Hi my name is (Y/N) I have a friend named Sean McLoughlin but his mom calls him Jack (in Ireland Sean is another name for Jack).  Jack and I are both 15. We've known each other since we were 3 years old, crazy right!.

A couple of my friends keep asking me why I'm not dating him just because I like him when we are with each other for our whole lives. But I don't know how he feels about me. Later in the morning, me and my best friend live we're walking on the phone and all the crowd of people surrounding the board.

          I Pushed our way through and we walked to see a paper saying homecoming December 9th Friday. I see Sean walk up right next to me  and said
" hey, it's the day before your birthday, you should go, it'll start your birthday weekend" he implies.

"Shhh I don't want people to know" I snapped back.

"HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY (Y/N)" My sister Jae shouts while jumping up and down also hugging me as tight as she can. Sean laughs.

"Sorry babe" Sean's face turns a bright pink while walking away from me. I look at him with confusion.
"Did he just call me... babe" I put Lee to the side

"Lee H-HE CALLED ME BABE DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS"

"OK first calm down I'm sure there's an explanation for this" she replies.

" No there is, he wouldn't call that for no reason he would have called me fam or buddy." I say to myself as I head back to my class.
   
         (Later that day) I really thought why he would call me babe why, why me I don't know I just overthink things now it's just a word, I'm so confused.

          At the end of the day I saw both Mark and Sean walkin together and talking. They both glared at me then glanced back at each other and then started charging right towards me.

"WOULD YOU LIKE TO GO TO HOMECOMING WITH ME!" they both said at the same time. 

          I blushed while looking good at then with shock I didn't know what to say I was being put on the spot, I hate that I know that the reason why they both asked me out, because they didn't have a girl friends at the time, but I like them both a lot, but at the same time I liked Sean for years now and I liked mark a lot when I was younger.  But when I saw Sean the first time I felt like I was in a day dream.

          Who do I want to go with? Who do I want to be with? Who is it that I truly desire to be with?

I don't know.....