I feel it closing in

Like a rushing wind

It pulls and tears

And I'm swallowed in fears

It rushes past

Yet always lasts

I can't escape

It's coming for me

Silence follows

It won't last long though

I know it will come

As it always does

It never fails

I hear the gale

I did my part

And now it starts

Doesn't matter why

I'll always just cry

I can't go back

I always lack

They say I'll be fine

But they can't see inside

I'll perform, as usual

Maybe I'll be fooled too

No one notices the trains

The race in my mind everyday

They carry my thoughts

But not what I've been taught

They plow through my life

Bringing all my strife

I'm never out of stock

In fact, I usually have a bit too much

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My lazy ass doesn't want to reformat this whole thing. Anywho, I was proofreading this and I resonated with this again since I wrote it, which doesn't happen usually. I'm not doing the best bc of some drama at school.

(had a meltdown at school.....oops)

Have a better day/night than I did! <3