Me: has 5 projects and 3 exams
Also me: presumes to write somewhat hard Lawlight Smut

The door clicked and was locked right after. It was technically useless since they were alone in their house, but still. This was their night, and only theirs. They had waited so long for this. It was the same but so different. So much closer. Legs hugging his waist stronger, hands tangled in hair and lips pressed against each other.

"Shall we take this to the bedroom?",the raven haired asked as his lips moved to his partner's throat, leaving small bites and red spots. Oh, he'd look so beautiful covered in love bites on every inch of his soft, flawless skin, marked for eternity with who he belonged to.

"Y- You can take me wherever you want",the teen answered and loosened his tie while tilting his head to the side to give his lover more space, "Just let me take off the suit first. I don't want it to get wrinkly"

The man chuckled, knowing how typical it was for Light to try and stay focused and organized, despite how needy he was right now. Another thing he adored so much about the other one- but tonight he wasn't giving him what he wanted, not fully at least.

The man threw the tie to the ground carelessly and continued to carry the brown haired to their bed, plopping him down on the soft mattress with himself on top. Long and slim legs stroke the man's sides while talented hands found their way to his shoulders. Light knew exactly what he had to do to make L lose his mind, and he would not hold back tonight. If L was playing games, then he could, too.

His hand went back and played with his collar, his voice low and seductively:"Why don't we shorten the wait and you help me undress myself? I know you want to have me naked on this bed right now, hot and needy, legs spread, just waiting for you to fuck me~"

Buttons were opened. "That does sound rather pleasurable, I have to admit. But who could resist with someone as beautiful and flawless as you beneath him, so very horny for me, and the way you moan when I tell you how good you are... who wouldn't want to pound you into the mattress?"

Oh, he wanted to play hard. And Light did not intend on letting him win so easily, therefor he'd hold back every sound of pleasure that formed in his throat, no matter how wonderful L's touch and every less piece of clothing on his body felt.

His coat and shirt landed on some dresser and he guided L's hands down to his pants that were rather needless now. He let out a deep sigh as the man kissed down his torso while opening belt and zipper, pants sliding down his wonderful legs, pushing his lower body up against his partner. A pale hand teasingly pressed his warm crotch and he threw a hand over his mouth to not moan. How could he be melting under this man's touch like this...

"But as much as I'd like to take you right now, I have to take of my clothes first",and with that L left and turned his back to Light, who was laying on the bed with only shorts- that were way too tight right about now- on, legs still cocked and an expression of pure disbelief. How dare he make him this hot and then just leave like that.

And the man wasn't even thinking about hurrying up. Oh no, he was taking his sweet time and enjoying how pissed Light got at that. What was this, some kind of asserting dominance move? Useless, Light didn't even want to top L regarding sex, and why would he, he had a perfectly fine functioning brain and the thought of not being beneath L had no place in there. Well, maybe the thought, but not more, he loved his part despite whatever he might say, and the other knew that just as well.

He slowly moved his elegant body to his lover and shortly played with his soft black hair before standing right in front of him and letting his hands roam over the slightly taller body, resting on his waist and undoing the belt, then going down on his knees.

"Light, what are you doing?"

"Oh nothing, just keep undressing yourself. I'll be entertaining myself a bit"

"And this entertaining involves me?"

"Of course it does. Everything I hope to be doing tonight involves both of us, so if you'd keep doing what you were doing just now that would be very helpful. The sooner you're done, the more we can do, so please"

He grabbed the zipper with his teeth and pulled it down, using hands to slightly shove away pants and boxers. Delicately, he took the man's cock into his hand and licked the tip, then driving his pink tongue along it, earning a soft moan from L in response. Head bobbing up and down, red lips touching the soft flesh.

Light was very talented at a lot of things, and luckily giving blowjobs was one of them. His first try was like burned into his memory and although it wasn't bad, he forced himself to always be better than it. He was unexperienced and literally relied on every of L's movements and sounds, despite how minimal they may have been. It was basically just guessing what might feel good and reading small signs right, more concentrating than anything else on Light's side. He was partly to blame because he thought too much instead of just following what felt right, but he'd never admit it because he makes no mistakes. Especially not regarding sex- though he did almost choke once while trying to deep throat, but we don't talk about that.

Mainly because he was now so good at it that he simply didn't want to be remembered of his fuck ups, and also because he was so embarrassed about it that he wasn't sure how he'd ever look into L's eyes again. But L's soft praise soothed all his worries because if this man loved and treasured him and all he did, what was there to be afraid of?

Light was pretty sure that he didn't even have a gag reflex anymore, and if he did, then he never noticed, at least not in times like this. But you could never be too sure, so the boy decided to take the dick in his mouth all the way in, for research purposes of course. A long, deep moan confirmed him how well he was doing this, as well as a hand grabbing his hair tighter and tugging him even closer. He really didn't have a gag reflex. Really. He could swallow without any problem, just moaning and doing what he knew he was good at. No, perfect. Yes, perfect was fitting for him. Perfect was the only thing that would ever satisfy him. He was perfect. And they were perfect. They were so perfect together.

"You really know what you're doing aren't y- ow, careful with your teeth! ...mh, I see how it is. Are you too exhausted to continue the night like this?",L teased and Light shook his head immediately, letting go of him. "I'm fine, and I'd be even better if you would finally fuck me somewhere",the brown haired answered with a hoarse voice and stood up, not even trying to hide the bulge in his pants, "I don't care where, but I want it now. I want you now. I want you inside me right now"

"Oh so needy Light, craving my body like this, moaning so loud just because I tell you how wonderful you suck my cock, how your beautiful hands cling to me and how I love it when your perfect legs quiver the more you want it",long, pale fingers stroke down his sides and hands grabbed his butt, "Or how your soft lips tremble when I whisper into your ear like now, how hot your flawless skin gets when I hold you like this"

Light did his absolute best to try and keep his breathing steady, but he knew he couldn't take this for much longer, especially not when a thumb stroke across his lips as a demand to open his mouth for him. But was it really loosing if he gave in now? He'd get what he wanted, so technically he was winning. Not only technically, he was winning no matter how he looked at it. So why not start his triumph right now?

"Please",he begged and looked at L with eyes filled with pure lust, "Please take me right now, I need you. I need you so bad. Make me yours, in every way, leave your marks all over me and claim what is yours, but please... just fuck me..."

The man smirked and picked up his lover, carrying him back to bed and getting rid of his disrupting underwear. His own clothes were long gone and laid somewhere in the room, but that was the last thing they were thinking about now. Cold lube ran down his pale fingers, before it made the other one's body cool down.

How long he had waited for this, for all of this. It felt like a dream, a wonderful dream that you had right before you woke up but then couldn't remember anything about it. Just that this was no dream, but in case it was, Light hoped to never wake up again. He wouldn't trade this for anything in the world. But his world was right here with him. This man, he, and their unbelievable love for each other. That was all he wanted. All he needed. And no one could take it away from him, from them. Only themselves.

"You look so beautiful",the raven haired whispered and pressed a kiss against his lover's soft thigh. Light was probably the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen with his own eyes. And the knowledge that he was not only sharing the bed but also his life with such a beautiful creature filled him with happiness he never thought of himself having. Everything that had led up to this point had a reason, and despite how senseless or cruel it may have been, it was supposed to be like this.

That may sound a bit selfish. People died to have this moaning man beneath him, but their sacrifices were necessary and wouldn't be forgotten. That still sounded selfish. Perhaps it really was, selfish. Maybe it was supposed to be, selfish. Yet everyone was selfish, was it once or their entire life. Why shouldn't he be then? And if being selfish in some parts was the way to win Light, then he would be.

Tender kisses up the man's body, red love bites marking his way. Collarbones bragging with soft bite marks, neck stretched like an invitation to be kissed, wet lips parted, breathing puffed. Golden eyes looking at the dark ones atop of him, he smiled and whispered so quiet for only L to hear.

"I've never slept with a married man before~"

"Neither have I, Mr. Lawliet"

His smile grew brighter and he pulled his husband down for a kiss. "I love you",he breathed against the pale lips.

"I love you more"

"I doubt that"

"Doubt it as much as you want, I know that I do"

"Then prove it to me"

"And how should I do that?"

Light leaned closer to L so that their noses were touching, lips only an hairbreadth apart, voice clear and soft:"Love me, L. Make love to your husband for the first time and never stop. Show me how much you want me, now and always. Just don't leave me and never let me leave"

Oh, they'd rather die than leave each other. No matter how much they could annoy each other, they would get so bored alone. And if they'd love each other even more after each fight, than all was worth it. They were meant to be together, connected by something deeper than humans could understand. If soulmates existed, than they'd found them.

Hands clasped together and where once chains were now rings clinked together, hips moving up and down steadily. Light felt a moan escape his mouth as a spot inside him was hit and instinctively pushed his hips high up and threw his head back. L knew every part of him, wether that was a good thing was debatable but right now, it was wonderful. He felt hands grabbing his legs and putting them on strong shoulders, his own hands now tangled in long, black hair.

"Louder, Light. You need to let me know if you like it",he whispered before pounding into him and hitting his prostate harder. The brown haired bit his lip purposefully to not moan, because he would not give L that pleasure so easily. He had to earn Light's delight.

"Aw, why won't you let me hear your wonderful voice?",he asked in a sensual tone and slowly stroke his lover's erection, while hitting his prostate again, this time from a slightly different angle, now whispering directly into Light's ear, "You know that I love to hear you. Especially when you moan, oh, you sound so perfect. I could do nothing but fuck you all day just to hear you make those beautiful sounds. You want me so much, don't you? No, you need me. You know it just as well as I do, no need to stay quiet"

"L, ah...",he bit his lip again. Truly fascinating what power this man held over him.

"See, it's not that difficult. How very needy you are, Light, and I haven't even started. You know what I can do, do to you. You won't feel your legs tomorrow, be reminded of me inside you with every move you make, does that sound good to you? Do you want that?"

"L... ah, fuck me"

"Then moan",another hit. Another stroke.

"Aaah! L! Ah, harder. Fuck me harder!"

"There we go...",the man said and put his now sticky hand back to Light's bruised hip, marked for all eternity from their countless nights spent together. He quickened his pace and pounded harder into his partner, who was soon a moaning mess beneath him. Light was beautiful, yes, without any doubt. But like this, when he let his facades fall and his instincts take over, just for this short time, he was even more than beautiful. A human so godlike. A god so humanlike. So much more than a simple mind could understand.

And Light? Light was in pure bliss. That was really all right now. A smiling, moaning mess. He was so incredibly happy. That a man like L, no, that L had found had and fallen in love with him. That L had chosen him. That he could feel so safe with L. That he didn't have to be afraid of anything. That he didn't feel so alone anymore, and never would again. That made him very happy.

And he would indeed not feel his legs tonight, or tomorrow, if he was lucky the day after tomorrow. But he really, really didn't mind. It was a great start into their marriage.

Slowly, apart from heavy breathing, it was all quiet again. Numb legs fell back onto the bed, grip on hair loosening but not completely letting go. Instead stroking it, admiring its softness, despite how wild it looked. He smiled, grinned, and laughed. A pure, beautiful laugh he had.

"What makes you laugh, my love?",a caring voice asked softly and stroke golden bangs out of the man's eyes. He wanted to know, yet didn't need to know. All that mattered was that Light was happy, and that he made him happy. That was the best thing to ever experience.

"I just...",he breathed with a bright smile on his face, looking into L's dark eyes, a wonderful void consuming him and all he was, "I love you so, so much, L. I love you. For staying with me, for not letting me go, for marrying me, for loving me. And for so much more"

Their lips met again. Their kiss not filled with lust, but with pure love and adoration. Their lips fitted together so well, their hands were made to hold each other, and their hearts beat in the same rhythm.

It was them against the rest of the world. It always had been, even when they were unaware of the other one's existence. It was always them, and it would always be. They were meant to be. Meant to be together. And if the world pulled them apart, they'd pull themselves back together in a new world. It was one soul in two bodies. Two bodies laying in each other's arms.

"And I love you even more, even if you don't believe it. You have no idea how lucky I am being able to call something as beautiful as you mine. I'll never leave you, Light Lawliet. I will never leave your side, and if it costs my life"

"Don't say that. As much as I feel honored, don't die before I do. Please"

"I can't guarantee that, even if I want to. But I promise you here and now, that no harm will come to you as long as you are with me, and I will always do so again"

"I love you, L. I love you"

"I still love you more, Light"

Yet all of their promises were empty.
They didn't know.
Fate did.