"tujhe kya mahurat nikalwana hai ab ...
Sir ko confess karne ke liye"
Pooja asked finally fed up of this cat and rat chase.

"Itna perfect timing hai ....
Ab kya humare CO ki written permission chahiye to romance"

"Han to i am ready.....
Wo propose to Karen "
She replied to which Pooja frowned

"Waise to badi feminist banti hai....
Ab kaha gaya feminism
Ye koi rule hai ke ladka ki propose kare ..
Tu agar propose kar degi to Teri nazakat Kum nahi ho jayegi .... Joke waise hai bhi nahi "
She scolded her and she gave a thought about it.

Maybe she has to take the step
That's what Shalini had told her too....

And this one week away was again so painful
That it made her think about all those moments when she could have said something.

That's it....
She is gonna claim what's hers.
She is gona grab her share of happiness.
Next time whenever she see him
She is gonna act on her instinct

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A soft tap on her door....
She opened the door hurriedly.... And gave him a desperate expecting look ..

"What happened in the headquarters
Did we got anything....
The red box content... Are they enough"

"To reopen Naveen's case...
Yes"
He completed the sentence for her....with a smirk and an expression of tired victory.

"And it looks very promising
The jury members were already talking about it...
We have the first date for gehlot 's trail....
And Naveen's case will be put forward as well.... Along with the content of red box...which supports Naveen's innocence...

We are almost there Naina ....we.....

And before he can say anything further
She leaps forward and kissed him....
A long and lingering one.... Leaving him stunned and spellbound....

He had to hold her to keep himself from stumbling as she came with a force.... Unexpected

He was perplexed..... Adrenaline rush shooting sky high...... As their body stem gets rubbed against eachother....
Raising the body heat and room temperature both.

Is this a dream going on ....
He wasn't sure

He doesn't kiss still recovering from the shock,back but he co operated as she kissed him with urgency.....
He can tell she is new to this ... As her movement is naive.
But then he started kissing her back , once he registered the fact
his one hand holding the small of her back and firmly clutching her hairs with other

She almost swing in the air with his pressure
The kiss was full of love and passion
The kiss was enough to tell him how much she burns for him.

He can tell by the way she was holding him with tight grip.... How much she has yearned for him...
All his doubts were true...
She feels for him....
His heart knew from a long time
But his mind was not ready to accept...

Today there are no more doubts and questions.
He gasped for breath... And she left his mouth finally....
Her breath uneven and erotic... As he too finally was able to catch his breath.

Their hands still entangled together asymmetrical....
Face still close enough to feel eachothers breath

"What was that "
He asked her his mouth still shivering with recent assualt.

"What did just happen"
He asked again with trembling voice

"Can you just not talk and hold me tight... "
There was pin drop silence in the room.
But the exchange between them was ear deafening.
Just some recent sound of kisses and humming and suppress moaning.

And he pulled her in a soul crushing hug....
Feeling every inch of her being....
She hugged him back with all her might...

"Ohhh God.....
Just stay like this .... "
She moaned almost cried.

And he felt her moving against him....
He can't help but match her rythm....
And soon they were against the wall...
They are not in the academy anymore.... She is not his student anymore
She is a colleague
And from a long time they have been beating around the bushes
Half cooked confessions and half baked truth....
He had gotten so tired of it...
He had a clue about her feelings
And now there is no more hide and seek

He could have taken the step further and she would have went along with it....
He can tell .... She want this as bad as as he does
She was pulling every inch of his into her....

But as she gasped when he pressed her a bit harsh
He left her immediately..... All messed up against the wall........

She looked like she was intoxicated....
Her eyes closed and clothes skewed with his work..

"I should leave"
He almost whispered and took a flight...

While a smile played on her lips...
There was content and satisfaction and relief in that smile...

It happened exactly like she had imagined
She brushed her hairs with her fingers...
She sat there on ground.... Feeling his skin against her... His warmth his love ..

How much he wants her too...

The way they have been suppressing their feelings and desires...
She is not surprised that they combusted like this....
She wouldn't have mind if they have gone further.... But she knew he is way to good boy to do that...
Not before a commitment or a confession.

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"You had a make out with captain rajveer"
Pooja gasped and kept hands on her mouth in amazement

Naina blushed gracefully..... As she confirmed

"So how was he"
Pooja asked shamelessly

While Naina flushed hard this time.

"He was breath taking"
She admits and Pooja is dancing on her seat

"So what did he said...."
She asked next

To which Naina chuckled
"Nothing , he freaked out and ran off"

And she saw Pooja making a comical face.

"I think he has conditioned himself to not allow himself to love me.... For a very long time ..."
She said with a sweet sadness

And Pooja got uncomfortable....

"I think we have a fair share for pushing him to that "
We judged you two so harsh that....

"Don't Pooja.... Don't go there.... Please move on from that ..
We all were naive back than...
We all made mistakes...
Infact, i think I top the score if there is any list ."

Pooja gave a sad smile....

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"We need to talk "
Came his text and she got alert.....

"Yeah we do..."
She replied

"I will pick you up by 8 "

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She sat in the car and he signalled her for seat belt....

Both behaving as if it's not at all awkward.

It's safe to talk outside....
Outside the military zone.... In case they get heard....

Coffee or dinner will look odd.....

Car drive is the safest option he thought

He took a deep anxious sigh and Naina was amused at his condition.
They are driving from 20 mins without any exchange of conversation.
Figuring out what to say , how to say...

She finally broke the silence

"I think we should pull over
To talk"
She suggested

He agreed and pulled over in a corner

"Naina main... "

"Before you say anything just hear me out..."
She stop him in between

"I have feelings for you
And i know you love me too...
I am done pretending to not know and

"Ummmmhhjh"

He didn't let her finish and grabbed her face to kiss .... Fiercely.....

He never left her lips untill she gasped for breath....
They got separated still holding eachother.
Their forehead joining as their fingers threads together.

".... sometimes I feel choked in my chest...
I have tried so hard to contain what I feel for you inside..

It hurts like hell to love and not be able to tell
Everytime I use to see you... I use to think that .... God if only she knows ....

Both sobbing wiping eachother's tears.

"But...."

"No please.... No buts"
She clutch his collar.

"You do remember that I killed your brother"
He said with dead serious face

"Don't you think it's an important factor to count upon
Can you really love me ... While knowing that you brother would have been alive , if i would have shown a little more courage that day"

"And what kind of life he would be living
In prison, robbed of from his dignity, liberty.
A destroyed career, an incomplete life....
Have you ever thought how scary that would have been....
And to live with the fact that he got betrayed from his own love...."

A few drops fell down involuntarily from her eyes and he was sobbing too

"Mujhe lagta tha ke to loose your family is most heart wrenching...
But now I realise whats more painful is to see your love one miserable in agony.. and not able to do anything about it...

That day when you had learnt about lala gehlot
It was one of the most difficult moment to go through...
I felt like burning the whole world down
That day I realised that I can never see you so devastated and heartbroken ever again...
I couldn't have seen bhaiyya either like that...

"What you did , was a noble act...."
She kept her hand on his holding it tight....
And he turned his hand to hold her hand properly.

Holding it tight.... Accepting her comfort

"Aur apne maa baba ko kya samjhaogi.....
Kaise samjhaogi....
Kya kahogi unse ... "

He was firm in his voice

"Mujhe nahi pata .... Kuch socha nahi hai abhi tak , ke unhe kya bataungi, kaise manaungi

I just know one thing that ....

You are worth fighting for...."

She said with so much love that he started sobbing.....
And she raised her hand to wipe his tears
In tears herself....
He took her other hand with his hand and kissed the back with so much love ,
Eyes closed, tears shedding like rain..

"I have ached for you Naina.....
God... I love you.... "
He almost exhaled the words....

Absorbing this moment of confession.

"I love you too.... Rajveer"

She said his name and he smile looking at her
His name from her mouth

It seemed so correct

They sat like that for sometime
Holding eachother properly
Occasionally hugging and snogging in interval
His touch was burning against her clothes
He kissed her softly and she tilted towards him.....
For a better angle

His lips left hers and he made his way down her skin
Kissing her chin and throat

She was conscious this time....
Yesterday was different
Her mind was clouded

Byu today
She actually acknowledge his hands against her waist line and as he kissed the crook of her neck she started getting moist....
Her legs getting weak and she was not able to breathe

His kisses on neck were urgent and vigorous
His beard slightly scratching her collar bone
She melted with the heat and roamed her fingers through his hairs to let him know how much she wants this ....

As his lips were about to approach the contour she flinch which made him stop to advance further.

He looked at her to check on her
And she kissed his lips with a smile to tell him she is ok.

They got apart and took a deep breath
To calm themselves down....
Adjusting the clothes back and she tried to clean her lipstick on his face.. with tissue...

Both holding hands and resting back of their seats.

After a few minutes when they finally absorbed their new reality

"Naina"
He called her name

And she just hummed
Snuggled up in his arms....
As he was caressing her hairs

"I haven't eaten anything since morning...
Kuch khane chale "
She raised her head looking at him and they grinned with all their heart....

They are together, they are happy.....

"Chalo"
She agreed kissing his mouth one last time before sitting straight on her seat..

"Where do you wana go"
He asked

As he start the engine

". someplace quite."
She replied

And he gave her one charming look

And stole her heart once again.....
Being understood is a luxury for soul

She can never love anyone else....

As he dropped her to her quarter that night
He never really let go her hand making her bump back to him.
Making her blush.....
He pushed her in a dark corner making sure they are not seen and out of cctv...
And as he hovered on her to kiss her one last good night
He saw her going pink , blushing so hard .

He kissed her smooth....
Slightly touching her hairs.....
And shiver ran down her spine

As he was holding her like some fragile glass

"I am sorry for behaving like this...
It's just that .... It's hard to make my self believe that this is really happening...
I have to give my self assurance again and again
That I can love you... Touch you "

She saw him with love sick puppy eyes

"I don't have any complaint
You see
It's in my best interest too"
She said as she rested her back against the wall....
And he chuckled making her laugh too.

She took his hand in hers ....
"You can come inside for a while
I will text Pooja to come late...."
She made an offer which looked really tempting but he said no .... nodding in a sad no....
Making her pout

"It's better that I don't...."

He said with heated eyes and she felt goosebumps all over her skin with the thought of what all can happen if they get inside.

"Good night naina "
He kissed her forehead cupping her face carefully and she closed her eyes to savour the moment....