Things were slowly getting better
Started waking up earlier
Eating a bit more
When suddenly
WHAM!
Regression
Back I slid in this hell

Why Lord!
And now July starts
You want me to be this dejected
In the month 8 years ago
I faced death literally?

How do I do this?
How do I go on?
I'm in a segregation zone
Of this prison
While 8 years ago, I was on death row

Then you gave me my life back for a bit
Just to cruelly snatch it away in a different way
Who the fuck in heaven did I offend?
Every person that ever harmed me
Is living wonderful, healthy lives
While I struggle

Why the hell did you save me nearly 9 years ago?
Should have let me come home then.
I can't heal alone
I want out of this prison once and for all
Or bring me home!

I'm not your toy, I'm your daughter
My health is precious to me
Give it back!
If I'm to finish out this life
I want to do it on my terms
Healthy, finishing my PhD,
Becoming a college professor
Maybe getting married and kids
Traveling the world just like I used to

Deal?