Jordan has been texting Javon for about 3 days now and yet the boy on the other side of the phone has managed to help the older man in more ways then one whether it be emotional or sexual ;) . So Jordan decides to say thank you.

"Thank You."

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Jordan's POV

"Thank you so much for existing. I was getting pretty jaded there for a second and then you came along to cast a big shining light on my life. I don't even care if we actually hook up (well, sort of). I'm just happy that you're there.

I don't know you that well, which is kind of great because it allows me to run wild with my imagination. Maybe you're the kind of person who likes to nibble on earlobes or cut the crust off their sandwiches or maybe you're actually a raging jerk who's selfish in bed. I really have no idea. I like not knowing. It lets me create a pretty picture of you and I having picnics, kissing under streetlights, getting tangled in bed on a Sunday afternoon, getting stoned and listening to records when it's raining, and going grocery shopping for juice and sundried tomato spread. All of these things are possible in my head. You could be this person.

Crushes are a wonderful thing. Everyone responds to them in the same way with this childlike sense of excitement and wonder. You can be 65 and still feel a smile develop when you're listening to "I Can't Help Falling In Love With You" because you get it and it gets you.

You represent possibility, a possibility of change and romance, of giving me something I've been craving for so long. And you don't even know it! You're just sitting there being cute and crushworthy, not even aware of the joy you've been giving me. If you knew, maybe you would be really creeped out or maybe you'd realize you felt the same way about me. I won't know until I actually do something about it.

Therein lies the dilemma of having a crush. Do you actually want to act on it? Do you want to give them your phone number and resign yourself to feeling miserable until they finally text you? Sometimes it's fun to just have the crush....The PG fantasy....Sometimes I don't actually need to see you naked IRL. I just need you to know that you, Javon Isaiah Komar, Vonnie boo, Cake Queen, Ass Machine! YOU are my baby for as long as you want to be.

And if that means after I send this you decide to end it, delete my number, and block me from your life, then so be it. There will be no hard feelings or curses to your name but with tears and heavy pain in my heart I will move on. All I'm gonna say is Thank You." Then he hit send.