Jeonghan

The way she smiles, it feels like she added lives to my poor life. No matter how much I wanted to look at her, catch her doing something random, wanted to look at her again and again with more excuses, I want to see her again.

That day, Kkuma was the main excuse so that I could see her, but she didn't check Kkuma, and hearing her voice before she left the clinic made me crave for her voice more, it feels like she could talk endlessly and I could still hear her talk about anything random.

Her smile when she looked at Kkuma, I can never ever forget, it feels like my heart remembers every detail of her, the way she looked at Kkuma, the way her eyes softened when she was patting Kkuma, the way her eyes lashes were curled, the way she looked at me when I let out that small laugh and how much I wanted to tell her 'you made me smile, you made me feel better and terrible at the same time, what did you do to me and then asking how are you? I would gladly tell you, I felt like I was being tortured in hell each passing second ever since I saw you that day, slowly I was going insane because I don't even know you.' but I laughed instead.

I sighed and kept the pen on the table. It's been only four days since I saw her leave that day and even after meeting her twice, I still don't know her name, all the brief moments I had with her, everything feels like they were the best moments in my life. Her smile was the reason I felt so relieved. I can't explain everything which was going inside me.

I need to get coffee, I want to clear my head, everything was messing up my brain lately, and things I was feeling ever since I saw her... was making me so overwhelmed at times. Simply because I never felt these feelings, having crushes were normal in high school but right now the way she was distracting was just something else. I took a deep breath and decided to go out. I'll come back soon anyways.

I wanted to get coffee from the office at first then something inside my heart told me to go out. I went down to the parking lot and got inside my car. I drove to a café I spotted randomly and I love the environment there, it's peaceful. I took Seungcheol thrice there and he said he loved the place. I wanted to go there today; I had to clear my head anyways. There was an unknown nervousness inside me today.

I got in and went to stand in the queue because I will take my usual drink. The moment I entered; a familiar aroma welcomed me which instantly gave me relief; I felt so much better. Daisy smiled at me when she saw me standing infront of me.

"Usual one?" I nodded at her words and she smiled at me.

I paid and went to sit in my usual spot, it felt nice. I was scrolling through my phone at first and then started looking at the customers in the queue, and someone familiar caught my eyes. I felt I was hallucinating about everything and how could be she here and what is she doing here but then why can't she be here? and of course, she came to eat or drink something here, why am I even surprised?

A smile crept on my face when I saw her moving slowly and a soft chuckle came out from me. Why she has to be this adorable?

"Seems like you found something cute" I snapped my head to look at the waiter, who served me coffee just now, "and why do you think that, Kevin?" I looked at him.

"Your face says it all" and he left, I started wondering, how do I look? Was it that obvious that I was looking at her?

A sudden noise snapped me out of my thoughts, I looked and saw a girl, to be specific 'her', and a guy who seems like he spilled his coffee on her. The moment I noticed her white shirt, which was stained I didn't think twice before running towards her.

That guy was about to touch her and she stepped back; thankfully I reached in time, and put my coat on her. Her shirt was white and the stained coffee made it look worse... I looked at the guy who was looking at her, which made me uncomfortable as well. I was glad my coat covered the stained part.

"Be careful from next time" I looked at the guy.
"Sorry, I'll be careful" he apologized to her, "It's okay, be careful next time" I could say she was trying her best to smile.

The guy who spilled coffee on her apologized again and then gave me a look before leaving that area.

"Are you okay?" she turned to look at me.
"Yes, I am" she was about to take off my coat, "Thank you for this but it's-

"Don't take it off,"
"No, it's fine."

"I'm not fine and if you see your shirt is white" she looked flustered, "So, you don't need to take it off." This was the first time I saw her flustered and since it's a 'no lie' thing with her, she looked so adorable and precious; that I would do anything to see this flustered face again. "Wait a minute" and she started walking, towards the washroom.

I followed her silently, and waited outside the female washroom, she came out with a face, I couldn't read. Was she sorry or panicking or angry; this told me, I needed to study her expressions more to understand her.

"I need to change this shirt," she was still wearing my coat, on her white shirt, "I'll take you home if you're okay." She shook her head, "I can't go home right now, it's far and I've to submit assignments today and I've to attend two classes today, they are very important."

"But you can't go like this, you're probably uncomfortable. Or do a thing, keep this coat with you. It's fine." She looked at me, with eyes widen. "No, no, I can't do that at all Jeonghan" and there she says my name. How could my name sound so beautiful when she says it, "You can keep this coat, it's totally fine with me and you need it more"

"No Jeonghan, I can't do that and I think it's already stained a bit because the coffee was hot and fresh. I'll go to my friend's house, she lives nearby" she was looking worried, I wanted to tell her it was fine. She can keep it and what if one coat is stained, I can get it cleaned and buy more coats.

"Let me take you there then," she shook her head again, but there was no way I would want her to go out being this uncomfortable and with people outside "It's fine, I'll take the bus or book a cab"

"I'll take you, I can do this much at least and I won't suggest you to go out and travel like this." after insisting a bit she finally gave in.

"Let's go then" she nodded, "Let me go and grab my stuffs" I nodded and smiled at her.

Author's Note:

Here's a double update and gyujinbiased I told you yesterday, see sjjssj I finally did double update for fluff uwu, hope you like it <3

happy reading :)