*contains DDLC spoilers; if you don't want spoilers and you haven't watched or played DDLC please ignore this chapter*

So earlier Blackie and I were talking..

He told me that I was like Monika.
So I thought about it, and I was like..

Whoa, that's actually really true.

He mentioned the fact that Monika loves the main character and later learns that the best thing to do to someone you love is to let them go.

And...

Please don't hate me for this...
...but I kind of had/have a small crush on him.

I never told anyone about it until one day he asked if anyone loved him more than platonically. I explained I did like him, but I decided not to confront him about it since he already has a significant other that he loves.

I don't know who she is, but I still respect them being together. I want them to be together, even. She makes him happy, and that's what I want. I want my friends to be happy.

I hope you're okay with me saying all this, Blackie...

But anyways, the more I thought about me and Monika, the more I realized how similar we are.

We both love and play piano.

We both know (well, she eventually knows) how to let go of the ones we love.

Even our names are similar.

It's creepy...
One time I was doing a self-insert roleplay with my friend.

Even in that roleplay, I started acting a lot like Monika...
Just...whoa.

I really am like her...

I'm like a lot of fictional characters.

But yeah...
Just wanted to get those thoughts off my chest.