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"Good Morning" I said groggily rubbing the sleep from my eyes.

"Mornin', tired?" Kezr asked while sipping his coffee.

"Yeah, ve-" I got cut off by my own yawn,"-ry much tired."

He chuckled and said, "You're cute" and got up to put his mug in the sink.

Cute?

Why the baloney are my cheeks heating up?

I notice that these days he calls me alot of endearments like;
Cute, beautiful, gorgeous, lovely, darling?

It felt a little weird to be listening to those lovey dovey words from his mouth.

But a good weird, a kind of weird, which has my heart racing out of my rib cage. A kind of weird, which has my breath fastening. A kind of weird, which has heat creeping up to my cheeks making me blush furiously. A kind of weird which has my hands sweating. A kind of weird which makes me want to kiss him. A kind of weir-

"Zella?" I heard Kezr snapping me out of my thoughts about weirdness.

"Huh?" I asked baffled.

"You have been standing there and reciting something like a mantra, mind telling me-"
Kezr said with an amused expression on his face.

He was leaning against the kitchen island with his one hand on the island hanging and the other one was in his hair messing it up.

And only one word came through my mind.
Hot, sexy, gorgeous, handsome, sexy-did I say that already?

Okay more than one word but you get my point.

"-why do it?" Kezr completed but I didn't listen to a single word he said as I was too busy drooling over him.

"What?" I asked confused for the umpteenth time today.

He chuckled, throwing his head back. It's an amzing sight to see.

No, no donot doze off again, or he will repeat what he said and you will reply with your usual 'huh?' And he'll think you are deaf and he will take you to the hospital-

"ROZELLA FUCKING HEZNAYA!" I flinched, winced, jumped, fell back on the sofa, startled, all at once, when I heard Kezr's voice booming in the kitchen.

I got out of my thoughts for the hundredth time today and looked at him to see him looking extremely angry at me.

"W-what happened?" I asked confused and scared that I might know why he is angry.

"I repeated my question three fucking times, and you ignored me. If Iam that boring that you doze off while Iam speaking, then don't fucking pretend to listen when you're clearly not!" He yelled, hurt evident in his voice.

Before I could say anything, he left the kitchen. His heavy footsteps were echoing in the penthouse, and I heard the door to his room slam shut.

Tears were already rolling down my cheeks, I got up from the sofa and composed myself.

Iam crazy. Stupid. Idiot. Now, He will think I have no interest in him and that I am bored of him. Which is the total opposite to what I actually feel.

One thing, there isn't one thing in this world which I don't fudge up.

I hate when people are upset with me because of my stupidity. And I don't want Kezr to go back to his previous ways with me, I really don't want to lose him to himself. I know Iam acting like a crybaby but he is the first ever person who understands me for me.

I immediately sprinted to his room and knocked on the door.

No response.

I knocked again.

No response.

I sighed and took a deep breath, "K-Kezr, I-Iam sorry, I didn't think that you would be mad. Iam sorry. Iam not bored to talk to you.... Never. I was just.....thinking about s-something, Iam sorry, please d-don't be mad. Please." I pleaded afraid that I will lose him to his previous ways.

I heard footsteps coming towards the door.

The door suddenly opened and I fell into big muscly arms.

I looked up from my puffy eyes and saw Kezr looking back at me with a frown.

I quickly got away from his hands and put a distance, knowing he wouldn't like me in his arms after what I did.

"Iam sorry, I am sorry, I didn't mean for you to get mad at me, Iam sorry, I-I was listening to you, Iam not bored of you... Never...s-sorry, but please don't yell at me or be mad. I don't want you to ye-"

"Zella, darling, gorgeous, calm down. Calm. down." Kezr said reaching his hand out for me.

"But-" I said confused how he called me Zella and darling and gorgeous.

"No buts" he said grabbing my hand and pulling me towards him, hugging me tightly while rubbing his hands on my back in a soothing motion.

We stayed like that, him comforting me and I sniffing his cologne which was now engraved in my naval cavity.

I want to sleep, his cologne is comforting.

He chuckled and looked at me, "I didn't know my cologne worked as a lullaby for you"

Flip! Go die Zella he obviously heard you, you dumbbutt.

"I did but you don't need to die for it". He said smugly.

"Stawpppp!" I whined. "I didn't know if I talked loud or not... Okay?"

"Hmmm but, question: why the hell do you like my cologne that much?"

"It's not my fault it's smells tasty. I wanna drown in it.... Swim and come back until my fingers go all pruny... Your cologne... Which brand?"

He looked at me amusedly before bursting into a fit of laughters.

The whole house had his laughter echoing in it's walls. It made me giggle uncontrollably at how he was laughing.

We both stopped and looked at each other.....

"Fuck, that was fun...." He sighed and said, "Okay let's get something clear once and for all." He got serious. I did too. I nodded he continued, "Firstly, as I said before, it's for me to know and-"

"-for you to find out, yeah, yeah, now tell me, which brand?"

"Nope, not telling. As I was saying before I got rudely interrupted", he glared at me playfully and I giggled forgetting all my tears, "Secondly, donot ever talk about dying.... Get it?" My eyes widened and I playfully said.

"Why? People will be happier if I am not here and also you would be too. You'll get to marry someone whom you love but I won't let you be peaceful and I'll haunt you forever" I said smiling widely with a blush at his care. But I felt as if all I was saying was somewhat true.

All was forgotten when I saw his eyes. They were dark... Dark. So dark that the forest green and sky blue were gone and in substitution was black.

I immediately gasped and covered my mouth.

"You're fucking crazy in the head!" He yelled and I flinched, tears gathering once again, but he looked everywhere instead of meeting my gaze.

"Y-you don't understand what you're saying and no I will not be happy by you being gone. I can't love anybody else......." He trailed off his eyes still not meeting mine.

"What-why?" I barely whispered.

"Cause...I can't live without you," he said closing his eyes, hurt evident in his voice...
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Dun dun dunnnn! *hehe*

Soo, don't hate me, but that's the cliffhanger
*insert evil laugh*
I will be updating a little late these days as I am busy with school but, yeah.

Love y'all.< 3
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