He still felt his heart pounding so fast that he thought he was going to die. It was like a pressure in his chest that he couldn't explain. Stuck in a cycle no one can tell us the way us the way that this might go. He cannot get carried away with the comments they say because there are many toxic people. He felt those bad feelings leave for good, four shot, nine shot eleven shots and he could not learn his lesson. Because everything they say about me hurts me more and more.

He would like to end this nightmare in which he lived daily, caused by the ignorance of someone, it is tormenting me! Every day I feel this pain that makes me ask myself, do I belong here. Sometimes I wonder, is that what you think of me? What is the reason for the insult you throw at me? Why do you try to destroy me? What do you achieve with that

Sometimes I would like to be strong enough to be able to endure more and not break at the first time. There will always be ignorant people and presumptuous people around you, people who do not say things upfront and hide in hypocrisy. But you must train your mind to be stronger than your emotion or else you'll lose yourself every time. I'm going to achieve my dreams, goals and become a better person, even if they continue to criticize me, because I see my future, I see myself happy for who i am

sincerely The Unknown..

after reading his homework in front of the whole class everyone look at him it was kinda impressive, happy, sad and surprised

teacher: can you take a seat alex

alex; OK

time passed by really fast and it was time to go back to his house

alex: mother i will be in my room

mother: i think we should talk alex... your father

alex: he is not my father, he was abusive he hurt us *he shows his wrist* DOES A FATHER DO THIS

mother: alex please he will change he promised

alex: mom when will you realised that he have been saying that since im a 10 year old

mother: give him a chance love

alex: no mother... i will not give him another chance enough is enough ok i'm tired of his abused he is just pure evil hell nah

mother: *she start to cry* he is not your father

alex: what did you just say?

mother: JACOB IS NOT YOUR FATHER... i'm sorry honey

alex: Who is my father then...

mother: you are special you see your father is not a normal person You see he was a special very unique guy impressive strong perfect guy that any girl wanted to but his magic was another thing you are so powerful. No one can fight it

alex: who was he?

mother: you see Alex your father is zeus Father of the Gods the one that is Governor. Olympus God of the sky and thunder

alex: Mother this must be a joke I don't like it you know it that's not funny if you're just trying to protect Jacob it's not going to help you know that I hate him now kid did so much mean things to me and you still want to protect him even though all the views that he did to me

mother; This is no joke Alexander this is real I'm telling you the truth that's why actually Jacob hates you so much he's he's not your father you see before that I made Jacob I met your father and I got pregnant and it was very hard but Jacob our first thought that it was his and I tried to explain to him but he didn't believe me until he got the DNA test and it was true you're not his kid

alex:Just because I'm not his kid it doesn't mean that he could abused me Mom you see what he did to me he cut me he punch me and you still did that happened why

mother: You must understand that I love him okay I know that you don't like him because all of the things that he did to you but he's going to change I know it the times that he did that to use it was because he was an alcohol he does need a chance he's a good guy

alex: yeah I don't think that he's a good guy you know that right if you was a good guy your house not done the things that he did to me for love of God Mom I was 10 when you know what he did and used to protect him you are my mother you you're supposed to be my side not his a mother supposed to believe their kids no matter what

mother; but I can't believe you because I know he didn't do nothing you must maybe provoke him or something I know he will never do that to no one

alex: how are you sure about that Mom he never told me why he was way before you met him and you know it because he knew he was in jail because while I was kid you went every freaking Sunday to see him in jail and I was left by myself he never told you why he wasn't there I just can't believe you you know it hurts that you prefer to believe him instead of me but you know what do whatever you want I'm not going to stay here anymore I want to leave this house I'll go pack my stuff and I will go with my biological father

mother; fine is that why you wish I will tell you where you have to go go pack your stuff