This was requested by shahana_009 I hope it's okay :)

Also my GCSE's are in like a month and I don't feel prepared but it's my own fault and I'm just actually really scared now.

3rd person P.O.V

Harry was getting ready to head to the Forum for his show in LA that night, he was overly excited for this show because not only was Louis watching it but so was Zayn, Liam and Niall.

They were all flying over to LA to see his show and he couldn't wait until he got there. He had called Louis a few hours ago and he said he would be there to see him before he went on stage and the other guys said they hope to see him before the show but don't know if they will.

It was weird for all five of them to be in the same place again, especially with their schedules causing them to be all over the place lately. Harry and Louis had spent many, many nights apart due to Louis not being able to leave London to see his boyfriends shows and Liam, Zayn and Niall have been stuck in their own homes in London either due to work, covid or family.

But they had all agreed to fly to America to watch Harry's show, and he couldn't be more grateful for them.

His driver picked him up and took him to the forum where he would have sound check, and then get ready for the show. He was driving past the gates and could see an already long line of people camping outside the venue and he wondered how long they'd been there, it wasn't also that warm today so he was slight concerned.

So once he got inside the venue he made sure that the security brought them out doughnuts and hot chocolate to those who wanted some, hoping it might warm them up.

Sound check passed and he found himself getting more and more excited as time went on. He was talking to his stylist when one of his security guards were walking over to him. "Styles, Tomlinson has arrived, he will be escorted in through the back to avoid the fans out front. Would you like us to bring him here or take him to the VIP booth?"

Harry replied and told them to bring him here as he couldn't wait another moment before he saw his boyfriend. They had already been apart for over a month and he was dying to see him again, as dramatic as he sounded, Louis was the air that he breathed and being without him wasn't easy.

It wasn't long later that the door was opening and Louis was walking through the it with two security men behind him, he smiled when he saw Harry and immediately walked toward him.

Harry met him halfway and wrapped his arms around him, hiding his face into his neck as his hands ran over Louis' back, neck and head. "I missed you." He whispered, kissing the pulse point on Louis' neck.

"I missed you too, love." Louis pulled back just enough so that he could kiss Harry's lips, his hands around Harry's waist in a tight grip. "How are you?"

"I'm good, I'm excited for tonight." Harry grabbed Louis' hand and pulled him over to the couch in the corner and they both sat down. "How are you? I know you've been busy."

"Better now I'm here." Louis smiled and kissed his boyfriends temple. "How long til you go on stage?"

Harry glanced at the clock on the wall behind them. "Just over an hour I think. I need to get my hair and makeup done then get changed."

"You should go do that before someone comes looking for you. I'll be able to talk to you while you get ready, I'll only leave when you're about to head on stage, okay?"

Harry nodded and Louis stayed with Harry like he said he would, they talked about everything they'd done and random other things until Harry was dressed in his outfit for his first LA show. He had green felt trousers on and yellow and green, flower embroidered jacket that didn't exactly cover much of his torso.

"You look beautiful." Louis smiled, his hands running over Harry's bare skin on his stomach as he looked into green eyes. "Are you ready to go on stage?"

"Yeah. I think the boys are here too. Derek said something about bringing people up to the booth before he left." Harry explained. "I'll see you all after, right?"

"Of course, H, we'll all come back here as soon as the show is done." Louis kissed Harry twice before he was stepping away. "You're gonna do incredible. Have fun. I'll see you after." Then he was waking out the door and being led up to the VIP booth by another security man.

He couldn't wait to see Harry perform again, it was truly a sight to see. The man was made for it, he was made for the spotlight to shine on him so he could show off just how amazing he is. The aura he carries is so bright and joyful it's hard to watch him on stage and not feel happy.

When he got let into the VIP room he immediately heard the voices of his former band mates and he couldn't help but smile as he walked inside. "Not drinking without me are you?" He joked as Niall, Liam and Zayn all spun around from where they were passing around drinks and snacks that had been left on a table for them.

"Hey, mate!" Liam called as he stepped forward, the others following. He pulled Louis into a hug before stepping back allowing the others to do the same.

"How are you guys?" Louis asked as he looked around the room briefly, there was a door leading to the balcony that would overlook the crowd and the stage, it's where they'd watch the concert but for now they were waiting inside the room.

Zayn placed his hand on Liams hip as he moved past him to grab another drink before handing it to Louis. "We're good, we were just saying how we're starting to relax now work's calming down." He answered as the other two nodded.

"How's you're new house?" The question was directed to Zayn and Liam who had moved a few weeks ago but neither Niall or Louis had seen it yet.

"It's sick, mate." Zayn sat down next to Liam, Niall on his other side. "It's not bigger than the old one but it has an awesome garden."

"Well, looks like we're all gonna have to see it soon."

Liam nodded in agreement and was about to say something else when they heard screams erupt from the arena, so with a smile they all stood and walked out onto the balcony and saw that Harry wasn't on the stage but the lights had gone off which meant he was about to come out.

They decided to leave the drinks inside when Niall joked about accidentally dropping it over the railing. "Do you think anyone can see us from here?" Niall asked as white lights pointed to the stage.

"If they can someone's gonna have a freak out." Liam laughed. "But I don't think they can, it's too dark and they'll be looking at Harold anyway."

"It'd be funny to see their reaction if they found out we were all here though." Louis mentioned, leaning against the railing to have a better look at the stage and crowd.

"I'm sure someone will. And we'll all get to see the panic arise." Zayn joined in and they all laughed before settling their gaze back on stage. There was enough room on the balcony that they could all stand comfortably and have a good view of the stage.

Suddenly Harry was appearing onto the stage and the crowd started screaming and the boys could only smile as they watched their friend run forward as he waved to the crowd and blew the occasional kiss.

"He's still got the charm hasn't he." Liam said as they watched him walk around the stage for a moment, saying hello to the audience.

"His outfit is awesome, I bet you like it, Lou." Zayn mumbled making Louis gently elbow him without taking his eyes off the stage. The music started off with Golden and the crowd only screamed louder.

The boys watched in wonder as Harry pranced around the stage, singing and dancing and catching roses and other things being thrown. They occasionally said something to each other but mainly their eyes were glued to the stage due to the enrapturing presence Harry creates.

As the next few songs carried on Niall brung out his phone and started to film some bits, the other boys did the same. They could feel Harry's joy from where they were and wanted to capture in on camera.

During his version of What Makes You Beautiful he looked up towards the VIP section and the four boys smiled down at him, Liam and Niall waved and they assumed Harry saw as a giant grin took over his face as he let a laugh slip out and looked back to the crowd who were signing along eagerly.

The music for Adore you started to play and Niall found himself humming along as he watched. Harry walked over to the side of the stage and picked up a rainbow feather boa that had been chucked onstage during Only Angel and he wrapped it around his shoulders before going back to his mic.

He started to sing as he held the ends of the boa, the crowd were going crazy over it and Louis couldn't help but smile as he watched. He danced down the catwalk with the boa flowing around his body, his smile was wide and he looked completely at ease.

"He really is a natural at this." Niall whispered to Louis who nodded with a smile.

"He is. It's like he can just completely relax up there and be free. It's amazing to watch." Louis felt like Niall was smirking at him but he wasn't going to risk looking away from Harry to check.

"I can practically see the love pouring out of your eyes as you look at him." Liam laughed as he looked from Louis to the stage. "You're gone for him, mate."

"I should be after how long we've been together." Louis let out a breathy laugh as he and Zayn turned and headed back in the room to get their drinks.

They made it back out onto the balcony just as the crowd went completely insane, yelling, clapping and whistling as Harry licked his thumbs before doing a shimmy type dance to the music of adore you and the fans were loving it.

"Maybe he should be a dancer instead." Zayn said as he took a sip of his beer, Niall humming in agreement with a smile on his face.

A few more songs passed and even though Harry didn't stop moving for a second he didn't show one ounce of being tired.

He had just finished singing She, when he stopped the songs to read some of the signs around the arena. He noticed one being held along with a bi pride flag, he walked over and looked at it before signalling for the girl to throw the flag which she did.

He waited for the audience to stop yelling before speaking into the mic. "What's you're name?"

"Brenda!"

"Brenda?" He repeated, nodding. "Okay, Brenda. You've given this to me so I can do this for you, right?" The girl nodded and said something over the noise.

"What is he doing?" Liam asked, leaning over the railing to get a better look. Louis just smiled, feeling his heart grow.

"You'll see." Louis replied as Liam looked over at him with a confused expression before looking back out over the railing.

"Okay so..." Harry walked away slightly as he got the corner of the flag situated in his left hand, the right one holding the mic. "This is what's going to happen Brenda. When this flag is raised..." he looked to the bisexual flag, "you're out." He smiled before dramatically waving his hand to the side, "Thats how it works I looked it up online! So it must be true!"

He started to walk around the stage again, the flag waving low to the ground as he walked. "When I raise this flag! I want everyone in here to cheer!" He screamed into the mic. "Can I get an-" he mad a low "ooh" sound and the fans continued it as he slowly raised the flag higher, their low cheer getting louder. But then Harry dropped the flag lower, the cheers lowering again.

He walked around the stage continuously raising the flag and then lowering it, keeping the drumroll from the crowd going. He stopped momentarily, looked over to the crowd and said, "Edging," with a smile before he continued walking with the flag until he was stood in front of the fan again.

And finally, with the low cheer in the background, Harry quickly raised the flag above his head as the cheers and screams filled the stadium and it felt absolutely surreal to Louis, Zayn, Liam and Niall who were watching from above.

Harry had his eyes closed as he dropped to his knees, still holding the flag as the cheers continued. He brought the mic to his mouth and yelled. "Freedom!" The audience cheered louder (if that was even possible) and Harry opened his eyes with a smile, he glanced up to the VIP box and Louis smiled back at him. Harry took a deep breath and stood up, looking back to the audience as the intro to TPWK started.

He spent the whole song dancing around, up and down the catwalk with the bi flag in his hand, smiling and singing as the boys watched in awe.

"It was sweet what he did." Niall commented as the song came to an end. "I can't believe how much he's grown over the years, I still remember the first time he picked up a flag onstage. And now he's helping people come out. It's incredible."

Louis nodded with a solemn smile. "He loves to help those do things that he can't."

Liam frowned and patted Louis on the back. "Soon, mate."

Liam was right, soon they would be able to come out, soon the whole world will know the truth. They had a few more months to sort out a few loose ends before they were able to come out themselves.

Louis smiled and all the boys looked back to the stage. "Okay so we have one last song for tonight, LA!" Harry yelled as he went back over to the mic. "But I'm having too much fun so I think I'm going to add in an extra." He looked back to Mitch, nodded once, and then the intro to Medicine was flowing through the air and the crowd went wild.

"This is medicine." Harry spoke into the mic just as the lights went red and he stepped back as the guitar got louder.

He smirked as he sang, his eyes closed as the crowd sang along with him. "Rest it on your fingertips." He pointed his hand to the ceiling "And up to your mouth," he swiftly moved his hand in a smooth motion to point as his mouth before grabbing hold of the mic. "I had a few, got drunk on you and now I'm wasted," his eyes were still closed as he sang, his body slightly moving with the beat, "and now I'm gonna dream of how you-" He stepped back from the mic just as the crowd yelled "tasted!"

Then causing an uproar in the arena Harry leaned forward and rolled his body up the mic stand swiftly, causing the screams to become louder as he continued to sing. "If you go out tonight, I'm going out 'cause I know you're persuasive!"

He rocked his head back in a sharp motion and gripped tight to the microphone, you got that something, I got me an appetite, now I can taste it!"

"Oh my god." Niall's jaw was slack from where he watched Harry dance away from the mic stand. "Do I even want to know what this is about.

Zany looked over to him and patted his back. "Better not to ask." All three boys looked to Louis who took a sip of his beer, hiding his smirk behind the glass as he watched Harry.

"The boys and the girls are in, I mess around with him, and I'm okay with it." Harry was still smirking as he danced accordingly to the lyrics and the beat. "I'm coming down, I figured out I kinda like it." He opened his eyes and leant his head to the side slightly, "And when I sleep I'm gonna dream of how you-" He rocked his head back again and stuck his tongue out as the crowd yelled "ride it!"

He began to move around the stage again, still singing powerfully into the mic, spinning around and dancing.

"I cannot believe what I'm witnessing." Liam mumbled as the audience started to clap with Harry as the lights went out and the beat dropped completely, you could see nothing and then suddenly the lights were all flashing red and the beat came back fast as you saw Harry rising from what looked like a crouched position by the microphone, continuing the sing.

"We're so talking about this when we see him." Niall replied, watching Harry curtesy as the song ended and screams filled their ears. "I mean- I- the lyrics are so- I don't even have words."

"Louis, explain yourself." Zayn turned to him and Louis looked over at him with a shocked and amused expression.

"Me?!" He laughed, looking away from his boyfriend who was starting to talk to the fans, saying goodbye before introducing the last song. "I didn't write it! Tell Harry to explain himself!"

"Well the lyrics came from somewhere." Zayn said with a smirk. "He didn't just come up with them from imagination."

Louis turned away with the shake of his head, "I'm not talking about this with you lot. You can question Harold later."

They all laughed and looked back to the stage as Kiwi started playing. "He really does have a great stage presence though, doesn't he." Niall said as he watched Harry go full out for this last song.

"He carries himself perfectly out there. It's phenomenal." Liam added as Zayn hummed in agreement.

"He really is incredible." Louis whispered smiling down at Harry as he sang.

The song finished and Harry said goodbye to the arena before running off stage, and just as he did three security men opened the door the their room and walked in, asking if they were ready to head backstage.

They nodded and finished their drinks quickly before following the security guards. They could hear the bustle of the fans as they headed to the exit but the route that the boys were walking meant they weren't going to be seen by anyone.

They reached backstage and walked into the room, Harry was walking away from one of his stylists and when he noticed all the boys a big grin took over his face and he moved toward them.

But before he could even take two more steps four bodies were slamming into his and hugging him. "Mate, you were awesome up there." Liam said, muffled from where he was crushed between Harry's side and Zayn.

"Seriously, Haz. It was such a good show." Zayn pulled back a little, as did the others and Harry was smiling with a faint blush on his cheeks.

"Thanks guys, I'm glad you liked it." He replied, Louis stayed by his side with a hand on his back while the others stood around. "I hope the view from there was good."

"It was perfect, Love. You were perfect." Louis said in a low voice so only Harry would hear, he kissed the side of his boyfriends head and looked back to the boys. "These lot were shocked by your performance of medicine."

Harry just shrugged with a smile on his face. "What about it?"

"It's basically a sex song!" Liam exclaimed on a laugh.

"It's not a sex song." Harry protested, his hands crossed over his chest. "You don't get to criticise me when your songs aren't much different Mr strip that down."

Zayn let out a loud laugh before he was muffling it behind his hand and shaking his head. "He got you there."

They moved to sit down on two couches that surrounded a table, Harry sat next to Louis on one, with Niall sat on the arm of it. And Zayn and Liam sat on the other.

"The way you interact with your fans, Harry, is beautiful to watch." Niall mentioned, smiling as he remembered the girl Harry waved that flag for.

"You really connect with them." Zayn added.

Harry smiled and nodded. "I try. I want to be someone they can count on." He felt Louis' hand run through the back of his hair and he leaned into it more. "Some of these people have a nightmare of a life but they rely on me and I want to be there for them to rely on. I want to be their hope and their peace."

"You're too good, mate. No wonder everyone loved you, even in 2010." Liam laughed softly, the others smiling as they remembered their old days.

They sat and chatted for around half an hour before Harry was getting changed and they were all leaving and heading to the hotel they were staying at, deciding they should leave the arena before it got too late.

They ate dinner and had drinks at the bar before heading up to their rooms. "Harry, your show was truly incredible. Thanks for inviting us all to watch." Niall thanked as he held his room key in his hand.

"Yeah, thanks man, it was a good night. Great show." Liam smiled and patted Harry's back. They were all stood in the corridor of the floor all their rooms were on.

"It was fun to see you perform again. We'll have to come watch your show again sometime." Zayn added as he held the key for his and Liams room.

"Are we gonna see you all in the morning? For breakfast?" Louis asked. He was staying with Harry for a week but the other boys were heading back to London tomorrow.

"Our flight isn't until 10am so we can all meet for breakfast before we go?" Liam said as more of a question than statement but everyone nodded.

"Okay, I'll see you all in the morning, I'm way too tired." Niall said one more goodnight before he was entering his room.

"Us too. It was a long flight here. Goodnight guys, see you in the morning." Zayn opened the door and he and Liam walked inside.

"Cmon, babe, let's go to our room. If you're not tired then I am." Harry nodded and allowed Louis to gently pull him toward their room just down the corridor.

He opened the door and kicked off his shoes, Harry doing the same before walking over the bed. They both stripped off their clothes and immediately climbed under the duvet.

Harry instantly moved his body closer to Louis' and draped his arm over his stomach, laying his head down on his chest. "I missed sleeping next to you." He whispered as Louis placed a kiss on his head, running his hand down Harry's back.

"Me too, love." Louis pulled the duvet up higher so it reached Harry's shoulders. "Get some sleep. You look exhausted."

Harry just hummed and closed his eyes, listening to his boyfriends heartbeat beneath his ear. "Love you." He mumbled, the constant thumping sound sending him to sleep easily.

"I love you too, H." Louis kissed his head once more and closed his eyes, relaxing under the warmth of Harry's body that was enveloped around his.

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Okay I hope you enjoyed this one, I thought it would be hard to write but it wasn't too bad, I didn't really know how to end it tho :/

Don't forget to eat and drink something today, and I hope you're having a good day or night. I love you <3

Where words fail, music speaks - Hans Christian Andersen

Sometimes I wish I could just rewind back to the old days and press pause...just for a little while - Unknown