Lay- you know, what's wrong? Then why always ask?

Lu han- I don't know, I don't know, what to ask. I always hope that you have other things to think about, but you always stuck on one thing.

Why don't you just go and talk with him, whom is related.

Lay- I can't, you know, I can't. How much I want to tell him that, all songs I write, I sing.. He is inspiration to all of them. He inspired me.

Tears starting to fall down.

Lay- I love him so fcking much. So much.

Lu han- Don't cry. You should talk to him as soon as possible. Okay?

Lay- mhmm, I'll try. But I don't know his feelings. What if-

Lu han- Shut up, lay. Stop your fcking "ifs". You have to be ready for the reaction and result. Whatever he says you have to respect his decisions. Okay.

Lu han- even if you are nodding, I can't see you through the phone. So yes or no?

Lay ( laughing) - yes.

Lu han- You said he is inspiration of your all song?

Lay( smiling fondly) - yes.

Lu han- even the " peach"?

Lay ( blushing) - stop it, hyung.

Lu han ( laughing loudly) - okay, okay. I'll talk to you later. I have to go now. Bye. Take care. And don't over think.

Lay- yeah. I will and you take care too.

I sigh.

I open google and search on it about me and Suho.

I read a article about me wearing same tank top as Suho, in the picture.

People saying that I wear it to support him, and all EXO for the album.

Yeah, that's true too, but all things I do, that for specially for Suho.

I don't know how people find out, that I like him, but why didn't he.

I growl.

Lu han hyung said the right think, not to over think.

But I can't stop it, I can't help it. He is always in my thoughts, in my songs.

He is everywhere in my life.

But I don't know, is it same for him? Am I in his thoughts too?

I don't know, even a one thing.

I see my mobile vibrating.

I pick up the call, that was from Kai.

Lay- Hello, Kai, Good morning.

Kai- hello, Lay. Good morning. We'll celebrate Chanyeol's birthday, tomorrow. you coming, right?

I want to say "No", but then I remember what Lu han hyung said. I have to talk to Suho.

Lay- yeah. I'm coming today.

Kai- Okay.

As I ready him to cut the call. He call my name again.

Kai- Wait, Lay. Suho hyung want to talk to you.

My breath hitch and heart beat races, as I hear his name.

Lay- okay.

I hear my angels voice after it. After a long time.

Suho- Hello Lay, Good morning. Are you coming?

I heard Kai saying:

Kai- Damn hyung, I asked the same thing, you can ask me this.

Suho shushed him.

Lay( laughing)- No.

Suho- what? Why not? You have to come.

He whines like a little kid.

Oh, God, I like him so much. I'm missing him so much.

Lay- I'm coming. It's Chanyeol's birthday. No reason to not come.

And for you too. You are my real reason to come there.

How badly I want him to tell this, but I can't. But I will.

Suho- yeah. Mhmm. Okay. Bye.

He says every word, like whispering and pauses after every word. I don't know what's wrong with him.

Lay- yeah. Bye. Take care.

He cut the call.

I smile getting up from my bed.

His voice ringing in my head, like a song. My favorite song.

I had to bathroom to take shower and getting ready to go airport and take my flight to Korea.

I'm so excited and happy to meet him. And also my friends.

And Sehun too. He and Luhan are the only Two persons of my life, who knows that I like Suho.

Not just like. I fcking Love him.

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I step out from airport and get in the Car that heads to our SM building.

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I get in the Dorm room, as I arrived.

Chanyeol- LAY.

Chanyeol screams as he comes out from the kitchen and run towards me and hugs me, tightly.

Baek- stop Channie, you are killing him.

And he leaves me, but grinning widely, like he get awarded for something.

Lay- Thank you, Baek. You saves me like, always.

Baek comes and hugs me.

Baek- That's my work, I'm your saviour. You know that.

I nod and smile. He is really, always saves me from Chanyeol's hyper behavior. But he's not less then him. But I love both of them.

Chanyeol- I'm just happy and excited to see you.

Lay- yeah, I know that. I'm happy to see you and baek too. Where is all members?

I look around to see Suho and all.

??- BOOO~~

I heard loud voice behind me, that startles me.

I jump and fall down on that person.

And FCK. It's Suho.

He just stares at me laughing. My heard beat speed up, as I hear his laughing and and feel him so close to me.

His laughing is like a melody. His lips is like so kissable. Like they inviting me, and wants my lips to meet his.

I quickly get up, and shook the idea from my head.

He laughs, and I hear everyone is coming from, where they hiding, laughing.

Chen is laughing, clutching his stomach. Like he heard the funniest song ever.

Chanyeol laughing and clapping, like a little kid.

All members laughing normally. Kyungsoo just smiling.

And there's Sehun, looking at me and giving me "are you okay" look. He is looking concern. I think LuHan told him.

I give him a smile. And nods.

He nods back.

And I turn to suho again.

Lay- So, what we going to do, today. We have much time. And don't tell me to rest. I rested in airplane. I'm okay now.

Suho- I'm out. You all can play. I'll be busy today.

Before I ask, kai comes and says:

Kai- yeah, suho hyung has date today. Leave him. We can do fun, without him.

Suho smiles, looking down.

So, that's why Sehun was looking worried, before.

The FCK is going on.

How am I going to confess now.

Kai drags me to sit, but I shake my head as No and leave the leaving room and runs towards my room.

I hear my name being called, by all.

I close the door behind me as I enter in my room. That I and Sehun share.

I hear a knock on my door.

Sehun- Lay hyung, Can I come?

I hear Sehun's voice and I say a "yes" and he comes in.

He walks closer and hugs me.

I starts crying, putting my head on his shoulder.

He tries to calm me, by soothing my back.

Sehun- shush hyung. It will be better soon. Everything will be okay.

Lay- the hell will be okay. He is dating someone. No one, no fcking one told me that. I come here, I thought I'll confess him. But he is already dating someone.

Sehun- Dating, not marrying someone.
Hyung, understand this. You still have a chance.

Lay- but he is straight. And-

He cuts me off, but what he says after it, surprises me:

Sehun- He is dating a boy, hyung.

Lay- what? He never said he's gay.

Sehun- he says he doesn't want to put any label on him. And only Exo members and some people knows. We don't want managers and other outsider to know about this. It will cause problems to us.

Lay- okay, let's take it as a good thing. But someone date another person because they like them. Then he's liking him, whoever he's dating.

Sehun- but why don't you try hyung. You still have a chance. And be positive hyung, you are better than anyone.

Lay- by the way. Who is he dating?

Sehun- it's taehyung.

Lay- from BTS.

Sehun nods. And then leaves.

I have to talk to him. I have to fcking talk to him.

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Hello, my angels.

I hope you like this. This idea just comes up, after watching EXO and BTS interactions.

This needs Second part. I update it soon.

Love you all.