So this morning i got the rest of my braces out and got my retainers

Yaaaay im stuck with more stuff in my mouth for the rest of my life -_-
Sorry I'm not rly in that good of a mood rn...im kinda bored

Ijdk rn...

I've been feeling kinda discouraged for a while for no reason...

It's been so obvious people like me and like what I do and wanna spend time with me, but...
...I don't want that.

I just wanna be on my own, but everyone wants me to be with them...

It's overwhelming...

I'm really in a music mood rn, but an accident happened where someone stepped on my headphones (im not mad about it, i have more at home, and they apoligized and offered to pay for it, but i declined the offer bc..it's just headphones. Who cares?) so i cant listen to music...

I'm bored...

I'm tired...

I wanna be alone...

I should hide my emotions...
Why didn't I learn that by now?

Wow, I'm not just like Monika.

I'm like Sayori too.

Because my happy thoughts, all in bottles, are shattered all over the floor.

No happy thoughts any more.

Only hxppy thxughts.