Hey-
I want to know something.
But first I'll say the whole thing.
As some of you know, I'm in ling's discord server. There, until this morning, I had permission to send pictures. I got it taken away for spamming.
This has got me thinking that I'm annoying. And that was proof.
I'm really lost on what to do, part of me wants to leave and take a break, part of me wants to have a nap right now, and part of me wants to cry.
Yeah like this.

I spammed pictures. I seriously have changed the way a view myself. Even the people I know will probably agree with me.
In short. I want to just disappear, because I'm downright annoying.
One of the only people who understand my "jokes" is Rammyzonz .
Yea we know each other.
I'm rather annoyed at myself because I was warned that it would get taken away.
But I thought they were joking.
I tried to laugh it off-
I just don't like myself.