Tw: Suicide

Virgil slowly walked up the stairs. Not the ones in Patton's house that was technically now his, in fact he was far away from there. Virgil got to the top and opened up the door. He was on a rooftop of the tallest building he could find. He figured it was enough. Virgil sat down on the edge. He wiped some tears from his eyes, "Hey Pat, I know this looks wrong but I-I can't live without you." Virgil didn't know why he was talking and why he was directing it at Patton but he was. "You were the best thing in my life. My first love. The first person to check up on me. I can't see a future without you. I was only alive for you. I only started to recover for you. I could never get over you even if I tried." The tears were pouring down his face faster and he had to choke back sobs to continue talking. "I know you w-wouldn't want me to do this but I-I-I can't go on without you!" A sob escaped his lips and he lowered his head into arms. He lifted up his head and continued as he shook, "I love you. I love you more than I love anything else! I'm s-sorry." Virgil cried there until he had no more tears to give up.

He wiped his face and stood up. He felt as if maybe someone wrapped their arms around him, but no one was there. The touch brought back memories of cooking in the kitchen and Patton would come up and hug him from behind, it reminded him of every moment that Patton hugged and cuddled him from behind. A sob erupted through him. Virgil pulled a piece of paper out of his pocket. It was a messily scribbled note that was stained with tears. He placed it on the ground and held it down with a few small rocks. He felt the 'arms' around him disappear. Virgil took a deep breath, "I'm sorry." He stepped over the edge. As he fell he saw memories of his life. Cuddling with Patton, smiling and laughing with him, holding hands, walking, cooking, kissing, and being with him. They say your life flashes before your eyes right before you die and for Virgil that was true. Patton was his life.