Kiro's pov

My alarm woke me up i didnt want my mom to wake up today considering the beating she gave me last night its hurts to walk.
Gotta get ready for the second day of school i grabbed a black baggy shirt that said "twenty one pilots" and a hoodie to cover the bruises and cuts covering my arms the pants were horrid to put on, they scratched on cuts and pushed on bruises and cramped my tail "ugh todays gonna be a shitty day".
When i was finished with my routine i put my beanie and converse on and slidout the door deciding to walk to school.
When i arrived at the school a group of i guess "jocks" walked up to me and pushed me against the locker "hey fag suck any dick lately" i decided not to say anything bad choice because he decided to push me harder against the locker making me whimper "hey john stop being a douch" someone said from within the group i peered over "johns" shoulder to see the guy from yesterday "you're wasting your time with a fag like him" well that kind of hurt o well im used to it. john released me and i fell to the floor not able to stand "whatever this isnt over fag" with that the group walked away.
The bell rang showing i have 10 minutes before class starts i decided to take the time to go to the bathroom and examine my wounds.
"holy shit" i said out loud there were more bruises then there were earlier. Iooked down at my wrists in dismay some of the wounds were reopening i washed the blood in the sink and walked to class.
i got to class with the exception of me getting lost twise but i still had 3 minutes till class started so i went to the back of the class pulled out my phone and started listening to music.
When Mrs. Asato entered i turned my music down and returned my phone to my pocket as she rambled on and on i gazed out the window. she then tells us that we have an assignment causing me to return to reality o great we have to pick our partners i thought to myself i just sat in the back knowing i wouldnt have a partner unless they had to be stuck with me.
When everyone had a partner except me a girl walked in late "Im so sorry for being late Mrs. Asato!!! I had to drive my little brother to his school since my mom got sick." the strange girl said in a quite loud and over exaggerated tone "Its okay carlie we are just doing a assignment." she then paused and said "raise your hand if you dont have a partner" i raised my hand shyly i was the only poor girl having to be stuck with me.
"Okay carlie your partners with kiro, kiro please raise your hand high so your partner can see." i raised my hand as high as possible and the girl rain as fast as she could toards me to be honest it kind of startled me she extended her hand and said very quickly might i add "Hi im Carlie Maldanado im so happy to be your partner" she sounded a little too excited but shes quite pretty with honey brown hair and ice blue eyes but like i said before im gay.
"um....hi..im Kiro fukushima i-its nice to be partners with uh you i hope we get along well..." she looked af me and smiled sweetly. She seems nice maybe we might become friends. Our projects consisted of us coming up with an invention and we have a month to get one done.
"kirooo" carlie said "uh yes?" "can i have your number so we can speak about the project" "um sure" we switched phones and entered our contact info. She gave me my phone back "Arigato i uh mean thanks!" i said.
then out of no where she says "do snakes have armpits" i burst out laughing i dont even know why its so funny and then boom she takes a picture of and puts it as my contact photo.
"why did you do that for?" i ask "cause i needed a picture" she said in a sing song voice "and look you look so happy" ew i though class was over so i continued pushing through classes barly paying attention unless i had assignments.
Then when i was walking to 5th period i was yet again pushed against a locker by none other than john "ouch" i wispered trying to hide the pain "awe did i hurt you fag you know, know one likes you, you should just kill yourself already" smartest thing hes ever said but ive tried countless times and failed and i aways ended up being beaten by my mom.
flashback
"WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING ARE YOU TRYING TO LEAVE ME TO?" *slap* "YOU'RE NO BETTER THAN THAT DICK OF A FATHER!" *kick* "IM SORRY MOM I PROMISE I WONT LEAVE YOU!" *kick* my mom cleared her throat and looked down at me with tear stained eyes and pure hatred and discussed "whatever you're just a disappointment." that night was the night i had cut myself all up my arms and legs and carved hatful words into myskin.

I was snapped back into reality when i felt a punch to the stomach I fell over coughing up blood "bye fag see you after school" he said with a smirk. I pushed through the rest of the periods clenching my stomach. I decided to skip lunch and go home.

~le time skeep~
When i got home i made a sandwich and ate half of it.
Well the only good part of today was meeting carlie.
But the day wasnt over yet my mom heard i was home and came down the stairs she looked like she was pissed i knew i couldnt get out of this.
*slap* "YOU'RE SO WORTHLESS, YOU'RE A WASTE OF SPACE!" *bam* she pushed me into the wall and i collapsed onto the floor she kicked me repeatedly in the stomach. When she was finally done i went upstairs to start a bath. I went to the cabinet and pulled out my only friend and cut both wrists until they were both filled with at least 20 cuts each blood flowed down my wrist "ha i really am worthless." i sat in The tub and my cuts burned but it was instant relief so i let pain take over.
I got out of the tub patched up my wounds and laid down silently crying myself to sleep dreaming of death.

A/n- hey guys so I guess I forgot to post this part in the story or it deleted somehow so I highly suggest going back a rereading cause it kinda looked like Carlie popped out of thin air and was like hi I apologize forgive me thank you for your patience going to get. A new chapter up today or tomorrow I'm finally back in my home state lots of love

~doll