or work for him anymore. I was about to turn on my heal and leave when i heard his smooth velvety voice that brought back all the wrong kind of memories for me speak.

"I presume you are Miss Howard, well dont just stand there i expect you to sit down lets get down to business" he said with a hint of anger as he motioned for me to sit in the chair infront of his desk.

I was so engrossed in my own little thoughts that i didnt even realise when Jackson came and sat in the chair next to me.
"Well looking at your CV i would have to be honest and tell you i am not very impressed with it. It says here that you never completed college which i dont know why seeing as you are already 23. And that you dropped out when you were 20. You also have little to no work experience aside from working in a flower shop a few years back. So i ask you this Miss Howard why the hell did my brother put you up to this thinking you could seduce me into being in a relationship with you? To be quiet honest i have seen a lot better."

What the hell! He knew about the deal with his brother. He knew this whole time, well i have to give it up to him that he is a pretty smart man. But did he just compare me to a cheap whore and tell me that they were better. Clearly he doesnt have any idea who he is talking to. I dont take shit from any man except Samuel put even those days are over! Am gonna show him he messed with the wrong chicka.

By now i was blazing eyeballs and smoke was practically coming out of my nostrils well it looked alot like that in my head. With all the force i could muster i stood up and pushed the chair back as far as i could in the most unladylike fashion and started moving towards his desk.

Jackson sat there shocked like a blubbering fish and the snarky ass CEO just sat there with a hard stare but i couldnt help but see a hint of  query in his eyes. I kept taking slow calculated steps towards him as he had been taking earlier.

Until we were...

Nose to nose

And in each others breathing space with only the  hard oak desk between us and no i was not about to kiss him unless you consider a hard slap that designated through out the whole office a kiss. Then yes i did  kiss him and i did it hard.

The sure force of the slap surprised even me and thats when i let the words pour out through my mouth forgetting who i was talking to." How dare you, you slimy fucked up ball of shit. Just because you 'tap' every faucet you even glance at doesnt mean am not any cheap ass sink. I dont give a shit how many girls you have slept with neither do i care about your daddys money that you sit on. The only reason i am hear  anyway was because my saving grace Jackson over there begged me to come. If not why the hell would i like to be in the presence of some ass hat whose ego is even bigger than the current room we are in!"

With that i let out a deep breathe calming myself down just the slightest bit without even a second glance in his direction i turned around and stormed out the door before banging it shut. I probably heard a door knob break. Oh well is not like i care or anything.

I know i can be a real bitch sometimes.ok most of the time.

Right before i slammed the door shut i couldnt help but catch Jackson say something on the lines of Dads gonna kill you for this.

By then i had already pressed the button for the lift and waiting for it to come when i realised what he said. But i was to angry to even care what he had actually meant.

By the time i was in the lift i could hear a person calling my name and begging for me to please stop. But i didnt even give him the light of day as i was greatful the doors shut right before he got in.

I finally let out a deep breath that i did not even realise i was holding in and sighed against the wall. What was i even thinking when i decided to accept this deal i knew it was stupid anyway. I will just have to break it to Jackson that i simply cant do this anymore.

I sure hope that Jackson isnt too disappointed i hate to disappoint people. The words of my stepfather came back to me like knives piercing my chest.
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"You worthless piece of shit! Your a good for nothing whore anyway".he said trying to keep his head up as he slurred his words.

He ruffly gripped my chin placing it between his thumb and forefinger"your such a great disappointment and thats all you will ever be just like your mother. But am sure even her would be disappointed  in you". He let out a humorless laugh.

By this time i was already letting silent tears run down my cheek because he says i dont deserve that either." So now tell me what were you doing with that Christopher boy! I already told you that am marrying you off to Isaac's son Samuel so get that bastard out of your life or i will."

"B-ut  i dont want to marry Samuel he is a perve and he is always trying to t-ouch m-e" i said in between sobs.

I really did hate Samuel he was such a perve always trying to kiss me even when i told him not to. Christopher on the other hand always seemed to cheer me up when Samuel made me cry and fight him off whenever he was around. But i never was able to tell him about the abuse from my father i was too afraid.

I was suddenly yanked by the ends of my auburn hair and slammed painfully against the wall. I tried to get my face off only to be forced deeper against the wall. His voice was deadly low as he said "Now you listen to me bitch you are going to marry Samuel wether you like it or not. I am not going to lose that business deal with his father because of your nuisance. Besides Samuel is way better than anything you deserve now bitch get on your knees i have a gift for that little mouth of yours."

I let the tears slide and closed my eyes and counted down from 50 just like Christopher tought me to as i heard a zipper open.
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I was brought out of my thoughts when i heard the ding of the lift telling me that i had reached the ground floor i quickly composed myself . Wiping the tears i never realised i was shedding i took in deep, slow breaths trying to regulate my breathing after the panic attack.

I tried to get out of the building as fast as i coupd now i was sure that i couldnt accept this proposal and the minute i get back to the hotel i will call Jackson and tell him it is off. Then i will be packing my stuff and getting the hell out of Manhattan.

It wasnt safe here anyway. Samuel already knew my location and who knew how long it would take before he came back looking for me.

My conscience wouldnt be settled anyway if i did it i wasnt ready to live a fake life with some heartless person. I already had my fair share of heartless men in my life so no thanks.

As i was walking out i passed the front desk and saw the old lady wave at me a goodbye but i was too distracted and simply passed and within seconds i was on the side walk.

I let the cold October breeze hit my face as i finally let everything out and fell to my knees and sobbed. I cant do this. This cant be what faith has set my life out to be always on the run living with fake people. I couldnt do it anymore i was probably better off dead anyway.

I had been standing there for a while when i started to hear someone calling my name from behind me. I quickly let out a breath getting off the floor and brushing off the dust from my jeans i quickly cleaned the tears from my face.

"Rebecca... I finally caught up to you those stairs are terrible how do people walk up and down them everyday. Someone needs a promotion and i need a gym... wait why are you crying! Please dont tell me it is because of what Derek said thats actually the reason i am here. I wanted to apologize on both our behalfs-"

I put my hand up signifying for him to stop i had already heard enough from him so the bug bad boss couldnt come and apologize by himself now am sure that i cant accept this deal.

"Listen Jackson... these last fee days have been wonderful and i have really enjoyed your company. But i cant take your proposition anymore i just cant work with someone as arrogant as the guy in there. Talk more of actually date him!" With that i turned away from him trying to turn my attention towards the cab i wanted to hail. There were hardly any cabs on the road.

They musnt really go through this neighborhood i guess.

"Please... Rebecca dont do this rethink my offer and dont forget the security and protection i will give to you. And he is actually sorry. Well he didnt say it him being his arrogant self but his expression changed after your words and he wants to give you a second chance. He told me to give you this" as he handed a business card with a message at the back over to me.

I shook my head i wasnt going to give into this. Taking another glance at the card i thought what would it hurt to just keep it though."i really cant... i have to go Jackson it was amazing meeting you and dont worry i will sign out of the hotel first thing tomorrow morning...But if it makes you happy i can keep the card."

A small smile creeped unto his lips but it was gone as soon as it came. Always so uptight this guy." Thank you... and please do stay in the hotel for another week just for me!" He said with a cute expression on his face i couldnt help but giggle this dude was so bipolar but i liked it.

I had finally managed to get a cab and i was already half way in when i placed the card into my small handbag and looked back at him saying" Just for you".
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I was finally back in my hotel room and i had filled myself up with room service. Jackson really spoiled me he gave me full privileges to everything in this place. I had already tucked myself in for the might and reached out to turn off the light switch when i caught sight of the card on my nightstand.

I shrugged off the feeling of curiosity  begging me to take the card and read what it said. I glanced at the card. Then the light switch. After repeating this for another five minutes i gave in and snatched the card before my mind could protest against me.

I looked at the front of the card and it contained the usual company number, name and other stuff promoting their industries.

I rolled my eyes at how formal the card was.But when i turned the card i saw something that caught my eye.

' i like your fierceness little fuergo . I need that in an assistant. You start Monday 8 o'clock sharp. Dont be late.' - Big Bad Boss

That ball of shit!
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Fuergo= fire in spanish.
I know what you are thinking and no i didnt start taking spanish lessons.😌 That would be cool though.🤔 Sadly this was all the act of  google translate i saw it fit to put a little spanish here and there seeing that all my characters are Mexicans.
Am pretty sure i didnt tell you that sorry😬. Dont kill me yet.

Please read comment vote or do something at least make me feel like i should continue writing this book cause right now am having a little regrets and am not sure if it is good or not.
I have a lot of amazing plans for this book and i actually wanna go on. Ok enough of the sad stuff people tell me whats going on with you if you dont wanna talk on the book.

Zeerubutu out🤘🏾

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