I have been here for one week now. All these wires inside me helping me to live. That's what the doctors say at least. The pain is increasing though. Every day.

The physical pain of the disease as well as the pain in my heart.

You know the pain when you know that the person you want to be there for you, in your health as well as sickness, your happy and sad. Basically everything. And is not with you. Like, he's yours but not yours.
On paper, he is yours. But in heart he's someone else's.

That's what i felt. I had married him 3 years ago. On our wedding night, he left for the states. Leaving me alone. I stayed quite. Because i knew , he married me to make his mother happy. But his happiness was not me. It was someone else. His girlfriend.
They're coming for celebrating Christmas in one week. I hope i get to say goodbye to him. Atleast then, I'll die peacefully.

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Okay so, I know it's not much but yeah. I want to write as much as I can and not force myself.
There will be days when I write long days and there will when i write short ones.

Just a quick note that this subject. Cancer. Is very sensitive to me. And might be for many of you.
The idea of the story was a random one but very clise to the heart.

Stay happy and be positive.

Vote and comment. You will right?

Love,

Taurazee