It won't stop

I wait to drop

I tear myself apart to waste my days

I always "long" for different ways

I'll always fall again

I will never fit in

But do I want that?

Do I know if I can?

My brain says no

I won't let go

It holds me fast

It will outlast

I was born this way

It is literally my DNA

My chemicals deny

I'll just watch the night

Let's talk about it

If my heart will permit

But I'll fall in love

You're not the only one

I keep it down

It's now my ground

Without it I fall

So I'll scramble

To find a love

And stay above

My endless abyss

Of emptiness

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Y'all, this is my last draft on here......Idk how to feel. But I am going on hiatus after this so I guess it's not as important. I posted why, and I don't feel like rephrasing it here so you can see it on my account convo thingy.

I hope y'all have a great week! <3

My dumbass is gonna go on hiatus the day before my birthday so the few people who would wish me happy birthday can't. >.<

ALSO, how did this get 180 views???????????????????? I SHOOK