Kiyoshi

I hear someone screaming for help...I started running towards the voice I saw a horrible sight..."AH NO PLEASE STOP, PLEASE STOP IT, PLEASE IT HURTS LET ME GO KIYOSHI HELP ME PLEASE SAVE ME....save me..."

"KIRO!....What was that, ah...thank god it was just a dream....who was it i saw in my dream...I forget" I looked over at the clock my heart still racing it read 3am. I rolled my eyes and went and took a shower..

                  ~In shower (͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ~
(A/n you little perverts he just had a traumatic experience there will be stuff later wink wink)

I can't stop thinking of Kiro and I dont know why...kiyoshi you dumb ass it's cause you love him, my thoughts fought back. I love him..? Already? Yes...I guess I do....what if he's hurt....No I bet he's with his boyfriend...oh wait what if he's with that one guy I saw him with oh my god I'm an obsessed teenage girl ugh.but I really do miss him....

"FUCK!" I yelled as i slipped and fell in the shower and soon I realized the water was freezing I slowly got out of the tub and checked my thigh where i fell and it was already bruising. "God dammit... Really kiyoshi...really good job bravo... Failing life since diapers..God Kiro what are you doing to me..."

I literally just wasted a whole hour in the shower thinking about only him..thats it..! I'll confess today at school..but what if he doesn't like me...come on kiyoshi! Have some courage! You'll invite him to the coffee shop and do it! You'll ask him out! Okay I can do this okay lets do this.

I get ready and throw on a white shirt with black sleeves and the hem has a triangle design on the bottom and then I put on a black hoodie that has a little white embroidered music not on the top right corner of it with a pair of white skinny jeans with rips in the knees and my black converse. I brushed through my still wet hair and blow dry it styling it how I like- which by the way is a pain in the ass- when I was finally satisfied with how I look it has 5:30am I had time to eat so I made breakfast for the whole house.

I wish Kiro was here to try my cooking...I love cooking..I made bacon hashbrowns sausage eggs pancakes and waffles I have a little sister and she LOVES food (a/n cause same, also this is making me hungry writing it and now I want all of this) my sister's in the 5th grade and my mom grandpa and grandma lives with us.

*knock* *knock*
"Lilly...it's time to wake up.."
-no reply-
"come on lil"
*snoring*
"you have to get up and ready for school....I made breakfast"
*THUMP*
"did...did you just fall out of bed at the mention of food..." I heard her attempt to run to the door and trip on the floor. Well that did the trick I have an idea let's see if this works.. "you can't have anything until you're completely ready for school"
"WHA- AH FINE I'LL BE DOWN IN A MINUTE"
Well that worked. Okay I guess I'll make her and me a plate then leave for school.

I walk to school but Lilly rides the bus she goes to a special school because she struggles with anxiety yes I know she's young but it's hard for her Lilly also plays soccer and is in gymnastics so yeah anyways let's make our food.

After making our plates and setting them on the table I hear Lilly tripping down the stairs attempting to push her shoes on her feet with a hair tie in her mouth and a brush in one hand and a shoe in the other. She sat on the last step shoving her shoes on pulled her hair in a pony and went to the bathroom and washed her face really quick. She then came panting to the table red faced and glanced at me with a puppy dog face and a pout and I set her food down with a glass of orange juice in front of her and her eyes lit up.

"Thanks big bro! Dis ish yumee" she said shoveling her food in her mouth.

"yeah yeah. HEY! Lil! Slow down you're going to choke!"

"buh ush sho gud" she looked at me with stuffed cheeks and then swallowed and sighed and said fine.

I finished eating (Lilly finished before me she even had seconds she has a very high metabolism so she's like a noodle) and then I ruffled her hair and left for school but not before yelling "dont be late to school!" to Lilly as I walked down the street.

I finally got to school and I still had a bit of time before first period started so I wandered around looking for Kiro. I looked in the library music room his class rooms but I didn't see him anywhere.

"Oof!" I said as I bumped into a worried girl that I recognized as kiro's friend.
"hey! You're the girl always with kiro, right? Speaking of him have you seen Kiro? I can't find him." I said
She looked at me shocked and then started speaking slowly and now that I realized that she was really pretty I'm sure lots of guys are obsessed with her.
"My names carlie...yes I know Kiro...he's my best friend but I can't get ahold of him....he won't reply to my text messages...calls....emails...and he isn't even at school....I'm scared" and right when she said that my heart dropped..memories from the last time I saw him replayed..and I decided I'd wait for him...

                      One month later

Kiro hasn't been to school in a month...I've realized how much I miss him oh god....I hope he's okay...he didn't move..teachers kept calling his house and his mom said he left....I'm giving up on him....John has had no one to pick on and I've been watching him bully others...me and John are childhood friends..well kinda...anyways besides the point I need to concentrate.

First period is just starting and then right after the bell rings I hear the door open. I turn and then my eyes go wide as well as carlies and we rush to the person. It's Kiro....he has bruises all over his face...his eyes looked hollow and empty...

"Kiro..?" carlie spoke softly she touched his shoulder and he flinched harshly so she pulled her hand away. He went and sat down alone.

That's how the whole day went...he was bullied beat...and he skipped lunch and he didn't talk nor did he play his instrument...

When school was over I went home for the day wondering what the hell happened to him....he looked thinner....like a skeleton...fragile..

                         Kiro's pov

I'm numb. I can't feel anything. I can't talk can't feel. I have no hope. It hurts remember all the things that happened within this month...

                        *Flashback*
                  (maybe triggering?)

"d-dad..?"
"yes Kiro it's me I'm here to take you from your mom! We can do father and son things..want to go get ice cream..?"
"yeah..I do"
We drove in the car I sat next to him smiling. Then I remembered...My mom..
"hey dad...I should tell mom...she'd kill me if I didn't come home..but I'm sure she'd be glad to see you!!"
I pulled out my phone and he took it and threw it out the window I looked at him shocked his eyes looked terrifying when they looked at me.
"you're not going to need that" he said in a low voice with a horrifying smile that sent chills down my spine. He stopped in a drive through bought ice cream and he was turned away from me for awhile before giving me the ice cream which was in a cup it was all swirled around which is strange it shouldn't be.
He glared at me and said "eat it all..if you dont..there will be consequences" he smiled again and I ate it all...I didn't want to find out the consequences...
I started feeling dizzy and that's the last thing I remember before blacking out.

When I woke I was in a cage and it was dark..I couldn't see...I should have known this would happen aha..I mean why would he come back? Anyways it's freezing (or maybe it's because I haven't eaten for a week who knows) I could tell I was in some sort of basement because the ground was cold and hard and it smelled musty..

I heard a door open and I heard people talking. "he's a beautiful one..people will pay big for him." I didn't recognize this person's voice. The. I heard my father speak.
"yes, except that fucking dumb brat ruined his body. He has scars everywhere but the thing is since he's so beautiful and thin he's the type people pay for" I heard a smirk in his voice...

Then someone came and kicked the cage. "wake the fuck up we have stuff to do" my father said..he opened the cage and pulled me out by my arm harshly I was sure that it would bruise.

He threw me on the ground and kicked me in the stomach making me hovel over and drive heave because of course there was nothing in my stomach to throw up. I layed on the ground dazed and frozen. Then I heard the door open.

A tall man with a beautiful face walked in he had blonde hair green eyes and was wearing a suit. "is this the one?" he asked.
"yes he's the one go on and try him out" my father said while smirking.

         TRIGGER WARNING : rape, abuse,

The man walked over to me and lifted me up gently. I smiled lightly then he shoved and pinned me against a wall. I gasped in pain and clenched my eyes shut. Oh god...please no more..

The man tore my clothes off then whispered in my ear "you're a beautiful one aren't you" then stroked my face before grabbing my cheeks harshly and forcing a kiss on me.

Tears started falling out of my eyes and the man shoved me to the ground. His soft and gentle complexion no longer there and replaced with lust and anger. He pinned me down as I was too weak to move due to malnutrition and the hits and kicks. He pulled off my underwear and gripped my shaft and squeezed it and I let out a cry. He then took off his pants and shoved himself inside me. I felt like I was ripping and I cried in pain. He shoved himself in and out quickly Andi couldn't breath.

I screamed. "AH NO PLEASE STOP, PLEASE STOP IT, PLEASE IT HURTS LET ME GO KIYOSHI HELP ME PLEASE SAVE ME....save me..." before passing out I felt him ejaculate inside me and said "I'll take him..."

         TRIGGER WARNING OVER 💓

I woke up in a large bed with cloth tying me to the bed my feet were free and I kicked I tried to scream but realized there was cloth in my mouth. The guy came in and touched me and again raped me...this continued for a whole month.

One day I kicked and shook my arms and I felt the cloth on my arms start to loosen so I kept pulling and kicking before one hand was free and then I untied the other. I felt faint because I haven't eaten or had anything to drink in so long but I forced myself not to faint. I creeped out the door which was surprisingly unlocked, this guy is stupid.

I fell to the ground do to pain in my ass area. "shit.." I whispered I started crying. Then got up and used the wall as support with tears running down my face. I heard foot steps coming around the corner and grabbed a vase and when the person turned the corner I threw the vase at their head causing them to collapse, it was the man who took me.

I ran as fast as I could and my vision fading in and out I got outside and ran as far as I could and I was in woods I hid in bushes and heard people running out trying to find me. I passed out again.

When I woke up I was still in the bushes. God they really are stupid...it was dark now I walked to my house almost fainting for the millionth time and i didn't exactly know where I was soi just guessed and ended up at my house..when I got home I listened to mom yell at me I grabbed a banana and a zero calorie drinks d she slapped me. I didn't feel it I was numb I was like a walking zombie.

I looked back at her and she looked shocked...I could tell she wasn't looking for me while I was gone. I walked to my room and fell in the entrance and just looked at my ceiling before falling asleep.

I dont know what day it was nor do I know how long I was sleeping. I decided k should go to school...if I dont...then how am I ever supposed to live happy...I took a shower avoiding looking at my body which I knew was covered in bruises cuts hickeys and blood.

I dressed myself and looked in the mirror I cried again. I haven't spoken since I yelled for kiyoshi that one time. I looked pale hollow and there were bruises covering my face and a cut in my lip.

I grabbed a banana looked at a calendar which said it was Wednesday then I rode the bus so I wouldn't faint. When I got to class kiyoshi and carlie ran up to me. I couldn't hear them I was too busy thinking hating myself. She touched me and I flinched and started shaking. She pulled her hand away and I went and sat down at my desk.

I went through the whole day ignoring people and teachers coming up to me. I let them hit and kick me. I skipped lunch and didn't touch my instrument. I walked to the bus and went home and walked right past my mom and went to my room and just layed there.

A/n: hey guys what's up I'm currently on vacation and I have two more chapters to put up so be proud of me 👉😎👉