I still couldn't disgest the fact that Dr Roy Chowdhury was none other than that Hitler...

I mean I never ever wanted to face him... Atleast not after what he did...

According to Dr Saurabh, he personally selected everyone for his team... That means he intentionally selected me... Why?

First he will torture me for no reasons and then insult me then slap me... Complain to my father... Throwing me out of the college...

Then again selecting me as a doctor in his hospital and also as his team member... Why?

I needed answers!

Answers of all my fucking questions!

Why the hell he always keeps messing with my life?

It was already night and my shift was done...

I knew that he is still in his cabin...

Knock... Knock... Knock...

"Come in..."

I entered inside the cabin

"Oh Dr Bondita, looks like you learnt your lessons quite well... but your shift is already completed right... Then why are you still here?" He asked looking at me

Huh! Lessons my fucking foot!!!

"What do you want?" I asked straightly

"Shouldn't I ask you this question?" He said raising his eyebrow

"Why the hell are you doing this? First you made my life hell in college and now again you are trying to do the same...

I always wanted to stay away from you and your life but damn it... This time it's you who dragged me into your life...

You clearly knew that it was me who applied for the job still you selected me... Why? Why the hell can't you stay away from me?

Is there something else you forgot to do back then and now you want to complete it... Is the something left?

Because I don't want to work under a person like you who throws a girl out of the college without even knowing about the whole fucking truth!"

I yelled

At the first he was looking at me with that same cold eyes but the moment I mentioned about that incident... His eyes changed and I saw some kind of feeling in his eyes which I wasn't able to understand.

And I don't even want to understand...

But again he masked his feelings...

Why do I even care?

"Dr Bondita, I don't like to mess between my personal and professional life" he said

But you already did bastard!!!

"Moreover I selected you not because of some personal reasons but it's because of your qualification and I wanted best doctors in my hospital... Even if I had to bring you again in my life..."

He said coldly

I could feel my eyes getting teared up...

Is he for real?

He did so many cruel things with me and there wasn't even a tint of guilt in his eyes.

"You know what! I always wanted to tell you this but I never got chance..."

He looked at me confusingly

"I fucking hate you! More than you can even imagine!"

I confessed before leaving his cabin and slamming the door

Huh! I don't care after this if he throws me out of his hospital but I knew he deserves that!

"I fucking hate you! More than you can imagine!"

Why the hell this words are effecting me so much?

Is it because I was feeling I wronged her in past and she had to go back in that cage?

Or is it because she was breaking into the soft spot inside my heart which was closed after that incident?

I don't know what's the reason behind this feeling... but all I know that if she stays here in front of me every fucking hours then surely my walls will break...

But it was me who selected her... I don't know why the hell I selected her? when I don't want to face her or maybe I wanted her to come back into my life.

I am not sure about all this unrequired feelings... but the hell! she is fucking effecting me so much and I can't stop it!

All this years I couldn't stop thinking about her...

After her father took her with him, neha bondita's friend came to my cabin and some certain things got exposed which literally made me shock.

I tried to investigate about that matter and soon after few days I got to know something unexpected.

Manorma Banerjee...

Who was one of my students but our relationship was not really good... from my side.

She obviously wanted another relationship with me other than for student and professor.

But I clearly rejected her and she was a smart girl to understand it... atleast that's what I thought

The think I didn't expect that it will be manorma who did all this shit.

When I asked her the reason she said

"From the starting day I saw the way you were treating bondita, for everyone you were just giving her punishment like you always do but only I knew that your heart has already started melting for her... this is the reason why you always stayed away from her.

I was supposed to be the in her place... I was supposed to melt your heart but it was that fucking damn girl who took my chance and place, so I trapped her in my plan and made you misunderstand her. I knew that you won't spare the person who will dare to mess with that reports.

And you did what I wanted... you thrown her out of the college...

And guess what? her father knows everything you did to her, he is quite protective for her and after what you did he will never ever let you go near her..."

After her confession I thrown her out of the college and made sure that she won't get admission in any college.

She made me do something which I never in my life did to any women... I raised my hand on her

How can I go against my ethics?

That reports were something really special and important for me and the moment I saw it destroyed... I just couldn't control my anger and slapped her.

I wanted to apologize but I remember bondita's father words

"You dared to Torture my daughter... If I wanted then I could have just destroyed your whole college but I won't but that doesn't mean I will spare you... I don't want to see you again in my daughters life otherwise the consequences will be bad"

I am not afraid of him but I knew that whatever he said he actually meant it and in the process of making me suffer he might hurt her and I don't want that to happen.

I can't let her suffer because of me but to my bad... she is already suffering because of me...

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What do you think about Anirudh's feelings? is his feelings really unrequired?

Target: 60 votes

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