Life, full of sorrow, little little happiness I get, replaced with hollowful sorrows. Life is not easy for me at all, tried to make those little things meaningful for me, to take all the happiness I get to make me live enough of the life I could live.

No one could understand me, no one can love me the way i love myself but me loving myself is not enough for me. It's almost not enough that I'm craving for other's love and still loving my crush hoping for him to love me in return but what I get is heartbreaks 💔

Gone the yet innocent, shy girl from childhood, replaced with yet a mature, bold, brave and beautiful only to herself, knows how she put a facade of it to the world outside but yet.... Deep down; she's hurt, by her loved ones, she's broken by heart, by her unsuccessful love for him and towards her, she's trust broken, the one she trusts blindly ended uo hurting her directly or indirectly. The one who seems nice to her are mostly the ones having a double face towards her.

The one, which most likely made her fall into the deep pit, called depression, was education pressured through family problems. They had pressured her to get good scores or not will get the family problems through it. How she wished, oh how she wished the family member she loved the most hadn't betrayed her and 'them'at all. This made her kill within herself many times.

She was always hurted either intentionally or unintentionally by others, really affected her socially & mentally. The one she respected, starting to ignore her in eithet way because of.... 'REASON UNKNOWN'.

Some think of me as not worth enough. For all of these matters, my self booster is crying : under the shower, in the bed and scream without noise for no one to hear but myself. Also, writing like this really makes me feel enough good and makes me forget who I am.

Even since I'm most likely a drama queen 👑, only to my best friends, I had managed to mask up all my emotions. I'm most likely to indulge myself in a drama, script it, direct it, act in it and produce it. I really forget most of the life I'm living now because of the thing Im passion of doing, but I have no freedom of choosing my own career for my future as that is the only thing makes me happy always.

Not to really forget, late nights where I love to stay awake, thinking of life and the happenings of today, the mistakes to be fixed in future, all of these kept safe within me and my nights and my room. Just thinking on how to have my future planned, i forget the life I'm living now and planning everything to go in order as if had ever happened at least once.

Life isn't always too easy or too hard, but situations make you look through that perspective. This is me, signing in, GK, inviting you to join this book, The late nights with GK 🌃, to share me your thoughts of life, whether its sad or happy, or maybe even things you want to open up of. Whatever is said here, stays here as I respect everyone's privacy. You can stay as anonymous. I wouldn't mine but I would say, I can help you and we too, can embark on this jourmey and adventure call LIFE, together.

This is GK here! Hope to meet some of you who really have situations like this or maybe worse or not at all! I welcome everyone here!!!  Will start to reply to ur comments as soon as I can once I have a good amount of readers reading this book!  This is just me sharing my experience of life as a teenager.

Also inspired by thehappygurlxx U inspired me a lot with ur late night book! Love ya!!

sanorita_22 do read this book written by ur sisso! Love you for being with me during my hard times!!!

Till then,
Good Late Night,  🌃
My Dear Late Nighters...
Your Friend GK  ♥