I'm convinced that at least one boy in my class couldn't care less about me.

Earlier he and a couple of my friends were talking about something and I could hear them, and when I asked for them to change the subject because the subject they were talking about something that made me very uncomfortable, he said, "Why don't you just cover your ears so we can talk?"

Despite feeling insulted (because my weak self gets offended easily), I covered my ears, and could still hear them.

I decided to keep quiet to avoid making him hate me more.

...wow, 2018 has been a really bad year for so many people.
Usually my years aren't that bad, but this year's a complete train wreck so far.

So many bad things going on...

I just want to curl up in a ball and cry and scream and shut out the world...