dear depression,

hey. how are you today?
what are you gonna do to make me feel like a worthless person.
a failure.
alone.
sad.
scared.

most of the people who wake up in the morning have something to look forward too.
like maybe their friends at school
maybe their boyfriend or girlfriend.
or maybe they have a really good breakfast.
they tell themselves "today is gonna be great."
everyday when i wake up tho.,
it's "what are you going to mess up today".
and when i get to school
i sit on the bleachers alone.
no friends, no boyfriends, no nothing.
just alone.

i kinda start to feel that, everyone around me is moving on and doing good & im the only person who's stuck.
at  school.
home,
party's,
everywhere i go.