Tw: insecure of body/body hate(This is about Patton who's thicc as heck), mention of eating disorders and being unhealthily thin then being thin(This is of course Virgil and it's just mentions)

Virgil woke up with Bear still laying on top of him and Patton sitting next to him, playing with Virgil's hair as he scrolled through what was most likely dog pictures on Instagram.

Virgil yawned and stretched, "Hey Pat."

Patton looked down to his previously sleeping boyfriend and smiled wider. "Hey Love, did you sleep well?"

Virgil nodded and mumbled, "It was nice, but sleeping with you is always better."

Patton always loved how sappy Virgil was while he was sleepy, it was adorable to see the 'tough' emo being sweet. "Is it better because we're cuddling?" Virgil nodded quickly in response, his eyes shutting. "If you move a little bit I could cuddle you now," Patton offered.

"I can't, Bear's on my chest. It's both a blessing and a curse."

Patton giggled a little bit. "You're right. I guess you're stuck here forever. It was lovely knowing you Virgy." Patton got up from the couch to further the joke.

"Excuse me," Virgil said, sounding very offended that his boyfriend stopped running his hands through his hair and left him. "I will leave Bear to cuddle the hell out of you, come back."

Patton grinned and walked back over to Virgil and leaned down so they could share a sweet kiss. During their kiss Bear woke up and licked at Patton's chin. Patton looked over to her. "Hey Bear," He greeted with a smile. She crawled closer to Virgil's face and laid her head next to Virgil's neck, her tail was gently waging behind her. Virgil raised his hand from its place crushed between him and the couch and began the pet her head.

After a few minutes with Patton sitting on the floor and leaning his head against Virgil while Virgil pet Bear the dog stood up and stretched before leaving. "Rude," Virgil called out to her as she walked towards her water bowl.

"Very rude," Patton agreed as he got up then carefully laid down on top of Virgil.

"Yeah but this is better," Virgil smiled.

Patton grinned and leaned in for a kiss, which Virgil happily gave to him. Their lips disconnected, much to Virgil's disliking, and Patton rested his head right by Virgil's.

"I love you so much," Patton whispered, not wanting to talk too loud into his boyfriend's ear.

"I love you too," Virgil responded immediately and it was true. Virgil loved him very much and Virgil felt extremely lucky to have the beautiful man that laid on top of him.

Patton grinned and kissed Virgil's cheek before resting his head again. They continued to lay there, content with the silence and each other's warmth.

Later that night after they had taken an hour to say that they should really get up but making no move to they had made dinner together and ate. Patton was getting changed into his pajamas and Virgil, who had already changed, watched with a fond smile on his lips.

Suddenly when Patton had taken off his shirt Virgil stood up and wrapped his arms around Patton's waist from behind. Patton jumped at the sudden contact but then smiled. Virgil kissed the back of Patton's neck and mumbled, "Have I ever told you how much I love your body?"

"You do?" Patton asked, sounding unsure.

Virgil nodded. "You're nice and soft and you look beautiful."

"I thought you hated my body," Patton slowly admitted.

This concerned Virgil. He pulled away and turned Patton around then placed his hands on Patton's shoulders. "Why would you ever think that?"

Patton looked away, feeling guilty that he would even mention it. "Well you um- have an eating disorder and so my head just made me think that maybe you now hate any body type that isn't stick thin. I know my body is ugly and when I first saw how thin you were I got really insecure." Patton shook his head and hid his stomach by wrapping his arms around himself. "I'm sorry I shouldn't had said that."

Virgil frowned and slid his hands down, pushing Patton's arms away from his stomach so he could run his hands along Patton's soft tummy. "Pat, I think all bodies are beautiful, just not mine. Even if you showed me a picture of someone with the exact same body as me I would say that they look perfect but when I see myself I don't think that. I actually love thick bodies. Just more to love. You are so perfect and I love you so much. And your body is beautiful and amazing. Don't be afraid to tell me how you feel, I'm going to take care of you too in this relationship," Virgil began to ramble, his love and need to protect Patton overtaking him.

Patton smiled sheepishly at Virgil. "Thank you Baby."

Virgil smiled softly back. "I'd do it anytime for you, cutie." He then leaned in and captured Patton's lips in a gentle and sweet kiss. "I love you and you're beautiful. I will always think that and I will always remind you."

Patton just hugged Virgil and hid his face in Virgil's shoulder. Virgil turned his head in pecked Patton's cheek. They stayed content like that for a little bit but then Virgil decided that it would be better if they continued this laying down. He pulled away and began to pull Patton to the bed. "Wait Virge, I have to cover my body," Patton complained.

Virgil hummed and thought about what he had always wanted someone to do while he was feeling insecure about his body. He pulled Patton down onto the bed and then laid halfway on top of his boyfriend. "Can I appreciate your body for a little bit?" Virgil asked.

Patton tilted his head but nodded. "Of course, Love." Virgil smiled at him and they shared a sweet kiss. During the sappy kisses with Virgil saying how much he loved Patton, and not just for his personality but also for his stunning body, Virgil was running his hands along Patton's waist. It made Patton feel insecure, having his boyfriend who still looked thin touching what he believed to be ugly, but Virgil's words did help slightly. Virgil moved away from kissing Patton's face and then began to kiss Patton's chest. Patton tensed, not wanting Virgil's face to be so close to his area that he hated.

"It's okay, Angel," Virgil murmured, "I'm just kissing your adorable belly. Nothing else but pure love and affection." Virgil lowered and placed soft kisses all over Patton's stomach. "You're so beautiful," Virgil whispered between the soft kisses. "Your body is perfect. You are far from ugly." Virgil moved back to kissing Patton's lips until he couldn't breathe enough. Virgil cupped Patton's cheek with his hand. "I love you Patton. All of you."

"I love you too," Patton murmured back. Virgil smiled fondly at him then rolled off and wrapped his arm around Patton and laid his head in the crook of Patton's neck where he placed a single kiss. Virgil's eyes slowly closed and it was obvious that he was on the edge of falling asleep. Patton let his eyes shut too and didn't realize it before sleep was a partial second from taking him that Virgil had made him forget about his insecurity even if it was for a few moments and he had managed to get Patton to sleep without a shirt on which was a surprise as he never did that when he was feeling badly about his body.

Hey, you're doing great. You're beautiful. Thick, thin or anything in between and outside, you're looking amazing. I love you and take care of yourselves 🖤