So I don't know whether this one will be short or long but I guess you will have to find out :)

Description: Harry has a stammer (Or stutter however you say it) and his boyfriend louis is always there to comfort him and help him.

If you don't know what a stammer is, you might be best to google it but it's a type of speech impediment.

Harry's P.O.V

I was doodling on my hand when my teacher called my name, I looked up at her and she was staring at me with an angry look on her face. "Harry. I asked you a question." She said, her eyes not changing from the icy cold glare she was giving me.

"S-ssorry, what d-did you s-say?" I felt my cheeks heat up as I stammered. Louis must have noticed as he placed a reassuring hand on my thigh.

"I asked you to read out your paragraph on if Macbeth was manipulated or just a mad man." She said her eyes slowly getting softer.

"Uh, d-do I have to?" I asked her, nervous to speak aloud in front of everyone.

"Well someone has to read theirs before the bell goes and you haven't been interacting in the lesson like everyone else." Her voice was still sharp but her eyes no longer looked like they were frozen.

"Oh o-okay, M-m-macbeth is-snt a m-mad m-m-man because-" I was so nervous I couldn't go more than one word without stammering, but luckily louis interrupted me and started talking.

"I will read mine Miss." He said with his hand still on my thigh, I let out a sigh of relief. My teacher looked like she was about to protest but Louis started talking anyway.

"In my eyes Macbeth isn't a mad man as he was manipulated by the witches into thinking he would be king, but to do so he would have to kill the current king. Duncan. If the witches never put that thought in his head, he would have never done it as he was extremely loyal to kind Duncan and his wife also manipulated him, making him drive himself mad." Louis was about to continue talking but the bell rang.

"Right everyone, really good work today! Now go off to lunch." My teacher said as she sat back down at her desk. Louis took his hand off my thigh making me feel slightly colder than before as he stood up and put his stuff away in his bag. I got my stuff all packed up and followed Louis out of the classroom.

As we walked towards the cafeteria Louis slowed down so he could walk with me. He entwined his hand with mine and squeezed it lightly as he smiled at me, I forced a smile back and looked at the ground as he kept hold of my hand. We reached the cafeteria and saw our friends sat at our usual table, we walked over and sat opposite Zayn and Liam, and then Niall was next to Ashe on the end. Louis pulled me into his side and wrapped an arm around my waist as he ate using his other hand. I got out my crisps and ate them before turning more into Louis and resting my head on his shoulder. He looked down at me after laughing at something Niall said.

"Hey love, you okay?" He asked me a frown on his face. I just nodded closing my eyes as my head was still on his shoulder. I suddenly opened my eyes when I felt Louis stand up. He grabbed my hand and gently pulled me into an empty classroom. "C'mon H, what's wrong? you can tell me you know that right?" He said as he stood in front of me and held both my hands in his.

I looked up from the floor and looked into his blue eyes filled with worry, I sighed before talking. "I just h-hate it when I s-stammer, why cant it b-be easy" I said as Louis rubbed his thumb over the back of my hand.

"I'm sorry baby, I know you don't like it. But your not that bad when you talk to me." He said as he wiped the tears that ran down my cheeks like raindrops.

"That's b-because it's you Lou, You d-don't s-s-stress me out or laugh at m-me, you don't make me feel like I can't e-e-even d-d-do a s-simple t-thing" I started to get worked up and my stammer started getting worse, Louis noticed this and pulled me into him and rocked us back and forth as he ran his hand through my hair whispering in my ear.

"You can do it hazza, it just gets hard sometimes right?" He asked as he kept rocking us. I just nodded into his chest letting his shirt catch my tears.

"Why c-cant I b-be like everyone else Lou? I c-cant do anything well, I cant s-s-sing well, I c-cant dance, I cant do e-e-english, I cant write s-songs, I c-cant even talk properly Lou! Why do you e-even like me?" I sobbed into his chest just wanting to be like everyone else.

"If you were like everyone else then you wouldn't be you. You would be them. And you can sing Hazza, your voice sounds like an angel and the songs you write are amazing and I wish you would show them to people and you can talk properly, it just gets stuck sometimes. And you can dance, I love when we go out and you just have the time of your life and I know you enjoy doing it. And I Like you because your sweet, funny, kind, you always try to cheer me up when I'm sad, you always help others before you help yourself, your gorgeous. Y'know what? I don't like you. I love you Baby, and I love you because of who you really are inside, not how you talk or how well you understand some stupid Shakespeare. Your perfect H." He said pulling me away from him and wiping my tears again.

"m not perfect." I mumbled looking down. He placed two fingers under my chin and brought my head up to look him in the eyes.

"Your perfect to me." He said looking into my eyes, honesty written on his face. I just leaned in and kissed him, He kissed me back before we pulled away and he brought me into a hug.

"I love you too Lou." I said as I put my head into his neck and kissed it. He smiled and just kept holding me.

~

Lunch was now over and we were in our last lesson, my favorite, Music. Louis was sat behind me writing something in his book when our teacher started talking.

"So ladies and gents, over the weekend I want you to write a song about something or someone, Then on Monday I want people to sing them to the class. You could do a rap or poem if you didn't want to write a song." He said as he sat down in his chair. I immediately knew who I would write my song about. "Okay so I want you to spend this lesson planning who or what you will write your rap, poem or song about and finding the melody" He let us all find a piano or a guitar, or anything else that we needed to get started. I went straight to a piano and started working on the melody.

An hour later, the bell went off signaling for the end of the day, I stood up and walked out of the room waiting for Louis as I leant against the wall. He walked out and I quickly leant off the wall and ran over to him.

"Hey, Lou I w-was wondering if you wanted to come round m-m-mine at the weekend and we can work on our m-music project together?" I asked him as I put my hand in his, he smiled at me.

"I would love that, although I'm not going to let you see what I wrote until Monday." I pouted at him and he just kissed me.

"That's not what I was doing that for." I said pouting again, he chuckled and kissed me again.

"I know but it's all your gonna get." He said as we started walking to the car park.

"Fine, but then you cant see mine either." I said and He nodded when we reached his car.

"Goodbye love, I will be at yours tomorrow at 4pm." He said as he kissed me again. I nodded and hugged him before letting go and watching him drive away.

~

It was now Saturday and I had just heard someone knock at the door, so I ran down and opened it seeing Louis stood there, with his beautiful smile wearing his green adidas hoodie with black jeans. I let him in and gave him a quick kiss before hearing my mum come into the hallway.

"Oh hello Louis dear." My mum said as she walked over and gave Louis a hug.

"Hi Anne." Louis said as he hugged her back.

"Right m-mum, we have to go do our m-m-music project now." I said as I grabbed Louis' arm and started dragging him up the stairs to my room. I opened the door and quickly closed it behind Louis. He gave me a weird look and laughed. "What? S-she's embarrassing." I said as I sat down on the bed.

"No she's not, she is literally the best." He said to me as he sat down in my desk chair.

I looked at him with a serious face. "You don't live w-with her."

He laughed and got a pencil out of my pencil case, he got out another and chucked it to me. "Don't peak" He said sternly pointing his pencil at me. I put my hands up in surrender and watched him turn around and start writing In his book. I looked down at my book and picked up my pencil, and started jotting down lyric ideas.

And pain gets hard, but now your here and I don't feel a thing.

I hope that you don't run from me.

~

We had been writing for 2 hours before my mum called us down for dinner and now we were back at writing lyrics for our songs. I looked at the clock on my wall.

20:36pm

I put my book down next to me and put the pencil on top, I quietly got up from my seat on the bed and started walking over to Louis. I tried to peak over his shoulder but I couldn't see anything.

"Harry Edward Styles, you better not be peaking." Louis said without turning his chair around.

"Uhh No." I said quietly to make it seem like I was further away. He turned quickly in his chair before I could get back to my seat on the bed. He looked at me and raised his eyebrows. "I was just s-strectchng my legs." I lied as are started doing lunges. He hummed as he stood up. He picked me up from where I was 'stretching' and gently threw me onto the bed so I landed on my back. He walked over and got onto the bed as well. I took this as my chance and grabbed and turned him so he was on his back on the bed and I was straddling him. I smiled innocently at him as he rested his hands on my thighs.

"Sneaky" He said as I brushed a piece of hair out of his face. I hummed and just ran my fingers along his jaw. "So why were you trying to peak at my song hmm?" He asked me.

"I was bored, and I want to see what your writing." I said pouting. He chuckled and moved one of his hands off my thigh to the back of his head, so his head was lying on his hand.

"Well, you have to wait till Monday to see what I have written, but if your bored we could do something." He said. I took my hands away from his face and crossed them over my chest. He looked at me and giggled a bit. "I'm sorry Love, but I want it to be a surprise."

"I know" I mumbled. He patted my leg with his hand that wasn't behind his head.

"What do you want to do then?" He asked me. I thought for a minute before thinking of somewhere we could go, my face lit up and I smiled wide at him. "I guess you know what you want to do then?" I nodded at him enthusiastically.

"I w-w-want to go to th-th-the c-cinema" I said excitedly. Louis sat up a bit and put his other hand back onto my thigh.

"Okay, what do you want to see?" he asked.

"I w-want to s-s-see this film called c-call m-me by your n-n-name, a-and I want t-t-to ge-get sw-" I tried to speak but I couldn't, sometimes when I get too excited my stammer gets really bad and sometimes, instead of repeating certain letters, it stops me from speaking entirely as I just cant get the word out. It can make me really out of breath because while I'm trying to get the word out I cant breathe, and its really hard to stop trying to say the word so you can breathe. Louis realized and sat up more so I was practically sat in his lap, he peppered kisses over my face and whispered to me.

"Shh, shh, just breath, just relax, calm down love. Just go slow" He whispered as he rubbed my back. I was able to stop and take a breath. I was slightly out of breath but not anything bad. Louis must have seen the frown on my face as he kept me close to him and continued to rub my back and he put his other hand in my hair as he knew it calmed me down. "Your okay love. You just got a bit too excited, what did you want to get when we got there?" he asked, I immediately felt happier, I always did when I was with him, I felt whole. when he's not with me it feels like I only have half of me. I'm always myself when I'm with him, I'm not pretending to be someone I'm not, all my walls that stop me from getting hurt are down, some might say it makes me vulnerable or defenceless, but I think of it like I'm showing him all of me, and that is something only he will ever see, its for his eyes only. "Harry?" He brought me out of my thoughts.

"Uh I wanted to get s-some s-sweets." I said, he nodded and kissed my cheek. We stood up and headed downstairs. I saw my mum sat in the living room. "Mum, Lou and I are g-going to the cinema, we will b-be back before m-midnight." I said as I put my shoes on.

"Okay honey, have fun." She said looking at Louis and I briefly before looking back at the tv. We left the house and got into Louis' car and headed for the cinema.

Once we got there, we bought the tickets and got sweets and sat down in the theatre and waited for the film to start.

~

The film had ended and it was now 11:05pm and we were walking back to Louis's car, we were holding hands and he had my unfinished bag of sweets in his other hand. "Why d-did Oliver have to l-leave Elio, Lou?" I said as we reached the parking lot.

"He had a fiancé back home haz, remember?" Louis said, I nodded tightening my grip on his hand as the cold autumn air hit us.

"But h-he could have s-stayed with Elio, he loved him more than his stupid fiancé." I stammered out as we reached the car.

"Yeah he did, but maybe it wasn't as simple as that." He said as he opened my door, I climbed in and he got into the driver side.

"You wont leave me will you Lou?" I asked him as he started the car. He looked at me with his shining blue eyes.

"Of course not love." He said as he picked up my hand and kissed it before driving out of the car park and heading home. I rested my head against the window and closed my tired eyes.

~

I woke up to the feeling of someone moving me, I open my eyes to see louis picking me up out of the car and walking to the door with me in his arms bridal style. I closed my eyes again, liking that I could smell his homely scent and the feeling of him carrying me. I heard him say hello to my mum and carry me up the stairs and into my room. He gently put me onto the bed and took my hoodie off so I wouldn't get too hot, then he took my trousers off and put me under the covers in my boxers and t-shirt. I opened my eyes and saw him taking off his shirt and trousers leaving him in just his boxers. I saw him going towards my door and I panicked thinking he was leaving me. "No Louis stay." I muffled out in a tired voice stretching my arms out with grabby hands. He chuckled quietly.

"I'm just going to the toilet love, I will be back in a minute." He told me as he left the room. I rolled over so I was facing the wall and closed my eyes with a smile on my lips. A few minutes later I felt two arms wrap around my waist and then I felt louis' chest press up against my back. I moved my back closer to him, trying to get as warm as I could. he kissed my head before whispering in my ear. "I love you my love, Goodnight." That was the last thing I heard before falling asleep.

~

Louis and I woke up around 4 hours ago, we ate lunch and started on our songs straight after. It was now 2pm and Louis was leaving soon because his mum needed help with his sisters. I had tried to peak at his lyrics again but he caught me and tickled me until I was bright red. I heard his phone go off and I looked over to where he was just before he spun around in the desk chair and looked at me with a frown and his books in his arms. "I've got to go now Hazza." He said walking over to where I was sat on my bed. I pouted and he leaned down to kiss me, I kissed back and he pulled away after a couple seconds. He rested his forehead against mine. "I will see you tomorrow my love, you will finally get to hear my song" He said and I smiled at that, I really wanted to know what he wrote.

He said goodbye and I followed him down the stairs and watched him drive away. I will see him tomorrow, I will be fine.

~

I had just got into school and I hadn't seen Louis yet, I was trying to find him when the bell rang. I sighed and started walking to music class. When I walked in the door I saw Louis sitting by the piano in his seat. I ran over to him and gave him a hug. "Where were you?" I asked him as I took the seat next to him.

"I came early to practice my song." He told me as our music teacher walked in.

"Right guys, who is ready to perform!" He yelled. The room was dead silent. "Wow tough crowd. Well does anyone want to go first?" He asked eyes scanning the class. I saw Louis put his hand up next to me. "Ah Louis, do what you need and show us your song." Our teacher said as he sat at his desk. Louis walked over to the piano and sat down putting his book in front of him.

"So this is for someone who is very important to me. And he thinks that he isn't good enough, when really I look at him and he's perfect." The class 'awwed' as Louis looked at me. Then they all went silent when he started playing.

You say to me your jeans don't fit
You don't feel pretty and it's hard to miss
I wish that you could see my point of view
As someone starin' back at you
On Friday night when we're all out
I turn to you and you're looking down
And you don't wanna dance
I know you love to dance
You never stop given half the chance

He sang so beautifully as his fingers glided over the keys.

Just keep your head up, love, keep your head up
Don't hide away, don't ever change
Keep your head up, love, keep your head up
Don't look away, don't look away

'Cause everybody's lookin' at you now, my, oh my
I guess some kings don't need a crown
And I know why
Even when your tears are fallin' down
Still, somehow, you're perfect now

He looked at me when he sang the last line before looking back at his book.

You never do, but if you asked me to
I'll tell the truth lyin' next to you
'Cause you're the only one when it's said and done
You make me feel like being someone good to you
Even at your worst, you steal the scene and it's unrehearsed
Don't you wanna dance? Just a little dance
I'll never stop given half the chance

Just keep your head up, love, keep your head up
Don't hide away, don't ever change
Keep your head up, love, keep your head up
Don't look away, don't look away

I felt tears coming to my eyes as he continued.

'Cause everybody's lookin' at you now, my, oh my
I guess some kings don't need a crown
And I know why
Even when your tears are fallin' down
Still, somehow, you're perfect now

Every insecurity, like a neon sign, as bright as day
If you knew what you were to me
You would never try to hide away

He stopped playing the piano after the last bridge and turned on his stool looking into my eyes. And when green met blue he sang again.

'Cause everybody's lookin' at you now, my, oh my
I guess some kings don't need a crown
And I know why
Even when your tears are fallin' down
Still, somehow, you're perfect now

He sang this last bit without the piano and he just looked into my eyes. I felt tears falling down my cheeks and he walked over to me and wiped them away. "Remember, your perfect to me" I smiled and hugged him as he sat down.

"Wow Louis, that was just- wow. That clearly came from a place very deep in your heart, it was beautiful well done" My teacher said, louis smiled and nodded. "Well who wants to follow that up?" He asked the class. 'It's my turn' I thought and put my hand up. "Okay Harry, your turn"

I went to the same piano Louis sat at. "I w-wrote this while I thought about s-someone who means a lot to m-me and I will always trust with my life. B-but I'm sure you all know w-who it is." I chuckled and the classed giggled with me. I took a Deep breath and started.

If I could fly, I'd be coming right back home to you
I think I might give up everything, just ask me to
Pay attention, I hope that you listen 'cause I let my guard down
Right now I'm completely defenseless

I closed my eyes and just let my fingers glide over the keys playing the right melody as I sang.

For your eyes only, I'll show you my heart
For when you're lonely and forget who you are
I'm missing half of me when we're apart
Now you know me, for your eyes only
For your eyes only

I've got scars even though they can't always be seen
And pain gets hard, but now you're here and I don't feel a thing
Pay attention, I hope that you listen 'cause I let my guard down
Right now I'm completely defenseless

I opened my eyes and put as much emotion into the words I was singing as I could.

For your eyes only, I'll show you my heart
For when you're lonely and forget who you are
I'm missing half of me when we're apart
Now you know me, for your eyes only
For your eyes only

I can feel your heart inside of mine, I feel it, I feel it
I've been going out of my mind, I feel it, I feel it
Know that I'm just wasting time
And I hope that you don't run from me

I turned my head to look at louis and saw he had tears in his eyes.

For your eyes only, I'll show you my heart
For when you're lonely and forget who you are
I'm missing half for me when we're apart
Now you know me, for your eyes only
For your eyes only, I'll show you my heart
For when you're lonely and forget who you are
I'm missing half for me when we're apart
Now you know me, for your eyes only
For your eyes only

I felt more tears come to my eyes as I whispered the last line.

For your eyes only.

I stood up and walked back over to my chair and sat down. Louis placed a kiss to my temple. "That was beautiful love." He said as he placed another kiss to my head. I smiled and leaned my head on his shoulder.

"Wow, you two are just incredible at writing about real feelings and putting so much meaning in them. Well done Harry" My teacher looked back at the class as I moved my head to look at louis. "Thank you." I whispered.

"For what?" He whispered back.

"Loving me for who I am." I said as I put my head back on his shoulder. He smiled at me and kissed my head.

"I will always Love you."

~~~~~
Yeah okay this was not short at all. I'm just gonna stop saying they might be short.
I am currently working on another book that I hope to get the first few chapters out on Sunday as I will be busy tomorrow night. So I thought I would give you this chapter before i don't put another up for a bit.

I hope you liked this one :)

If you ever need someone to talk to just message me and I will answer and listen to you. You deserve to be listened to.

You have always been enough - Unknown

I love you, no matter what happens I know you will be in my heart - Unknown