"When we go back to university," Jungkook said, out of the shower, dying his wet hair with a towel while looking  into the mirror, getting watched by Taehyung who was sat on his bed, book in his hands, eyes mesmerized. "Can you stay with me?"

"Yes," Taehyung smiled. "Most definitely. Wouldn't want to stay with Jimin anyway,"

Jungkook turned to look at him. He was wearing one of Taehyung's big t-shirts and boxers underneath which were cleverly hidden. Jungkook walked over to the boy and sat on his lap, smiling. Taehyung looked up at him with a fond smile, then kissed his cheek.

"You're so pretty," Taehyung said, voice feathery. "Prettiest."

Jungkook threw his arms over his shoulders and kissed Taehyung. "Everything about you," Taehyung whispered, and Jungkook kissed him again, so tender the way their lips met. "You're so delicate, I want to hold you."

Jungkook blushed, looking down. "You- you did. All night." Jungkook bit his lip, his heart thudding fast against his chest. "I l-loved it. You make me feel so happy." Jungkook pushed him forward so Taehyung lay down on the bed. Taehyung chucked the boy to the side and wrapped his arms around Jungkook's waist.

"As you should be." Taehyung breathed out. Jungkook's cheeks burned, looking down at Taehyung. Jungkook kissed him on the mouth, lapping his tongue in. Taehyung clutched his sides and kissed back, tongue moving oddly.

Jungkook pulled back, giggled. "Relax, Tae. You get so tense whenever I-I do things with you." Jungkook whispered.

"Can't help it. I've never been with anyone like you." Taehyung said. Jungkook looked at his glasses, and then breathed over them, fogging them up. Taehyung let out a sound of confusion, but Jungkook returned to kissing him with tranquil, letting their lips and tongues be subdued.

That morning when they went into the kitchen, Taehyung's mom squealed in delight. "Yes! Finally! My son has a boyfriend," She gushed.

"Mom," Taehyung said out of embarrassment, but Taehyung's father cheered for him too. Jungkook blushed but giggled along. Taehyung looked like he could die.

Taehyung's parents and siblings (except the grumpy and sad Beomgyu) all teased Taehyung for the rest of breakfast. Jungkook kept laughing in delight, especially finding it lovely how much they cared about him.

After breakfast, Taehyung's father asked if the boys could help out with the farm stuff. Taehyung nodded, and Jungkook followed him. In the shed, Taehyung had to load the back of his father's pick up truck with rice bags.

"Ooh, you're a little strong too," Jungkook said with a teasing smile as Taehyung lifted a bag up and kept it in the truck.

"I've been doing this since I was a kid so that's probably why-" Taehyung began, but then Jungkook got up to help him. He picked up, like, two bags at the same time and dumped them into the truck with ease, pushing them in. Taehyung pursed his lips. Jungkook looked at him, clueless.

"What! I'm strong too. I have some of my mom's genes, you know." Jungkook said with a laugh.

"Yeah. You're pretty like her too." Taehyung said, and Jungkook hummed. Taehyung turned and saw Jungkook looked at him with a strange look in his eyes.

"What?" Taehyung asked, blinking.

"How are we going to have sex?" Jungkook suddenly asked. Taehyung felt pale, and then widened his eyes.

"W-what?!" Taehyung squeaked out.

"Well, don't you wanna? I think we should." Jungkook humphed, and then swayed. "Unless you don't wanna, of course. I won't force you."

"No no- I... I do. I was just taken aback. Yeah, uh, I guess we can't have sex in my house." Taehyung said, and then gulped. "Sex...." Taehyung said fearfully to himself.

"Are you scared of messing up? You won't, you know that right?" Jungkook said, eyes big. Taehyung looked at him, already looking scared. "Tae, breathe, breathe. I don't care. I just wanna make you feel good."

"I-I do too." Taehyung said, and then rushed to grab Jungkook by the waist. Taehyung tried to lift him up and place him onto the heap of rice bags to make out with him but Jungkook fell to the ground.

"Fuck! Sorry!" Taehyung cried. Stones ground against Jungkook's face and he got a cut on his cheek, so it began bleeding. Taehyung cursed again and helped him stand up.

"What was THAT?!" Jungkook grumbled as Taehyung assisted him towards the house.

"I-I was trying to be romantic!" Taehyung said. They reached the house by walking quickly, and Taehyung ushered him inside to sit down on the couch. He got a cotton ball with some ointment and a bandaid.

"You don't need to do all that, Tae..." Jungkook murmured, getting a bandaid on his cheek. Taehyung looked ashamed. "Let's go to your room now, your house is empty." Jungkook said in realization.

"Yeah, okay." Taehyung said, then grabbed Jungkook by the hand and led him upstairs. They entered Taehyung's bedroom and closed the door. Jungkook picked up his phone which finally got recharged, dinging with messages.

Taehyung saw how Jungkook had a smile before opening his phone, but when he saw the messages, Jungkook's face paled, his body tensed, and his eyes grew wide.

"Kook?" Taehyung asked. Jungkook looked at his phone fearfully. "What's wrong?"

Taehyung peered in to look, then saw a picture on Instagram. Of Jimin. Jimin and a boy. Taehyung looked back at Jungkook, who closed his phone and kept it down.

"Jimin's with Jooheon." Jungkook breathed out, eyes shutting. "Fuck."

"Who?" Taehyung asked, and then remembered it was a guy who Jungkook dated earlier. "W-what? Why- why what happened?"

Jungkook looked at Taehyung with a watery look, and Taehyung sighed and took Jungkook's hands in his own. "You- you always close up about this, but I need you to know you can trust me, okay? You can tell me what happened,"

Jungkook's eyes glittered, and the boy nodded, sitting down on the bed with his hands wringing around each other. Taehyung sat down beside him. Jungkook inhaled sharply. "Um. You- you know Jimin and I were best friends last year,"

Taehyung nodded. Jungkook continued. "We used to be roommates, he- he was always there for me, and I like to think I was there for him too, y'know? We told each other everything, we shared everything, from things we owned to our troubles. I didn't like going home for breaks, so I used to go to his house."

"How did everything change?" Taehyung asked, soft.

"There was this boy, he- he was friends with all of us. Particularly Jimin. They were best friends. His name was Jooheon. He was... y'know, like them all. Funny, handsome, charming." Jungkook chuckled. "And he had a huge crush on me."

Taehyung nodded, already feeling a tinge of ambiguity about this guy with the way Jungkook was describing him. "For the first few months, all our friends kept trying to make us date. He used to hang out with us, and- and Jimin knew him very well. So I thought I'd give him a chance. After all, he was cute and totally my type," Jungkook spoke.

"But?"

"We dated for t-three months or so. Tae, listen." Jungkook said, looking at Taehyung. "No one believes me because- I-I don't know- but- he wasn't like how he portrayed himself to be." Jungkook whispered, eyes big. "He was still sweet and- and nice, but he was controlling too. I realized he didn't want me for myself, he wanted me for- for my girl form."

"O-oh." Taehyung said, looking at him with worry.

"I used to be in my girl form and sleep with guys, sure, but when Jooheon said he had a crush on me, I assumed... I assumed it was for my guy form. But it wasn't. It never was." Jungkook mumbled, looking to the side. "He wanted me for the girl. For her. So I-" Jungkook's breath hitched.

"So what?" Taehyung asked.

 "So I d-dumped him.  Broke his- his heart or whatever. Just told him to leave me alone and cut off contact with him. And- I-I don't know? I guess it was a lot for him so- so he left?" Jungkook said with an idle shrug. "I never meant for that to happen, but- but Jimin always blames me for it, and-"

"Wait a minute." Taehyung breathed out, looking stunned. "No offence, truly, I know this is bad, but you and Jimin... all this time... all your fights... all that anger.... because of THIS?!"

Jungkook looked at him with uncertainty. Taehyung looked away. "Sorry, that's insensitive. It's just that, the way Jimin talks about it, you'd think you killed his sister or something."

"What? No- no Tae it's nothing like that! Jimin just- h-he just hates me. I can't help that." Jungkook said, murmuring. "But I didn't kill anyone, jeez." Jungkook mumbled.

"I know, I know! I'm glad you told me, honestly. Sorry for assuming the worst. It means a lot that you opened up to me, Kookie." Taehyung said with a smile. Jungkook smiled gently and let Taehyung pull the boy onto his lap.

Taehyung began kissing him harder, pushing him onto the bed and pinning his hands over his head. Jungkook kissed back, but it wasn't in the same urgency or want. Taehyung pulled back. "You alright?"

"Yeah... I don't feel like doing anything right now, though. Can we watch a-a movie or something?" Jungkook whispered.

"Of course, Kookie." Taehyung said, and kissed Jungkook's cheek. Jungkook giggled and followed Taehyung outside his room.

But Jungkook's heart thudded heavily, and his stomach felt uneasy. Because Jungkook didn't nearly tell him everything that happened, only a portion of it. But it's fine, for now. Everything was going too well and the truth tends to hinder the best of things. Taehyung doesn't need to know everything... yet.

_____

Days passed. Jungkook was tucked under Taehyung's arm, both cuddling on the sofa, watching an old rom-com which was terribly scripted thus cheesy as fuck. Enjoyable, however. Jungkook felt happy, which was something he didn't feel often back home, if he can call it that.

Taehyung's mom came downstairs, dressed in a nice dress and holding a small purse. Jungkook looked at her and smiled. "Mrs. Kim you look so lovely!"

"Oh please," She said with a blush. "Thank you sweetheart. Taehyung, me and your father will be out for the rest of the day. Beomgyu has basketball practice so he'll come home by 5, Chaewon's going out with some friends, and Yerim has stay back for that Scientology club she's in."

"Science, mumma. Scientology is a completely different thing." Taehyung chuckled, and she tsked.

"You know what I meant. See you later, there's some leftovers from dinner in the fridge, heat it up for lunch." She called, and then walked out the door.

Jungkook hummed, leaning against Taehyung's shoulder. "We're alone." Jungkook said pointedly.

Taehyung body tensed, and he turned to look at him, a nervous look in his eyes. "O-oh. Um. Yeah. We can- we can watch more movies then I guess."

"Orrrr," Jungkook danced his fingers up Taehyung's forearm. "We could do something more?"

"Like watch even more movies?" Taehyung asked, and Jungkook pursed his lips.

"No, silly. We're here for two more weeks and this is the first time your house is fully empty. It won't be like this again for a while." Jungkook said, and Taehyung let out a sigh.

Jungkook's shoulders fell upon sensing dismay from the red-haired boy. "Hey, I'm not tryna force you or anything. I was just saying it like that. I don't mind watching movies with you all day." Jungkook said, then smiled a little. "As long as I'm with you, I'm fine."

Taehyung shook his head. "No, I-I'm not upset at you. I- um-" Taehyung looked at him properly. "I kind- kind of wanted to have sex with y-you, actually."

Jungkook's eyes brightened. He knew how nervous Taehyung got when tiptoeing near this topic so he spoke softly. "Now?" Jungkook asked.

"Yes." Taehyung blurted. "But I don't want you to expect much, okay? Or- or anything. I won't be great, and- and I know you're used to dudes who are super experienced, and-"

"Tae, I know. I don't care. Answer me this: will you fuck me while calling me a stupid slut and then kick me out the minute you cum?" Jungkook asked.

"No." Taehyung said with eyebrows furrowed.

"See, you're already better than all of them." Jungkook gave him a dazzling smile. "I think we should do it now too. It's the perfect time. Let's go to that pharmacy nearby." Jungkook said, getting up from the couch.

"What, why?" Taehyung asked.

"We need condoms and lube, silly." Jungkook said, and Taehyung blushed.

"O-oh. Right. Yeah, let's go buy those things and stuff." Taehyung spoke with a slight crack in his voice. Jungkook giggled.

They put light jackets on and grabbed some money before taking the short walk towards the pharmacy which sold these sort of things. Taehyung looked really nervous so Jungkook linked their arms.

"Let me tell you a funny story. Last year, I went to have sex with this guy who was two years older than me." Jungkook said. Taehyung looked at him uncomfortably. "He was super ripped and I didn't know his name. He came on my chest and smelt gross. He then paid me when I didn't even ask for it because he thought I was a prostitute because that's what he'd heard from other people."

"That... doesn't sound very funny, it sounds terrible actually," Taehyung said with a mumble.

"Exactly!" Jungkook snapped, and they stopped in their steps. "Point is, you're the first real person I'm gonna be having sex with who'll actually care about me and not just himself. So don't be nervous, okay? I like you a whole lot, and sex won't change anything." Jungkook said, breathless.

Taehyung smiled a little. "Okay. I like you a whole lot too." Taehyung said and then kissed Jungkook's nose, making the boy smile up at him.

They entered the pharmacy. It was empty except them and the man working at the cashier's desk. Jungkook took Taehyung's hand in his own and headed straight to the condoms and lube aisle. Taehyung was blushing, trying to look subtle, but Jungkook didn't really mind.

"S-so many flavors." Taehyung squeaked out, and Jungkook skimmed through the bottles, some of them enormous. "What about this one?" Taehyung asked, pointing at the simple small bottle on the front, the one that resembled sunscreen.

"Oh no, that's water-based lube Taehyung. We need silicone lube, it's way better for anal sex and at a thicker consistency." Jungkook spoke rapidly, and Taehyung gulped, nodding quickly. Jungkook looked. "I can't seem to see any here... lemme go ask the cashier."

"No!" Taehyung cried. "No no don't, let-let's just find it ourselves-"

"But that's so much more work. Excuse me sir?" Jungkook already walked up to the cashier, holding Taehyung's hand. Taehyung looked away, embarrassed. "Do you have a bottle of silicone lube?"

The man looked at them. Taehyung was blushing brightly, while Jungkook just blinked at him nonchalantly. The man coughed. "Uh. Yeah. Let me get it from the back."

Jungkook waited for him to leave, and then smiled at Taehyung. "See! That wasn't too bad."

"J-Jungkook, stop talking so loudly." Taehyung whispered, face so red he resembled a tomato.

"Oh please, what's he gonna do, judge us? I'm sure numerous people walk in every day asking for lube." Jungkook said, and Taehyung closed his eyes. The man returned and placed the bottle on the counter. Jungkook took a look at it and grinned.

"Great! We also need condoms. Babe, what seize do you think will fit you best?" Jungkook asked, and Taehyung widened his eyes at him, as if pleading for him to shut up.

"I-I-I do-don't know," Taehyung stammered.

"Small?" The cashier asked, and Jungkook flashed him a look.

"No. Seriously Tae, medium or large? The only size they have on display is medium. I'll ask for large.

"Medium-! Is-is fine! It's fine!" Taehyung cried, still looking away from the cashier. Jungkook hummed.

"I dunno, give us one medium-sized and one large just in case." Jungkook said to the cashier, who nodded and took them out from beneath the counter, chucking them onto it. The cashier snickered at Jungkook.

"Don't know if the large ones will come in handy, but if you have some remaining and wanna put them to use you can always come back here." The man said, and Jungkook rose his eyebrow.

Taehyung forgot his embarrassment and turned to look at him. "Hey," Taehyung said lowly, eyebrows furrowed. "Don't talk to him like that,"

Jungkook grinned. "Yeah, don't talk to me like that."

"M'just saying, you might want someone a little more manly." The guy gruffed, but run the items up for payment. Jungkook scoffed.

"I'm perfectly fine, asshole. Here." Jungkook grumbled then put the money down onto the counter. Jungkook grabbed their items in his bag and walked out of the store with Taehyung.

"What a prick." Jungkook murmured, and Taehyung stood by the stoor, looking down. Jungkook looked at him with worry. "Tae?" Jungkook asked.

Taehyung lifted his head to look at him. "I'm gonna go burn the place."

"No-!" Jungkook grabbed his arm, pulling him back. "No you aren't. That dude was just bored and saying shit to rile you up. I don't care about what he thinks, you shouldn't either."

"I don't." Taehyung mumbled, before wrapping his arm around Jungkook's waist. "Just because I'm not some macho dude who's rude to everyone doesn't mean I'm not 'manly'. Stupid." Taehyung continued. "Stupid toxic masculinity."

"Yeah, exactly," Jungkook said with a smile, but he could tell Taehyung was a little upset by the guy's words, making it seem like Taehyung wasn't good enough. "Forget about him. Let's go have some fun." Jungkook winked, and Taehyung grinned at him as well.

They went into Taehyung's bedroom. Jungkook went into the bathroom to prepare himself and while he was doing so, Taehyung took down all the posters of Miss Muscle off his wall and put them under the desk. Hopefully, Jungkook won't have to see them.

You might want someone a little more manly. Taehyung stood up from the bed and took his shirt off, along with his glasses. He left himself in boxers, and sighed. Okay, he can do this.

The moment Jungkook came out of the bathroom, he felt strong arms wrap around his waist and spin him around. Jungkook yelped in surprise and then got pressed against the wall. Taehyung looked at him closely. Jungkook blinked his big eyes.

"T-Taehyung, what- what are you-" Jungkook began, but Taehyung brought his hand up and glided it down smoothly, unbuttoning Jungkook's button-up shirt and making it slip off his body, leaving him naked. Jungkook let out a breath and felt Taehyung grab him by his thighs.

"Hey." Taehyung said, leaning in and kissed him on the mouth. Jungkook felt his hands go up to Taehyung's hair. Taehyung pressed his tongue into Jungkook's mouth and the boy whimpered into Taehyung's mouth. Taehyung turned them around and pushed Jungkook onto the bed.

"T-Tae," Jungkook breathed out, eyes dreamy. "Oh," Jungkook let out with a sigh as Taehyung's lips pressed against Jungkook's nipple. Jungkook tipped his head back against the pillow, feeling Taehyung squeeze Jungkook's thighs with his big hands and push them up and apart.

"Stay like this," Taehyung whispered, pulling away to look down at him. Jungkook leaned up to kiss and Taehyung pulled back to look at him. He smiled. "You're so fucking pretty."

"Oh." Jungkook let out. Taehyung kissed down his chest, and Jungkook felt dizzy for a second.

"You're so beautiful, every part of you, every inch. Fully clothed or like this. Mesmerizing." Taehyung said, squeezing Jungkook's waist. Jungkook wrapped his legs around Taehyung's waist.

"Do me, Taehyung. Please." Jungkook begged, and Taehyung stretched his arm to grab the bottle of lube. Taehyung held it for a few seconds, and then sat up. Jungkook looked at him with confusion.

"How-" Taehyung began, and then gulped. "How do- do I go about this-? Like, do you want me to-"

Jungkook tsked at his tense nature. "Relax. Okay, take the lube and coat your finger with it. Three's enough for you." Jungkook said. Taehyung nodded and did as told. Taehyung took one finger, and then lead it down to Jungkook's hole. Taehyung looked for a few seconds, muttering something under his breath, changing the position of his hand but never putting it in.

"Ah! What?" Jungkook asked, annoyed.

"I'm just wondering which angle to put it into line it up against your prostate," Taehyung said. "That's where you'll get the most pleasure, correct?"

"Jeez, don't be scientific about this, Taehyung. Just- just put it in. You'll find it." Jungkook said, and Taehyung nodded, pushing his finger in. Jungkook eased up while Taehyung flinched.

"Is- is it fine?" Taehyung asked. Jungkook nodded hurriedly.

"Yeah, I'm absolutely fine Tae. Keep going." Jungkook said. Taehyung guided his finger further up his velvety walls. Taehyung gulped to himself.

"It's so..." Taehyung kept leading it up. "Pillowy. Deep. Feel like I could get lost in your forever."

"Mhm. Finger fuck me." Jungkook commanded, and Taehyung bit his lip and then began pushing his finger back and forth. Jungkook moaned out with a sigh, and Taehyung lined his middle finger along with his index.

"Should I put it in?" Taehyung asked, and Jungkook almost laughed at how cutely cautious the boy was being. It was nice, though, that he cared so much.

"Yeah." Jungkook nodded, and Taehyung pushed two in moving them inside of Jungkook, trying to find the little gland of nerves inside of him. Jungkook squirmed for a second.

"Babe?" Jungkook asked. "Don't- don't worry about finding my prostate. That could take ages with your fingers and I know you'll get there with your cock. Just-" Jungkook breathed out, hands splayed by his head. "Fuck me with your fingers."

"H-how?" Taehyung asked.

Jungkook bit his lip. "Grab my waist with one hand." Jungkook began. Taehyung grabbed his waist. "Now just... ram your fingers into me."

"Okay." Taehyung whispered, then slammed his fingers into Jungkook. Jungkook gasped.

"Fuck! Y-yeah, like that, but- um, keep going back and forth like-" Taehyung began doing so. "like that, yeah. Mm, I feel ready already, Taehyungie."

"But- but I should put my third in or else it could hurt," Taehyung said. Jungkook looked up at him hazily.

"It's okay." Jungkook said.

"No no I don't want it to hurt. It shouldn't. I read up on it online. If- if it hurts then it's bad! Plus, I want it to be pleasurable for the- the both of us, you know? And- and-" Taehyung began rambling.

Jungkook suddenly sat up, cupped Taehyung's face, and pressed their lips together. Taehyung was a bit taken aback but kissed back. Jungkook tugged on Taehyung's plump bottom lip before letting go, touching their foreheads. Taehyung looked at him.

"What happened?" Taehyung asked.

"Nothing." Jungkook whispered, eyes fond, words soft and breathy. "You're just... perfect."

Taehyung pressed his third finger into Jungkook while the boy was still sitting up. Jungkook gasped into Taehyung's shoulder. Taehyung pushed his finger into Jungkook and heard him whimper out.

"You're so... pretty." Taehyung said, and Jungkook fell back against the pillow. Taehyung leaned over him. "I know it's weird, but I've thought about this before. Somehow you're more beautiful in person than I could make up in my dreams. The real you, like this, is breathtaking." Taehyung said.

"M'never had sex like this." Jungkook bit his lip as Taehyung pulled his fingers out. "Where- where the person is so nice to me."

"People are stupid. You're beautiful. Seriously, I-" Taehyung cheeks reddened. "Fuck, you just look so hot right now."

Jungkook grinned. "Yeah? You like it?"

Taehyung kicked his boxers off and smiled at Jungkook. "I'm so excited." Taehyung whispered, and Jungkook giggled.

"Me too. This feels so silly, like we're young teenagers or something. I love it." Jungkook said with twinkly eyes. He spread his legs for easier access. Taehyung's cock was rock hard without even being touched.

Jungkook grabbed the bottle of lube while Taehyung rolled the condom onto himself. Jungkook fisted around his dick, coating it completely. Taehyung shucked out a breath. "Fuck. I-I wanna fuck you, Kookie-"

"We have all the time in the world, Tae."

"I know, b-but-"

"Taehyung, calm down. Let's do this slowly, okay? C'mon, just line your cock against me," Jungkook worded, and Taehyung gripped Jungkook's thigh with one hand, the head of his cock pressed against Jungkook's rim.

"Good, now just push in-" Jungkook whispered, and watched Taehyung's face as he slowly pressed into Jungkook. Taehyung's eyes grew wide and his jaw unhinged a little.

Taehyung continued pressing in for a second and then stopped, closing his eyes. Jungkook smiled. "See? If we take it gradually it'll be so much better for all-"

Taehyung came.

Jungkook's eyes widened and Taehyung dropped his head to the crevice of Jungkook's neck. Jungkook opened his mouth to say something but no words came out. Taehyung gripped the bedsheets.

"Shit, I'm sorry. I'm sorry- I-I just- I-" Taehyung began, and then pulled out of Jungkook and covered his face with his hands. "God, s-sorry, I'm so sorry- I di-didn't- I couldn't-2

"Taehyung," Jungkook sat up as well, cupping his face. Taehyung had tears in his eyes and looked close to crying. "Hey, hey, don't be upset, it's fine."

"N-no it's not, I'm such a pussy I'm sorry." Taehyung spoke weakly. Jungkook looked at him with a small frown. "I-it's just- I-I got inside you and- and I couldn't- I couldn't help m-myself and-"

"That's okay. Hey, it's absolutely fine." Jungkook whispered, but Taehyung looked away. "Look at me, Tae." Jungkook said gently, grabbing Taehyung's chin and turning his head so he looked at him. Jungkook smiled. "It's okay."

"You're j-just saying that." Taehyung sniffled.

"No I'm not, silly." Jungkook smiled. "You know what this feels like? It feels like the first time we're having sex. I like that. I like that you're messing up and I like that I'm giggling and finding everything so fun. I like this. Between us. I don't care if you came early, honestly. It's nice how much you care about me."

"C-can we do it properly later sometime? I'm sorry." Taehyung said. Jungkook crawled onto his lap and kissed his forehead, and then kissed away the tear that fell from his eye.

"Of course we can. Tae," Jungkook whispered, brushing his hair away from his eyes. "You know. My whole life I feel like I grew up too fast, skipped on the childhood. I lost my virginity at 16 to a guy who was 13 years older than me."

"W-what?" Taehyung let out, eyebrows furrowed. "Wait, wh-what? Who was he? What happ-"

"It's not important. It happened too fast and sometimes I wished it never did. The entirety of high school and now college, I was the school slut, the one who gave myself away to anyone who asked. It was true. I did. These- these guys, they would make bets, make it a competition. Without consulting me." Jungkook began. "They guy who gets the most goals gets to fuck Jungkook. The guy who can bench press the most gets to fuck Jungkook. The guy who can chug beer the fastest gets to fuck Jungkook. They treated me like a token, an item."

"I'm sorry." Taehyung said, arm going around Jungkook's waist. "I'm s-sorry they did that."

"You don't do that." Jungkook said, arms over Taehyung's shoulders. Taehyung looked up at him. "You care about me, you ask me if it hurts, you ask me if it feels good. You kiss me and- and you tell me I'm beautiful. I'm so lucky to find someone like you, Taehyungie. Someone who cares."

"You-you deserve that." Taehyung said, and kissed Jungkook's chest. "You always deserved that, but the world was just cruel to you."

Jungkook smiled at him, and kissed Taehyung on the lips. Taehyung kissed back, and then looked at his brown honey eyes. "Can I just finger you for some time? I liked that,"

Jungkook giggled. "Sure thing, tiger."