Part 6 (3-4-18)
So I don't really know how to start this but I can interpret this dream. What was happening was I was in a large town with the cast of my musical. Mobs of zombies were everywhere. On top of that there were three murders running around. Every time we went to a different town, my girlfriend and I were separated. I feel like I could interpret this as the mobs of zombies being our crowds, the murderers being the fact that our last show was today, and my girlfriend and I being separated by the fact that, well, I'm scared our relationship on hold very well. Everyday I would see my cast for 2 months, and our show is over. I'm scared our friendships won't hold considering most of them are a lot older than me and for a lot of them this was their last show. I made so many friends in this cast. The dream is my psyche trying to tell me something. In this dream I would be above everyone flying through the air watching all my friends struggle. They all struggled to stay alive, to find each other. What ths zombies are representing is probably my fear. Not my fear of change, but my fear of loss. I'm afraid that I will lose the relationships I have gained this year with my cast. The murderers, I feel are representing the inner demons I'm fighting about leaving this cast. And then I feel me finding my girlfriend over and over again, shows that our relationship will continue to be strong even though she's moving next year. This will be hard, both people I have made friends with this year and I can get through it. With me finding my girlfriend, Jessica, every single time, it shows that we are there for each other and no matter what we can always find the strength to talk to each other. That is what I feel my dream was about and how I feel about everything going on in my life right now. Theater has changed me in many ways, it's all for the better. I know I'm ranting, but this is something about me you guys should know. I love my girlfriend with all my heart, and I know things will be hard but will get through them. And all the friends I have made this production. Just remember that I love them too. I know that none of them will ever probably read this but if they ever do I want them to know they're always in my heart and I will always think of them.
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