I pushed and stressed

Now I'm hopeless

I can't keep going

You can't convince me

Perseverance

It's what made me like this

I'm empty of life

I'm trying to hide

My vibrant times

Are dulled of light

Sands, they fly away

Not connected, they don't stay

They are deprived

They can't keep life

Maybe I'm truly fine

But I doubt it's not a lie

Even I can't tell myself

When I'm gray, and when I'm well

Darker than gray

See what I made?

Isn't it pretty?

It's where red and black meet

My heart will bleed

Where red and black meet

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This is where I am gonna say I am up to date on my poems. At the time I started this collection, I hadn't written all of the ones that will be/were posted, but that feels like too long ago to say those were up to date. Anyways, here is the up to date spot, everything after will be my current personal struggles.

I don't post all of my poems because some of them I have deemed too personal or graphic, but I do post most of them. They are my personal experiences in life and comments are welcome. 

However, if you criticize my content I will not tolerate it because this is my persona life I am sharing. I would be more than happy to take constructive criticism on my style or format.

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I'll just have two author's notes because I wrote that one a while ago, but I like it. Any who, I have 6 views and I'm in awe. I thought I would get like 10 or something. (thx ily Holly for views and votes gorl).

Also anyways, STEVEN UNIVERSE THE MOVIE HAS ME SHOOK.

           Have a great year! <3