Look, I don't talk a whole lot about my personal life on media platforms (sometimes, and when I do it's quite frankly so I apologize if this is triggering in any way shape or form, if you're sensitive to the topic of abuse you may want to avoid this rant for your own safety, please).

I avoid it, in part because I feel no need to share, and in part because it's not really anyone's business, but primarily because media, art, writing, etc is a huge form of escape for me (so much so that it's probably super unhealthy by now and I should get help for it when I'm able to...) and I'm trying to... well avoid shit.

But um...

I need to vent. And, I don't know, I probably shouldn't post this because it might not be a healthy coping mechanism/open me up to predators...? But I desperately want to be vindicated and I don't want to bother my friends with this since I've already talked to one of them about it and I always feel like a burden but um...yeah... so... whatever. Fucking come for me, bitches. I dare you. 😂

So. Here's my situation (just using screen shots because it's easier than typing):

This was sent to my friend on 09/09/21. As I am writing this, it is 09/21/21 (my birthday, which I only mention because I'm using that to fuel my rant. You'll see in a minute). 

The following exchange between my parents happened a few nights ago (White box is mom, blue box is dad) (I've marked stuff like names and faces out for privacy):

(she's asking about me, in case that needs clarifying, again my name as well as hers is marked out for privacy)

the fact that after I don't give her an answer (which generally means "Fuck no!") she goes to my dad??? to ask me too??? And he fucking enables her???? And then... ugh, just keep reading (because yes there is fucking more of this bullshit and yes it does get worse, don't worry) 🙄

(Also forgot to mark out my brother's name but since it's not his full name I think it's okay??)

(About my brother moving in with my dad and I. Shelly's is the name of a gas station in our town. The following racism is not relevant to the situation but I wanted to take my pettiness a step further by showing it anyway)

Also just like??? You gonna kill yourself now cause you ain't getting what you want??? Please, bitch we've heard this one before you won't do shit, back the fuck up 😂✋

Okay, here's the racism so you know I'm not just being a petty ass brat.

Yeah, mom. Cause every bitch with a knife robbing gas stations must be Black. In the words of Nma "ItS aLwAyS bLaCkS!!"

Seriously. Fuck you, you narcissistic biggot. 😃

Annd we'll end with this lovely piece of guilt tripping nonsense. There's more but I've reached my max of pictures so brb with part two. (Also romeo is my moms dog, so that's why his name's not crossed out)

😘😘