1 MONTH LATER:

"What do you think? This yellow one.....Or the brown one I showed you before?" I asked Kezr looking at myself in the trial room mirror.

I looked in the mirror and saw Kezr's eyes traveling up and down my body and might I say.....Very slowly.

"This one" he replied still checking me out making me blush.

"I know right, that brown one made me look fat" I said feeling glad that he picked this one for our date.

As I said that sentence Kezr's eyes shot up to me and he said, "No, no, no, the brown one....Yep, the brown one" he nodded.

"But didn't you ju-" I tried to speak but he cut me off and hurriedly left.

"Here, this one, we're buying this" he said bringing the brown dress to me.

"No, I look fat in it and you said-" once again Kezr being Kezr cut me off with a wave of hand and said, "I know what I said, now I am saying this, so we're buying this"

Before I could say anything else he grabbed my hand and practically dragged me with him to the counter.

We reached there and he paid and we left.

As we were coming out of the shop I saw some cute jeans on display which had little white flowers on them in the other shop. They looked really cute.

I tugged on Kezr's shirt and he looked at me, I pointed to the jeans and we went into that store.

We walked by the guard who was standing there sloppily but as soon as he saw Kezr he stood up and stiffly nodded at him.

Uh...Okay.

As we entered a phone ring interrupted us and I saw Kezr taking his phone out of his pocket. He looked at the screen and rolled his eyes and begin to put it back in but I stopped him.

"Don't worry, it's someone from the office disturbing my time with you.... So jeans?" He said and started walking to the aisle.

I tugged his shirt stopping him in his track, "Kezr, it might be important, attend it. I promise I'll be fine" he shook his head, "I am not asking I am telling, go" his eyes widened and he smirked at me to which I blushed.

I don't know where the sudden confidence was from but I hate that Kezr always worries about me and due to that he always gets left behind.

He needs to start taking care of himself too.

He asked me once again before leaving if I would be fine or not to which I replied with a yes and he left not before pecking my lips and me slapping him on his chest receiving a chuckle from him and a blush from me.

Shaking my head with a big smile on my face, I went to the jeans aisle and smiled looking at the jeans, they were on sale and that was even better for me, as Kezr's outside I'll just pay with my money and when he'll say something I'll kiss him to shush him. Simple.

I was looking at the jeans when a worker of the shop came and stood beside me.

I shifted on my legs uncomfortably as I don't like people watching me while shopping..... Like if I want your help, I'll tell you, what you coming here for?

"Uh... Shouldn't you be in the kids section?" I heard a voice say and I turned to my left to see the worker speaking.

She was really beautiful with blonde hair and hazel eyes with big cherry lips.

Gosh! How I would kill anything for all that?

Oh hush! You can't hurt a soul, last week Kezr killed a cockroach and you cried for two hours and buried it in the garden.

Well, cockroaches life matter too, even if they are ugly.

Is cockroach racism a thing?

I was in my thoughts when I heard her speak again.

"You shouldn't be here in the women section, why don't you go somewhere like.... " she stopped and looked me up and down, I felt uncomfortable under her gaze completely opposite to what I feel under Kezr's gaze.

".... Like in the kid's section? Here's nothing for you" she said folding her arms over her chest.

"I- well, I always shop from women's section so-" I explained but she cut me off and snatched the jeans away from me.

"Waist 40" she said looking at the tag and started laughing, "Girl, you ain't 40 you're more like...... A kid size."

Can you really tell a person's waist like that? I mean she is experienced in her work, obviously she could.

I smiled at her and wanted to say something but she beat me to it and spoke with a grimace, "Women with high standards come in this shop, imagine if someone walking by sees you, they'll think we sell clothes for ugly people, meaning getting no customer, I don't want to lose customers because of you, so take my advice and take your non-existent ass to the kids section."

Her words shattered my heart and I felt the same pain that I used to feel when Stacy used to bully me back in high school.

I held back my tears and smiled through my pain, "Well, my husband founds me beautiful and that is all that matters" I said remembering how every morning he wakes up, kisses me and says, "Hey ya gorgeous"

My smile vanished when her booming, screechy laughter filled the shop, "Husband, well, he's probably out there cheating on you." she said after her laughter died down.

Cheating?

Kezr would never. I'll kill her first, then him.

"You need to stop believing his lies, trust me same thing happened to me, my fiance left me when I gained 70kg back in the days then I worked out and lost 20 pounds and we're back at it with a little girl at home, point being-" she came forward and whispered in my ear, "Nobody likes a girl with nothing, and looking at you... You're pretty..... Flat" she said looking at my chest, I quickly covered them with my hands and she darted her gaze.

"Come on, let me show you the way to the kids aisle." She said turning around.

I felt her words hit me deep and hard, all the pain, all the walls I have built, all the judging, all the remarks came crashing down at me and I couldn't stop a traitor tear that fell down my cheek.

I angrily wiped the fallen tear away knowing a stranger is more honest than Kezr who had been lying to me.

I couldn't stop myself when the next words flowed out of my mouth, "My husband can never, he would never, he loves me, I love him."

She turned around and sighing she went and sat on a chair placed in front of the trial rooms.

"He told you that? That, he loves you?" I nodded and she laughed and muffled it with her hands, "Sorry, it's just that I thought you were just ugly and flat not dumb.... Girl, he doesn't love you, he says that only to have a piece of you... Get it?"

A gasp left my mouth at her words and more tears made their way into my eyes.

She was about to say something else when suddenly, I felt hands around my waist and a familiar scent engulfed me. I smiled through my tears and leaned back on his chest.

He was about to say something when I saw the girl hurriedly standing up from her chair and straightening her skirt, "Mr. Heznaya! Welcome, welcome Sir." She bowed her head a little in respect.

I looked at Kezr to see him squinting his eyes at her with his jaw clenched.

Oops! Big baby is mad!

"What the fuck are you doing?" She said looking at me with widened eyes, "Get away from him, S-sorry sir, I didn't know fans would be here.....S-sorry I'll j-just-" Kezr put his hand out in front of her as a stop sign and she shut herself up.

He rolled his eyes and looked at me, "So, what did you-" he cut himself off when he shook me away from his chest and looked at my tear stained face. His eyes roamed around my face and body with a worried look in his eyes, it was as if he was searching for any injuries on me.

He sighed a sigh of relief but that quickly changed into a glare when he looked at the sales girl and asked her in a really, really, low voice, "What the fu- what happened to her?" I heard how he controlled himself to not curse.

He has been getting better at it lately.

I smiled forgetting all the tears and hurtful words the girl said.

But that feeling didn't last long as she spoke, "Nothing, Just told her the truth about how she's ugly and should shop in kid's section, but don't worry, I'll get her thrown outta here.....so you here to meet Mr. Banks?"

I heard Kezr take in a sharp breath and he suddenly shouted making me jump from my place, "How in the fucking hell did you call my wife that?!!"

His voice boomed in the shop and all the attention diverted towards us.

"S-sir.......Wh-Wife?" She looked a little shaken up and stuttered.

"Yes, My wife, Rozella Heznaya!" her eyes widened and she looked at me.

"You're Rozella Heznaya!?" She screeched making people around us gasp in surprise.

Wonder how she knows me?

Well, Kezr came out publicly about our relationship last month. At first I was sceptical about it but people were really nice and supported us, some didn't.... Those some being his fan girls who asked him questions like 'why me? or why now?' And one even had the audacity to say that now that Kezr is taken she has no motto in life to which Kezr glared at her until she nervously laughed and sat back down.

I nodded my head and she gasped snapping her eyes towards Kezr. "Her?!.... There are so many better ones"

Same, I think same everyday.

To my surprise Kezr replied calmly, "You're right, there are better ones"

My eyes widened and I felt the familiar heart clenching pain.

She smiled looking at me but that smiled wiped away when he said his next words making tears of happiness come in my eyes, "There are better ones out there......better at cheating, better at gold digging, better at snatching fame, better at gaining profits and being selfish... I completely understand your point of view... Totally."

I bit my lip to stop a wide smile making it's way on my face.

She just kept gaping like a fish looking at me then at him.

"Listen here, y-" Kezr said leaning forward that their chests were touching, I didn't like it and pulled Kezr back to me.

He looked at me and I shyly mumbled, "Don't get too close"

He forgot all his anger and chuckled while smirking at me, "Love, I want to threaten her"

"Well, threaten her from afar" I said and his lips turned into an even bigger smirk.

Shite! I practically allowed him to threaten someone.

He winked at me and I blushed and looked down shyly receiving a chuckle from him.

The people around us were looking at us as if we told them that we discovered Algebra.

Kezr looked at them, more like glared at them, "Don't y'all have some fu- work to do?!" He shouted.

I swear to God, this man switches emotions faster than I can say raspberry.

All of the nosy people got startled and continued with their work.

"And now, you." He pointed to the girl but didn't lean forward.

"Y-y-yes sir" I wouldn't be surprised if she peed herself, I know I would.

"Pack your bags and leave, no one disrespects my family and works under me. You're fired."

Works under me?

"Sir, n-no, I-I didn't know"

"Even if you didn't, you shouldn't have treated anybody like you did, you shouldn't just respect someone because they are rich or famous, but how would you know?... You're one of those 'better' ones that I just listed."

Damn!! Roasted!!

I can smell burnt plastic. That's rude, I should just.....Shh.

"Si-" she tried to explain but he didn't let her.

"You have 30 seconds to take your stuff and take your pathetic presence out of here" Kezr said looking at his watch.

"Sir, pl-" She begin pleading but he didn't give her time.

"25 seconds" he said looking at her calmly.

She now had tears running down her beautiful face and I felt really bad.

"Kezr, love, just... Let's just go" I said and the girl looked at me and nodded her head.

Kezr's jaw ticked and he looked at me with a glare but then the glare softened.

He leaned over and whispered in my ear, "Stay quiet and I'll wear matching outfits for a week"

My eyes widened and I gasped. He looked at me and raised his eyebrow.

I immediately nodded knowing the girl wasn't worth leaving the offer for.

He smirked and turned around glaring at her. He looked at his watch, "15..... You don't wanna know what I'll do when the time's up"

The girl hurriedly left for the staff room in the back and left without uttering a single word.

We left after that not before Kezr kissed me hungrily in the shop with an audience.

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After the whole fiasco in the shop, we're now in the car with Kezr driving and me fiddling with my fingers not able to settle down the pain in my chest.

I looked at Kezr to see him driving calmly with one of his hand on the steering wheel and one on my thigh.

I removed his hand from my thigh and captured it with my own. I placed a kiss on his knuckles.

He didn't look at me and just smiled.

I took a deep breath deciding to finally ask him the question that has been bugging me for so long.

"Kezr? Are you cheating on me?" I ripped it off like a bandit not wanting to play around and dwell on the fact that he might say yes.

He stopped the car in front of our house just in time and looked at me in disbelief.

"It's just that I-.... I don't even know why I asked that....Just.... Leave it." I said and begin opening the car door but he pulled me into his lap, all of a sudden making me straddle him.

He placed his hand on my booty and kneaded it making me moan, "Zella, tell me, what happened love?"

I pushed away the dirty thoughts and decided to finish this matter once and for all.

"She said that you'll leave me and I am not pretty enough... She is honest but you lied.....why do you keep lying and saying I am gorgeous when I am not? You say it every morning, you start your morning with a lie... You promised me you'd never l-lie"

I felt Kezr smack my booty making me gasp and moan at the same time.

"Listen here, listen close" he said and pushed me into him more by grabbing me from the back of my neck. I was close to him that our noses were touching each other.

"You're beautiful, why do you keep on trusting other people? Why don't you trust me?"

I shook my head and pulled away, "I do, I trust you, I love you, of course I do" I said trying to make him believe me.

"No, you don't, if you did, you'd trust me and listen to me and not think that a...'baloney' is saying the truth and I am lying." He said causing a frown to appear on his kissable lips.

I kissed his frown away, "I- just.. "

Looking that I am confused to speak he spoke, "Okay.... If you think you're not beautiful and that I don't love you, then why do you think I am with you?" He asked raising his eyebrows.

Without a second thought I replied with, "To get a piece of me" I cringed while saying the word but I wanted him to know that he doesn't love me and I am not beautiful as he claims me to be.

"To get a piece of you huh?.... But didn't you just say that she said that you are flat and not beautiful?.....Why would I want a piece of you if you're not beautiful?" He smirked while raising his eyebrows.

My eyes widened at the realization and I looked around the car and outside the window at the mansion trying to find an answer.

"And my Lord, the case is closed!" He mocked and I slapped his chest giggling.

He brought a sudden boost of confidence in me. He always knows what to say, when to say, what to do, when to do. Each day I fall in love with him even more. And he doesn't plan on changing it.

••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••

"Kezrrr!!"

"2 seconds, I promise"

"Ok, we'll see, 1..."

"Zella, you're seriously not gonna count that"

"... 1½"

"Okay, okay, for fu-fff-luff's sake, Iam ready."

"Fluff? I am gonna use that from now on." I said checking myself out in the mirror.

Kezr said wearing his shirt, "No, you're not, I invented the word."

"Hmm.. Sure...we'll see about that." I said sarcastically and went towards him.

He didn't look at me and continued buttoning his shirt.

"By the way, leave your wedding ring here. Don't wear it today."

I looked at him and he still wasn't looking at me.

"Why? Don't you remember you promised me that we'll wear it everyday?"

Does he not want to anymore?

"I know love, but just.... Listen to me, you'll know soon" he said and buckled his belt.

"Oh, okay" I went over to my jewelry drawer and placed my ring safely inside the jewelry box.

I turned around and saw Kezr spraying cologne on his shirt.

"Let's go?" I said and he finally looked at me.

His jaw dropped and eyes widen when he turned around to see me.

He kept looking at me and then suddenly the glass bottle filled with his cologne slipped from his hand and dropped on the floor with a shatter.

Now my turn was to drop my jaw and widen my eyes, but not in admiration but in shock.

Tears filled my eyes and I kneeled down and picked up the glass cap of the cologne and my waterworks started.

"Zella? Shit, babe! You hurt..?" I didn't answer and continued to cry looking at the shattered pieces of my favorite cologne.

"Zella?" He asked once again and begin to kneel down, but the anger in me got the best of me.

"Get away!" His eyes widened and he looked at me in shock. I had tears of frustration rolling down from my cheeks and I wanted to punch Kezr.

"You destroyed the only cologne I ever liked! Why the fuck did you do that?!" I shouted, didn't noticing that I just cursed.

"Roz-" he started stating my full name making my anger boil more.

"Oh, just shut the fuck up! You-" I said pointing at him, "-said that there weren't any more of these cologne in the shops now, when I asked you if you could buy me some! Where am I supposed to get one now?!" I was practically screaming his head off.

He just kept looking at me with a frown and eyes brows furrowed.

He took some steps backward while still holding eye contact with me.

He went into the locked drawer and got a brand new cologne out, same as the one that he broke.

I hurriedly got to him skipping over the glass pieces and snatched the cologne from his hands, I, very fastly begin checking if both of the colognes were similar or not, both being the one that was now shattered on the ground and the one brand new in my hand.

I sighed a sigh of relief and smiled widely through my tears. I looked up and saw Kezr looking at me with wide eyes and a confused expression on his face.

"What?" I asked him blushing.

"You scolded me so bad" he said emphasizing on the word scolding.

I pouted and a frown came on my face once I realized what I did.

I felt so bad that I screamed his head off and he saw this side of me..... Just because of some cologne.

But it's not my fault that I am obsessed with his cologne.

I quickly got to him not before placing the cologne safely on top of the drawer, "I am sorry, I am sorry love, I- well, it's your fault, you broke my favorite cologne I just got scared........ You're not mad at me... Right?" I asked him while crossing my fingers behind my back.

He just shook his head and walked past me.

I tried talking to him but he just pouted while cleaning all the mess not before telling me to stay the flip away from the glass.

••••••••••••••••••••••••••••

We reached our destination and the car came to a halt.

I gasped and awe at the sight in front of me.

I didn't even think twice and opened the car door, well, tried to, cause it was locked.

"Kezr! Open it! I wanna go!" I said bouncing in my seat excitedly.

He just looked at me and pressed the button on his side's door and my door unlocked.

I hurriedly got out closing my eyes and breathing the fresh air.

When I opened my eyes I saw something shining on the table which was to a good amount of distance with me. I got to it and Woah!

(Imagine there is one table with two pillows on its side.)

There was a round table placed in between of two pillows. The table had a cute candle lantern thingy in the middle of it with napkins on each side.

The best part about this was the sunset in front of me, the sun was setting down cascading a shadow of pink, blue and orange in the sky, making it look more beautiful than ever.

The tree at the left of the table was looking really fresh with it's leaves moving in the flow of the wind. The birds flying around making it all seem so surreal.

As if a switch clicked in my mind I looked behind me to see where Kezr was but found the car gone.

I fully turned and begin searching for the car to find it no where.

Did he leave?

Of course he would, he left me here on this beautiful sunset sight to die alone. Why wouldn't he? I treated him so badly and he got hurt by my words.

I never talked to someone or better yet cursed at them the way I did with Kezr. I get it that over the past month we have gotten awfully close to the point where we now smack each other's booty, fart, snort, burp and change in front of each other.

But, I can't help but feel guilty.

As I am in my thoughts I hear the sounds of footsteps approaching me. I looked to my left to see Kezr there in all his glory walking towards me while rolling his sleeves up.

I forgot all my guilt and suddenly grew very hot while admiring him.

He was wearing a black dress shirt, with black pants, it was a simple outfit yet nothing about it seemed simple to me.

The shirt clung to him as a second skin making his muscles bulge out more than they are, his veins were prominent from the way he rolled his shirt up to his elbows, his tattoos were on display making me bite my lip and not drool.

He stood in front of me but my eyes stayed focused on his hands.

Jeez! Never thought I'd have a hand fetish for someone.

"Come on" he said and gripped my hand gently in his large one. I blushed at our size difference. His hand was much larger than mine and his whole hand could practically swallow me.

He guided me to the table and he sat on one of the pillows. I didn't and went to my side, picked up my pillow and dragged it beside his pillow and took a seat beside him.

He seemed unbothered by it and just kept playing on his phone, or as he likes to call it 'duty calls'.

I looked at him to see him looking at his phone intently. I didn't like it and snatched his phone from him and placed it in the middle of the table.

And guess what he did?

Nothing.

He did nothing. Just sighed and leaned back on the pillow.

"Kezr?" No response.

It was enough one time that he didn't answer for me to know that he was mad at me, was ignoring me.

I took a deep breath and took my phone out from my dress's pocket.

No longer Mr. Rudy Judy🙈: I am sowwy, I lub, lub you! ლ(◉❥◉ ლ)

Kezr hates the name that I have him saved as, I introduced him to Mr. Rudy Judy and he just rolled his eyes and made me kiss him to make his 'pain' go away.

Ping!

A chime echoed around us and Kezr checked his phone, looked at it, sighed, and placed it back on the table.

No, I am not gonna give up.

I decided to text him again.

No longer Mr. Rudy Judy🙈: you want hugs? ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ.... Okay I am sowwy, I promise I'll give you 16383862 kisses if you leave your attitude.

Ping!

He repeated what he did earlier, looked at it, put it back there.

I gasped out loud at the fact that he denied my kisses...... My kisses?!

I sighed and tears gathered in my eyes.

Once again I have destroyed the only thing that kept me happy in my life.

Once again I have hurt someone.

Once again the person thinks I have taken advantage of them.

Once again the person whom I love, hates me.

And once again I sniffled remembering what I did..... Just over a cologne.

Kezr's head snapped towards me and I saw from the corner of my eyes that his eyes held worry for me.

"Rozella, here, come here" he said patting his lap and without any other thought I went to him and buried my head in his neck inhaling his cologne, which I am hating right now because of our situation.

Stop being a cry baby.

Even after what I did, he still worries for me.

"Shh.... Don't cry, I... Was just kidding I am not mad at you."

I looked up at him to see his eyes holding hesitancy.

I cried more and he shook his head, "No, no, I swear am not mad."

"Liar!" I slapped his chest.

He sighed, "Rozell-"

I slapped his chest once again, "No! Don't tell me you're not mad at me, you are, you used my full name...... I am sorry!! I promise, I'd do anything if you drop your attitude and kiss me right now."

He raised his eyebrow and smirked, "Anything?"

I gulped and said, "A-anything"

He looked at me and winked.

Guess who's back?

"Remember this deal when we get back home." He said with a sly smirk.

My eyes widened and I hid my face in his neck while blushing. His chest rumbled with laughter and he kissed my crown.

"I was never mad at you, I swear...." He said and then I felt his hot breath on my cheek and I tightened my hold around his waist blushing furiously.

"... But you looked hot while screaming and cursing.... Very..." he said and came closer to me that his lips were on my earlobe, "very....Hot" he bit my earlobe and I bit my lip to refrain from moaning.

He just chuckled seeing me all flustered and blushing.

"You weren't mad?" I asked looking at him and he shook his head.

"Was just playing with you, Or else I wouldn't have brought your gorgeous ass here, by the way... " he pushed me away from him and leaned back and looked at me.

"You look absolutely beautiful" his eyes stayed on my chest for longer making me blush and smack his nose. He just chuckled and said, "Mind giving me a twirl?"

I smiled at him and stood up, I got away from him and twirled around for him to see my dress.

I wasn't wearing anything fancy just a brown dress with a brown belt on its waist, and some jewelry with pumps.

He whistled looking at me up and down causing me to blush and hurriedly walk to my seat and sit down.

"God! I love you... And that blush of yours" this caused me to blush even more and I shyly mumbled a, "love you"

"Oh, come on, don't act so shy around me now, we both know how shy you are." He said sarcastically and I smacked his nose making him chuckle again.

"Pervert!"

"Hot one."

"But a pervert?"

"... Uh- if that's what you call a guy in love.. Then, sure"

I giggled and put my head on his lap.

"By the way, I can't believe you actually love my cologne more than me." He said with a pout causing me to burst out laughing over our silly 'fight'.

•••••••••••••••••••••••••

The sun has set now, Kezr and I watched the sunset, clicked photos, kissed in the sunset, ate and laughed and have been talking for what seems like forever.

I never get bored of Kezr. I love his company, he doesn't act like a husband, but like a best friend whom I can share anything and everything with.

But for the past hour he has been quiet and is not speaking too much. I asked him if it was because of what happend earlier and he told me he was joking about earlier and nothing's wrong.

I shrugged and said I'll keep an eye on him and that's what I have been doing.

"And then Aria was like did you see me?" I said completing what I was telling him about Aria doing a cart wheel.

He just nodded and kept playing with my hair that were sprawled out on his lap.

"Kezr are you listening?" He nodded once again.

"Oh, you are?..." I said nodding at myself, "Okay... So the other day I went to see Zake and saw that he didn't have human arms but duck feet were attached to him." Kezr nodded once again.

The fluff?

I told him Zake was a duck and he nodded? This grew my suspicions more and I thought 'what if he's really listening and he knows that Zake is a duck?'

I couldn't contain the curiosity and got up from his lap startling him, he looked at me and I said, "Really? Is Zake a duck?"

He shook his head confusingly and looked at me, "The fuck?" I glared at him and he cleared his throat, "The fudge?"

"You nodded when I told you Zake was a duck." I said tilting my head to figure out where this conversation started from.

"I never did-Wait... Why are we arguing whether Zake's a duck or nah?" He asked copying my emotion and I remembered why this conversation started.

"I wanted to check if you were listening to me, and you weren't. You were in your own world... For the past hour you have been fidgeting, grew quiet... What happened? Tell me and I am not backing off unless you tell me the truth" I demanded.

He sighed and said, "Not-"

"It's not nothing, I have got the whole night, you too, we don't have office tomorrow, so you better tell me, What. Happened?"

He sighed and got up.

I looked at him and saw him holding his hand out for me to take.

I took his hand in mine and stood up.

Suddenly he turned me around, slammed my back into his chest and covered my eyes.

"Kezr!?" I said panicking.

"Shh.... It's okay, I am here, I just want to show you something." He said kissing my forehead and the simple yet meaningful action calmed me down.

He suddenly picked me up on his shoulder and asked me to close my eyes to which I said no but he slapped my booty making me slap his from behind.

Eventually, I closed my eyes excited for what the surprise will be, maybe it's flowers and chocolates like the day I came from office and Kezr had our whole roof filled with flowers and we had our date there.

Kezr stopped and gently lowered me to the ground. I still had my eyes closed.

"So, why are we here?" I asked seeing only darkness.

No response.

"Kezr, what's the surprise?" I asked him but he didn't answer.

"Kezr! You poop, at least tell me if I should open my eyes or not!" I shouted and started panicking but than I felt him behind me and I froze.

I felt his breath on my face and my breath hitched, "Open. Them" he said in a low, raspy, seductive voice making me open my eyes.

I opened my eyes and saw a beautiful view in front of me.

There were two hearts leaning on each other glowing with golden LED lights.

I looked down and saw roses sprawled out on the ground. It was simply just... Beautiful.

Tears of happiness welped up in eyes as I looked at how much this man loved me, cared for me. Nobody has done anything like this for me.... Ever. Not even my parents.

"Kezr!! This is so beautiful!"

I finally turned around and gasped at an even better view.

"Kez-wh?" I was unable to complete my sentence. He had me speechless.

Kezr was on his knees with a small satin black box in his hand.

"Zelli" I heard him call my name but I was too far gone.

"No, no!" I said not believing that this was happening.

"No?" He said while his eyes held a shocked expression.

"No, I mean yes, I- just... Propose me fast, please!" I was confused and excited and just wanted to say yes to whatever he was proposing me to.

"Uh.. Didn't you say no-" I cut him off.

"Just propose!!" I said impatiently and he looked down and cleared his throat and started.

"Zelli, you're not my wife but a-"

Not his wife?

"The hell I am not! I am! Wait... Are you cheating on me?... Did you find someone else...? Who is she? Huh? I'll kill her and then you, I swear to G-" I was ranting like an idiot and throughout my whole rant his eyes were just magnifying even more.

He cut me off and shouted, "Fucking hell, Zella! Let me speak first, how the fuck am I suppose to fucking propose to a fucking chatter box?!!"

I mumbled a little 'sorry' and looked down while smiling knowing he's nervous.

He got on his one knee again and I looked up at him, "Zelli, love, darling, babe, baby....Firstly, I love you...alot, Secondly, I just want to thank you for entering my life and filling it with your 'lub, lub'," he said making me giggle and him smile.

"I want you to marry me again and make me the happiest man alive, because you have the domination to do that. I want us to marry again because I don't even fucking remember saying I do in our marriage. You don't deserve a marriage like that but a one of love and happiness, that marriage was not to my liking and I know it wasn't to yours too"

He said and I nodded.

He cleared his throat and said, "So, will you, Rozella Mogane do me, Kezr Heznaya the honour of becoming my wife?"

He asked and kept looking at me intently.

"Yes! Yes! Yes! Of course! I'll gladly marry you!" I screamed and jumped onto his kneeling form, catching him off guard that we both fell backwards.

"Slip on the ring! Hurryyy!" I said impatiently just wanting him to slip it on my fingers.

He chuckled and slipped on the ring.

I looked at it in awe and kissed it.

It was a rose gold polished ring and it looked really beautiful. It had a big diamond in the centre with little diamonds surrounding it.

"You'll marry me?" He asked shocked while I clung to him tightly.

I just shook my head as I was unable to form words from my mouth as tears flowed down my eyes.

I looked up from his neck and said sobbing and sniffling, "Kezr, I love you, I love you so much, I-I don't want you to leave me.... Ever... P-please don't leave me alone. I-I love you too much to let you leave me."

He wiped my tears away and kissed my eyes gently letting them fall close.

"Never..... Will you leave me alone?" He asked in a low voice.

I shook my head rapidly and he frowned and looked away from my gaze making me frown too.

"What if you find someone better?" He asked me still not meeting my eyes.

I touched his cheeks and guided his gaze to meet mine, "Better at what? Abusing? Cheating? Dominating?" I said repeating his words to which he smiled and kissed me.

"I love you, Zelli Heznaya"

I giggled and pecked his cheeks, "I love you.. You cheeky little one."

Suddenly, he froze and his eyes lit up with happiness, a big smile formed on his face and he absentmindedly mumbled, "little ones"

My eyebrows furrowed and he trailed his hand from my back to my stomach.

He kept it there for a few minutes and then looked at me.

I gasped looking into his eyes, they were icy blue with happiness floating in them.

"Imagine, little Kezr and little Zelli running around" I blushed and looked down at his hand to see him caressing my stomach.

"But for now, I like you and me.... We have alot to go through together but after that Zella, we'll have 50 kids."

I was smiling widely until he bought his amount making my eyes bulge out of their sockets.

"F-fifty! Kezr, are you in your senses? Do you want me to die?!" I asked him panicking, knowing I read a book about pregnancy and how the mother died while giving birth.

"Ofcourse not my love, how about.... 40? We don't want you to die now, do we?" He said stroking my hair.

"Kezr three is enough, not 40!" I said to which he gasped dramatically and said, "Zella, I want a football team, how is there a football team of 3?"

I glared at him to which he sheepishly smiled at me making me roll my eyes.

"3" I repeated and he rolled his eyes and shook his head.

"Okay....How about this? Not yours not mine.. 30"

I looked at him weirdly and said, "you really want me to die?"

He sighed and said, "25?" And I shook my head.

"20" I kept shaking my head.

"10 last, 10 not any less, I came from 50."

"It's me who's popping them out, not you, and when you start popping them out and change male's anatomy let me know, I'll remind you to pop 50" I said challenging him.

"10" he begin arguing again.

"3" I argued back.

"Zella, 10!"

"Kezr, 3!"

"10 for fuck's sake!"

I smacked him and said, "Three and if you said one more word I swear no kisses for the next two hours."

He shushed himself up and immediately looked away.

This man!
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A chapter before my exams start. This is the last chapter for a while and after this 'Chapter 39 & 40' will be published on JULY 10th.

Also, This was the longest chapter I have written in this book so far.

Anyways, I don't know why, but this chapter was really fun to write, like, I loved writing their argument and lovey dovey scenes and obviously that proposal. So, we can safely say that this chapter is my favorite.

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