Hello Dazzlers, 

How are you all? Long time, but it's going to change. I will be back soon. All the bad things happened in my life shattered me. Some good things also happened, but when your heart's bleed you can't just feel good with some sweet memories. 

Shit happens. I know. I should be overcome with my baggage, but it's not easy. we can give advice so easily that just put the bad things behind and move forward, well in reality it's not that easy. 

I will come back soon. But before that just enjoy the update. (Not edited.) Sorry for any grammatical or spelling mistakes. 

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Manik

What she had been thinking? No. Impossible. I was going to punch when the door cracked and I saw a shadow moved behind me.

"She is leaving."

I flinched as the words hit me deeply. Fuck. I hold the punching bag for a minute and then went to grab the towel. I tied to steady myself, and ignored him. "So?"

"Damn, don't you want to see her?"

"No. I don't want to see her. And why should I? It was her fucking idea not mine, and I didn't approve." My voice vibrating through the room. "But I am surprised that you all agreed with her.! Why Cabir? When you all know what she is offering is a death wish."

"But there is no other solution. What will you do? You can only do two things. One is surrender to your father and second, lose her to your father, but in a way both are the same things."

"And it's not?" I snapped.

"No. Manik don't think like a lover boy, but a leader." I glared at him. "I know you didn't like the idea and we also don't but just think if you bring her to him and make him believe that she was found in a random place then there might be chance that he will believe you, and considered. Then you can have your time to put him back in his real place. Just think. And please go to her. She needs you." He patted my back and left the room.

I placed the towel on the couch and looking at the floor like it was the most interesting thing.

I know he has a point, and I can fully understand. But how could I lead her to the lion's cage? He will fucking kill her. But slowly for his pleasure so he could see me burn with her everyday. I wished it was never happened, and I met Nandini in different circumstance. Her innocent face came to my mind.

So sweet. So innocent.

How could someone hurt her? she was born to shower in love, not hate. If it wasn't her parents then she wouldn't have to face all of this. But in a way I was grateful to them, because of their hate I met this wonderful girl who only knows how to love— how to mend the broken things when she was all shattered in pieces from inside. Cabir's word rang through me, and I close my fist tightly.

Without any thought, I went to our room hopefully and as always I found her sitting behind the couch all curled up tightly and crying. I regretted for shouting at her.

I went to sit beside her and like always she shift from me. "Nandini." She turned around more, refused to see me. Fuck, no idea how to handle this shit, then why did you have to shout at her when you couldn't fucking handle the mess? I never had been in this situation where I would be... fuck.

"Nandini, I am sorry." She shook her head, still not facing me. I really fucked up. "I am really sorry. Just listen to me."

"No." Thank god, at least she responded.

"Fuck, Nandini. I was afraid." I stood up, couldn't control my emotion anymore. I was tired of hiding behind this coldness. "I was afraid." I repeated.

"Why?" She faced me, and the look in her eyes killed me.

Taking a deep breath I sit beside her again. "Because I Love You. And I am not ready to lose you."

"You are not going to lose me." She held my face, and I took the feel of her touch.

"You don't know him. He is the monster."

"But you are my angel, and I know you will save me from the monster." I looked at her eyes and the trust she was giving to me was melting my heart. But could i? After all I am my father's son. What if I turned up like him and hurt her? No.

"I am no angel, vermin. I am my father's son." I tried to turn my face from her.

"Yes. You are no angel from heaven, but from hell in a twisted way. But that's not the matter here. And I don't care if you are angel or not. Because for me you are the person who love me."

"I do."

"Me too." She kissed my forehead and sat on my lap.

"Vermin!" I mumbled.

"Hmm." She was giving wet kisses all over my face.

"What are you doing?" I asked huskily, and tightened my grip on her waist. I was already hard for her. This little vermin had developed some poison inside her recently that it was hard to ignore her.

"Nothing, just feeling." She started to grind on me. Fuck. I groaned. Giving her support, I moved my one hand to fist her hair, turning her head I slammed my mouth to her. Fucking hell, it was too long that I taste her. She matched my move, continued to grind on me. I lowered her down slowly, and now I am on top of her. She smiled between the kiss, and urged me to move forward. Our hands roaming each other body that we didn't noticed we laid on the floor naked.

"Uh." She moaned beautifully.

I loved her moan. It sounds melodic in my ear. Taking one nipple in my mouth, I sucked hard. Her body ached, trusted forward to have more dissent, moving with her I caressed every fucking inch of her body. I lowered my one hand close to her core, stroking lightly in a endearing manner.

"Manik." She desperately screamed my name that brought smile on my face.

"Yes, screamed. Fucking screamed my name, vermin. Let the world know who owns you and your heart." I pushed into her. Oh my god. "Vermin, still too tight."

"Manik." She took my name as she agreed with me. I started to move. In and out. She scratched my back, telling me to move faster. Which I fucking did. I moved faster.

"Oh, come on, vermin. Come with me."

With a bliss, we came together. I took her in my arms and her head rested on my chest. I felt relaxed. When she was near me like that way, I felt like the happiest man in this world.

But soon it would change.

Would my fear get through me or I could clean this shit up?

Nandini

I stepped away from Manik, like was disgusted by him and he smiled evily at me before looking back at the manor. I had to pretend that I disliked him. No choice but to pretend only.

He warned me before, taught me how to act when I would reached the lion's cage. Tough for me, but not impossible. Growing up with a parents who literally sold me to a man who was a fucking monster, at least I could pretend that much. As I grew up, I learned horrible truth about life, but never understood and living with Manik helped me to understand how this world worked really. I know I didn't have to to do this. But for Manik... for us, I had to.

I tried to snatch my hand from him, and begged. "Please, let me go."

"Stop, you bitch." For a moment my heart stop, but then I recalled all was just a drama to gain his father's trust. "I don't know why my fucking father got obsess over this bitch."

"May be a good one."

"Good one? Fuck! She doesn't know anything rather than screaming. He had to have a fucking cry girl, and just for this shit, he thought I went against him. Now I found you girl, and you would be on his feet."

They all laughed at me, for a second I also believed his words. "Just let me go."

"I told you to shut up." He pulled me with him in a aggressive manner, that I stumbled. "Walk fast. No time for your slowness."

How rude! How dare he talked to me like that way? Without a thought I punched him hard on the face. Yeah you got what you deserve. Before I could dance in my victory, he pushed me to the wall.

"Never ever do that gain. Or else I would fucking kill you with my bare hands." He put pressure on my throat that I almost crack, and I could feel a salty water in my mouth. "Fucking bitch." I looked at him. His eyes were burning in pain but his face looked like a monster who would kill anything that crossed his path. And for now I was that thing.

"Stop, Manik. You will kill her." I barely saw the person, but I recognized his voice. It was Cabir.

"I fucking don't care. This shit need to die. A garbage like her---,"

Before he could say more vile words to me, a voice called his name harshly.

"MANIK."

His head turned aside, and slowly he left my throat, but didn't let go of my hand. His hand tightened around my wrist for a second, then he let me go.

"Dad."

"You bring her?" I couldn't get him. Did he ask or just shocked to see that his son bring me to him?

"I had to. I couldn't fucking take your accusation that I fucking let her go, so I had to bring her to you." Pulling me to him, he pushed me towards him. "Fucking take this shit."

"I am proud of you son." He looked at me for a second, eyes roaming over me. "That you bring her to me." he matched his Manik's eyes. He smiled a little but that didn't went well. His eyes looked cold like a lion. Like he had no mercy for anyone. Not for his son too.

For a second I thought I saw this eyes before. Then it hit me. Harshad! His eyes exactly look like Harshad. Just that Harshad eyes looked more bloodthirsty than him. I didn't dare to look back, but I wanted to... wanted to look at Manik, because I had no fucking clue about ultimate step.

"Come." I saw his father step forward and hugged Manik. A tear slipped from my eyes. I was hurt by his cruel words, and now he was hugging his father.

Nandini, It was all act. But why did it hurt so much?

"Stay with us for a while, son. I missed you."

"Me too dad."

What the hell was happening? It was supposed to be an act, then why this family scene? Manik gazed at me for a second and smiled evilly. Was he playing with me all the time? No.

No. He wouldn't do this to me. He loved me.

Loved?

Was this all a drama to him? I couldn't able to differentiate between the act and the reality. What was the truth?

No. Manik wouldn't ever do that. He wouldn't betray me. Then why was I having doubt? All the sweetness....ugh.

"Take her to the room, and don't forget to lock." His father ordered and left me with him. Manik looked at me with disgust, and then nodded to the other guy to bring me with him. Tears escaped from my eyes.

I was fooled by him!

He pushed me towards a room, it was dark and smelly. Yuck.

"Clean the room and fucking suit yourself." He snapped at me then turned to face the guy. "Don't give a shit without asking me. or else I will fucking smash you." He locked the door and left.

He made me fall in love with him and now... what was I supposed to believe? I thought to scream, but quit the thought. If I couldn't get answer then I would have explored. I tried to open the door but nothing.

Was this all a set up to hand me over to his father?

But he despised his father. He couldn't stand him then today...

I recalled the moment when his father eyes checking me out. Old sick bastard! How could he stand himself? I was like his daughter and he was lusting over me. I felt disgusted that I ran to the washroom and threw up.

Yuck.

He made me sick.

Waling to the room I laid on the bed.

Everything seemed like a puzzled to me. For a moment, i believed that Manik was acting then his words hit me like a knife that he appeared to me as a liar.

One thing I knew that I wouldn't be calm if I don't get my answer first. 

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What's going on with Manik and Nandini?

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